I don't own hush hush but if i did it would not be as good as beckas :) also I'm sorry for not updating in a while love you all : ) xxxx

Cover my eyes
Cover my ears
Tell me these words are a lie
It can't be true
That I'm losing you
The sun cannot fall from the sky

Can you hear heaven cry
Tears of an angel

Stop every clock
Stars are in shock
The river will flow to the sea
I won't let you fly
I won't say goodbye
I won't let you slip away from me

Can you hear heaven cry
Tears of an angel

So hold on
Be strong
Everyday on we'll go
I'm here, don't you fear

Little one dont let go
(ooooooooooohhhhhhhhh)
Dont let go
(ooooooooooohhhhhhhhh)
Dont let go
(ooooooooooohhhhhhhhh)

Cover my eyes
Cover my ears
Tell me these words are a lie

Tears of an Angel RyanDan

Nora POV.

Patch looked at me the same time i looked at him.

"I'll be right back." Patch said to me just before he gets up to walk out the door.

It was quiet. This was a good thing. It gave me time to think things through. I'm apparently five weeks pregnant. This is hard to believe considering I don't remember the night of conception.

GAH! When did everything get so fucked up?

It wasn't so long ago that i was planning to go to college and train to become a mid wife but now everything's changed every little detail i had planned for my future has changed drastically.

Do i really trust those patch and Rixon guys?

They could have told me a complete lie.

They could have been creepy stalkers and paid the doctor to keep me in a medically induced coma.

They probably paid the doctor to tell me I was pregnant so they could trick me into staying, and that patch guy would try and seduce me and really get me pregnant so I couldn't leave his crazy sex chambers!

Then another thought entered my mind. My mom and dad have no idea where I am shit! They must be totally freaking out!

I've got to get out of here, I look to the side of the bed and some of my things were on the side table, but the two things I need the most are my purse and my phone. I get up and pull off all the tubes and needles sticking out of me. I grab my purse and phone and I leave my jewellery behind and run. I don't care if I'm bare foot and in a hospital gown. I have to get out of here.

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I'm half a mile away and people are stood in the middle of the street looking at me as if I have lost my mind.

I turn my phone on and surprisingly I have two bars of battery left. My phone keeps buzzing .it took five minutes for it to stop completely I have 239 texts and 390 voice males and missed calls I look at one of the texts from Vee.

Heyy babe.

Where are you and your dad? Everyone's worried. You've both been gone for almost 6 weeks. Please call or text me to let me know your okay. I don't care what you may or may not have done to my car as long as your safe, fuck that piece of metal shit, I want you back, safe .I should not of left you the night we were in the club, you were obviously upset, and I let you go alone, I'm sorry for being a shitty mate, I love you Nora I need you to know that xxxxxxx

My dad? What? He's gone?

I thought it would be best to call my mom first. She picked up on the second ring.

"Mom?"

There was a gasp on the other end of the line.

"Nora? Nora baby, where are you? Are you okay?"

"I'm in Portland near Enso's bistro and I'm not with dad i haven't seen him at all and I'm not sure."

"Okay baby, I'll be there in ten to pick you up."

Then that was the last thing she heard before mom hung up.

It started to rain and it was cold. I started to feel sick again which brought back the thought of pregnancy and the questions that came with it.

Am I really pregnant?

How am I supposed to be a mom at the age of 16?

Do I tell my mom?

These were all the questions running through my mind at this very moment. So, I decided I'll do a pregnancy test, and I will not be telling my mom anything for a while, not until I get this sorted out.

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The silver car pulled in to the side of the road and my mom climbed out of the car. I took the image of her inn she looked tired and drained.

She walked up to me, she pulled me into her arms and I held on to her as tight as I could and I cried.

We finally let go from the hug which seemed to take forever and i climbed into the passenger's seat.

My mom spoke first.

"Is that a hospital gown you're wearing? Will you tell me what happened?"

"Yes, i woke up in the hospital this morning and I know this sounds really unreasonable considering what you've been through, but I'm not ready to talk about it yet."

My mom looked at me with a frown of concern plastered on to her face.

"it's going to be hard for me to understand why you don't want to talk to me about it considering I'm your mom, but I guess I'm going to have to accept the fact you're not ready to talk about it and you will come to me in your own time, I'm glad your back and safe, that's all that matters in this moment."

It was quiet for a moment.

"Mom? I'm just wondering where dad is. I saw a text from Vee saying me and dad have both been gone for almost six weeks."

"Well when you both didn't come home we thought you went some were for some father daughter bonding because you were upset about something. but days went by ,and I tried to call the both of you and both but there was no answer, and that's when I started to worry, but I kept telling myself that your both okay and that you'll be back soon , but you weren't. I got a call at one o'clock this morning to find the police on the phone telling me that they need me to come in and identify a body ,and i was praying to god it weren't you or Harrison , but when i saw the body my heart broke in to pieces . Nora, your dad's dead. He was murdered."

The words hit me like a ton of bricks. He's dead. He left me like my biological dad did.

It was just me and my mom again on our own.

I broke down crying for the millionth time today.

I am emotionally and physically drained.

It felt as though my whole world were tumbling down, there wasn't a piece that wasn't untouched by confusion, hurt and anger.

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We drove home in silence.

We pulled up in to the drive way and we got out the car, and walked inside our house.

I thought I would have been glad to be back, but it just felt empty, it felt like I didn't belong there anymore it felt like I hadn't belonged hear in a while.

The house is to quiet and cold; it doesn't feel the way it used to.

I walked slowly to my room, when i finally got there i sat on my bed, it was still made. My T-shirt and jeans were still on the floor from 6 weeks ago, i didn't bother to pick them up, i just sat there and cried myself to sleep.

Hey my lovely readers, sorry i haven't updated in a while I'm just really busy whit my final performance, its going to be totally awesome : ) .

Please review and also pm me some good ideas for the story I'm open to suggestions and also i really need a beta anyone want to help?

Also i just watched hunger games, I cried soo much when rue died :'(

Hope you enjoyed, love you all : )

Amber-Leigh XOXOX