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I came up with this little idea when listing to Marilyn Manson. Just a short little something, nothing much at all.
Chapter two; Vally of Death
Pairing; ShiroIchi
Rating; M, Just to be safe u.u
Warnings; Mentions of Sex (But no sex, sorry ;P), Language, YAOI
Song; In the Shadow of the Valley of Death by Marilyn Manson
Disclaimer; I Don't Own Bleach
We have no future
heaven wasn't made for me
we burn ourselves to hell
as fast as it can be
and I wish that I could be a king
then I'd know that I am not alone
Over and over again, he was warned. Warned he would die early if he didn't stop with the drugs. With the pot, speed, heroin, LSD, every and anything he could get his hands on. But he paid no attention to the warnings, finding himself either buzzed so much he's stuck fucking somebody, or he's so depressed that he "adds to his collection". "Collection" of burning, bleeding, torn slits across soft peach skin.
Sometimes he wishes he could prove he's worth more than people look at him with. He wishes he could show them he was perfectly fine, perfectly sane. He was atop the world, he was king. They were below, the pawns, the pieces of the game, obstacles that wouldn't stop him. They wouldn't stop him because he had him. The one he lived for. The one he breathed for. The one he gave his virginity to. He had Shirosaki. Ichigo and Shiro, they had each other, they knew they weren't alone.
Maggots put on shirts
Sell each others shit
sometimes I feel so worthless
sometimes I feel discarded
I wish that I was good enough
then I'd know that I am not alone
It wasn't uncommon for one to find druggies at the side of the street, selling pot, speed, or some shit for money or sex. Ichigo was a common "customer" of Renji's, always buying random stuff of him. The red-head had no problem giving it to the orange-haired teen, welcoming him and drowning him in the world of drugs and sex.
But the drugs weren't good enough. They weren't permanent, and so he would be back to normal, with the weight of reality on his shoulders. The boy would crack under the weight soon, after his mother's murder, but for now, he stuck to the speed. The pot. The LSD. To Shiro.
The albino was his world, the only actual thing keeping him sane. The pale man loved Ichigo, as Ichigo did to him. They were meant for each other, two peas in a pod, soul mates.
Death is policeman
Death is the priest
Death is the stereo
Death is a TV
Death is the Tarot
Death is an angel and
Death is our God
killing us all
Slowly, slowly slowly...
Dragging that knife down soft skin. Taking another injection of whatever the hell he had. Laughing, giggling. Sitting together. To Shiro and Ichigo, death was their God. Death was heaven, was the Angel, was the law, the hero, the killer. Death was, besides each other, all they had. They worshiped death like they worshiped one another.
They wouldn't have it any other way, wouldn't die without one another. A toothy, insane grin was sent toward his lover, those brilliant chocolate eyes laughing with him.
Another cut.
Another Injection.
Another shot.
Pouring fuel on the fire.
she puts the seeds in me
plant this dying tree
she's a burning string
and I'm just the ashes
Death and each other was all they need.
They didn't need their family. they didn't need Renji or Rukia or Grimmjow or Aizen. Hell, they didn't need the drugs. But without drug, they didn't have death. They wanted death, needed it, desire it, craved it.
Cut deeper.
Smoke more.
Become Death's slaves.
Dying, dying, dying
Until there's nothing left
Only ash, ash scattered in the wind
she put the seeds in me
plant this dying tree
she's a burning string
and I'm just the ashes
[ January 19, 2012]
From Soul Society Print
TRAGIC FATE TWO TEENS FOUND DEAD
On January 10th of 2012, local Karakura ploice recieved a report of two missing teenagers. 8 days latter, 17 Year old Kurosaki Ichigo and 19 year old Shirosaki Hichigo were found dead in their shared apartment room. Research shows the two teens had died do to serious blood lose and large overdoses of illegal drugs found in the pair's bathroom. After talking with friends and family, it was discovered the two teens had fallen in a deep depression and were heavy drug addicts. Karakura High School student Abarai Renji stated, "Where there was one, the other was not far behind. It's not a big surprise to me to find both dead, of a drug problem [no less], together. Though I must admit, I didn't expect to wake up today to find them gone." Was this a cruel twist of fate? Or two lovers trying to free themselves from this world?
Only fate knows.
DSM
Eh, this was just a little whatever I came up with when I was listening to MM. I know it's short, I'm sorry. I've been depressed lately, so I needing something to calm my nerves. The next chapter will be longer, I promise you. :P
If you have any ideas or suggestions, please let me know~!
Now, review, please? :D