ch. 6! hope you like! please review! it means a lot! it's a little short...but important!
Jeff's POV
'send it.' I texted Blaine
Suddenly I heard the random dings going off around the dorms. I just asked Blaine to send a mass text to all the warblers that I hang out with, saying, 'Warbler Hall. 5 minutes.'
Now I just have to wait.
I plopped down on the couch and put my feet up on the coffee table. I leaned back and rubbed my eyes with the heels of my palms. I groaned as I heard the distant footsteps becoming louder and soon enough the double doors opened.
Wes, David, Trent, Thad, Blaine, Kurt, Cameron, Sebastian, Charlie, and Nick all walked in.
They all gave me curious glances seeing as I didn't talk and the rest of the people there were all warblers.
Blaine came over and offered me his hand. I grabbed it and let him pull me up onto the couch next to him. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders and as I looked around the room, I saw... confused? mad? looks sent my way.
I glanced over at Nick, who was sitting next to Kurt. As I looked in their eyes, I saw what I thought looked like... jealousy?
No, that can't be right.
Blaine then rubbed my shoulder as he stood up.
"Okay" he said "Today, we are all here for Jeff."
Everyone turned their attention towards me.
"Hi" I said quietly
I heard gasps around the room and as I looked up to meet their eyes, they were filled with surprise. Surprised that I talked.
I cleared my throat.
"Okay, we you guys are probably all wondering why I'm here" nods. "Well, Blaine here convinced me to talk to you guys"
I looked down at my shoes said, "I'm going to tell you why I transferred to Dalton."
Now every single eyes was focused on me as the room fell silent.
"Well, for starters,..I'm, um" I looked around nervously. 'It's okay' Blaine whispered in my ear.
I gave him a shaky smile as I continued. "I'm gay."
There I said it. That wasn't so bad. Yet, I still refused to look at anyone.
"Okay well, I've known I was gay since I was about six. I used to watch peter pan and tell my mom how one day I wanted to marry him." I smiled slightly as I heard chuckles around the room. "My mom always told me that I could do whatever my heart desired. Well, um the next year, I was in second grade, when my mom died." I heard a small whimper from across the room and as I looked at Kurt, I saw Blaine had walked over there and wrapped an arm around his boyfriend. Huh, I'll have to ask about that later. "Anyways, my mom was the only accepting one in the relationship. You see, I was sick at school, and my mom died in a car accident on her way to pick me up. My dad told me that if I wasn't such a wimp, my mom wouldn't of had to drive to my school. He blames me for her death." I heard some small gasps across the room.
"Well, um, that day, the day I was mourning over my mother who I had only lost hours earlier, thinking it was all my fault, well umm, tha-that was the first time my father beat me." I looked over and pretty much everyone had tears in their eyes. "I didn't know it was wrong at the time. I didn't know it wasn't normal, but sometimes it got too much. It took so much strength not to fight back. I knew I shouldn't even try because I had once, and that got me an even worse beating. Well, as I was saying, it got too much at one point." As I said this, I slowly started unbuttoning my shirt.
Blaine came up next to me, "You don't have to do this" he said quietly. "It's okay" I said.
I slowly took off my t-shirt and uncovered my secret. I heard a cry as I looked towards the couch and saw Nick. He had tears streaming out of his eyes, as did ninety-nine percent of the other boys in the room.
I looked around the room and saw David sobbing into Wes' shoulders, with Wes trying and failing to hold back tears, Kurt shaking as he huddled into Blaine's chest, Blaine looking at me with so much emotion as tears trickled down his cheeks, Thad and Trent white as sheets, Cameron pulling his kneees up to his chest, Sebastian speechless (for once), and Charlie staring into my eyes with so many emotions mixed into one that I couldn't quite capture what he was feeling.
"So, this is what I did." I looked at the ground shamefully with tears filling my eyes.
"What happened?" Wes asked pointing to the long scar on my abdomen.
"Oh. Umm, well this is the reason my dad hasn't beaten me for almost two months."
And here we go..
Next time! the reason for the scar! the reason for the hospital! Sorry, this is short! :(
I'll have more soon! I promise! Next chapter up in the next couple days! Hope you like! R&R PLEASE! :D 3 LOVE YOU GUYSS! ;)
