Sorry this is late, but yeah I hope you like it...its short but ITS AN IMPORTANT LITTLE CHAPTER! R&R!


It's been two weeks since I've spoken to nick.

I haven't said another word since even though he's been begging me to talk. I know if I slip up and say something, I will have to add another scar to my arms. I've been so mad at myself for that mess-up that I've been punishing myself alot. There's almost no more room left on my arms and chest. But of course no one has noticed because nobody cares about me. The nightmares are still horrible, but instead of waking nick up with my screams, I lock myself in the bathroom after he goes to sleep and sleep in the floor with the razor held in my palm.

I wake up in the morning before nick does. I get ready and walk out the door just as nicks alarm goes off. I walk down and sit with Wes, David, Blaine, Kurt, Thad, Sebastian, and Trent. They look up at me and smile as I sit down.

''arent you gonna eat?'' Blaine asks
I shake my head no.

I see Blaine exchange worried glances with the rest of the table but I couldn't care less.

'hey guys' nick says as he walks up
They all exchange greetings as I stare at my shoes.
I feel nicks eyes on my as well as everyone elses but I don't look up.
I get up and leave the cafeteria without a glance back.

Nicks POV*

"okay, guys I need to talk to you" Nick says seriously.

"what's up?" Thad says.

"I found a bunch of tissues in the trashcan this morning" he pauses "covered in blood"

I hear a bunch of gasps around the table.

"you don't think-" David doesn't even finish his sentence.

"yeah, I think so.." I say

I look over at blaine expectantly

"Why is everyone looking at me?" he asks nervously

"you know why." Wes says.

I see Blaine scratch at his wrists where his scars lie under his blazer.

"oh." he says

Kurt rubs Blaine's back, "its okay baby, we just think you should talk to him, at least you know what he's feeling."

"Fine" Blaine says

I get up, "i'll see you guys at lunch." I say waving.

I walk into math noticing Jeff is sitting in the back with his head down.

I sit down next to him, "hey" i said.

He jumps and looks up at me before looking back down.I was about to say more when the teacher walks in.

Through the entire class, Jeff never once looks up. He just stares at his hands fiddling nervously under the desk.

The second the bell rings, he's gone. Now I have to wait until lunch to see him again.

My classes go by dangerously slow until finally the bell rings for lunch.

I sigh as I grab my bag and head towards the cafeteria, noticing Jeff is nowhere in sight.

"where's Jeff?"

A bunch of 'I don't knows' and 'Haven't seen him' are heard around the table.

I look at Blaine nervously and he mouths 'cover me for the rest of classes'

I nod as he gets up and heads toward my room.

Blaine's POV*

I walk towards the door as my mind is swimming with thoughts.

I'm thinking about what to say just as I knock on the door.

Jeff answers, and he looks surprised to see me.

"Jeff, we need to talk"

He visibly tenses up and I walk into the room before he can back out of the soon-to-be depressing conversation.

Jeff's POV*

I tense up as Blaine nervously says the words, "We need to talk"

I'm about to just close the door when he seems to have other ideas as he pushes past me and sits down on Nick's bed.

My shoulders drop as I close and lock the door.

I sit on my bed and look at the floor before Blaine starts the obviously nerve-wracking conversation.

"Jeff", Blaine says quietly, "I know about the cutting."

'Oh shit. This is going to be a long day.'


Well yeah! hope you liked it! I'll have more up soon!