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Jeff's POV

I instantly tensed up and looked around for a place to escape, but Blaine wasn't going to let me go anytime soon.

"You aren't going anywhere. Trust me I know how it feel, like you can't let anyone in-"

I got up and ran to the notepad before Blaine even finished his sentence.

'YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH!

DON'T YOU DARE TELL ME THAT YOU UNDERS-'

Blaine grabbed my notebook and threw it across the room.

"Actually, Jeff, I know EXACTLY what you're feeling. Like I said, I'VE. BEEN. THERE." Now Blaine was irritated as he yanked up his sleeve and I saw hundreds, maybe even thousands of white scars up and down both his arms.

I gasped.

"W-Why?" I asked quietly.

He looks up at me in utter shock that I had just spoken.

"You-You can talk?" he asked. I nodded. He looked back down at his arms and pulled down his sleeves trying to cover up his marred skin. "It-It's a long story."

I leaned back against the wall and pulled my knees up to my chest.

"I've got time" I mumbled.

"Well, actually I could just get to the point..I don't have to tell you the whole story right?" Now the ever-so-dapper Blaine Anderson just looked like a small child about to cry.

I could already see the unshed tears glistening in his eyes.

"Of course not, just tell me whatever you're comfortable with" I reply.

"Well umm.. It-it-started when I was four. First just some touches. I-I didn't know how to deal with it, I thought it was normal, but I was only four, so I couldn't have known better right?"

I nod slowly, frightened by where I think this story is leading.

"B-By the time I was eight, He, um He, made me do stuff, stuff I didn't want to do. Umm." he trailed off

"Do you want to tell me what happened?" I asked

"Umm, well basically, between the ages of nine and fourteen, I-I was raped thirty-nine times" he said.

I gulped before asking the question I've been dreading.

A couple tears spilled out of my tightly closed eyes. "Do you- Do you want to tell me who 'He' is?"

He looks at me, then down at his shoes, almost shamefully, "My Dad" he whispers as the first tear fall slowly out of his eyes.

I watch the tear slide down his cheek, over his chin, down his neck, and under his shirt, before I speak again.

"I-I'm so sorry." I say because that's the first thing that comes to mind.

"It's okay, I mean it obviously isn't okay, it's awful, but he's in prison now so he can't hurt me physically anymore. Bu-But I mean, it still hurts you know? I mean your parents are supposed to love you no matter what, but the only thing I've ever experienced from them was pain. I was just so stupid to not tell anyone, But I couldn't you see, h-he said he'd hurt Mom, and she's so small and fragile, but now- now it's all my fault because she did get hurt and I didn't tell anyone until afterwards. I feel so stupid- and worthless, and God, I did deserve this didn't I? It's all my faul-"

I cut him off by tackling him in a bone-crushing hug resulting in both of us falling on Nick's bed.

"It's okay" I repeated, whispering into his hair.

He looks up at me, tears falling freely from his eyes.

I look him straight in the eye, "Blaine. Anderson. IT. IS. NOT. YOUR. FAULT."

He nods slowly, and I see something. A sparkle in his eye. It looks just like- hope.

I look at him before slowly saying, "I-I'll tell you my story. D-Do you think I can tell all the Warblers, Like-like a 'kill-two-birds-one-stone' kind of thing?" I stutter

"Do whatever feels right to you, and you alone." Ah, there's the Blaine I know.

"Tomorrow" I say confidently before looking him in the eyes, "Don't tell anyone I talked" I whispered.

He nods before smiling at me.

I hesitantly give him a tiny smile back which only causes his grin to grow larger.

I stand up, brush off my clothes, give him a shy smile, and walk out the door to the library, leaving him alone with his thoughts.

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NEXT CHAPTER- JEFF'S STORY! WHY WAS HE IN THE HOSPITAL, WHY DOES HE CUT, WHY THE NIGHTMARES, WHY-WHY-WHY! WELL, I'LL GET BACK TO YOU HOPEFULLY IN A DAY OR TO AND GIVE YOU ALL THE ANSWERS YOU HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR.

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