AN: A little present for everyone enjoy.
disclaimer still don't own them :(
My life was changing again so quickly, I barely had time to take it all in. Camille was trying her best to get my status back and Aaron was once again my boyfriend it felt weird holding his hands again which were soft unlike Mason's. Stop it Mia! Mason isn't your boyfriend anymore Aaron is. But why do I always picture Mason when I'm kissing Aaron or pretending to laugh at his jokes.
I avoided him since the day of our unofficial break up. I missed sitting with him and missed hanging out with his friend. I saw him at his usual table; he was eating his lunch and was laughing at something Shane said. God I love his smile and the sound of his laugh.
"Yo Mia."
"Huh." I said breaking out of my trance and reluctantly turned my gaze back to Aaron.
"Were you even listening to a word I was saying?" I hadn't actually but I wasn't going to tell him that.
"Umm of course I was." I took one last glance at Mason our eyes met and I felt this weird shock of electricity pass through my body. I quickly shrugged it off and he looked away so I turned my gaze back to Aaron.
"Great so you'll be there?" Oh god I was lost again. I looked to Camille for help.
"Of course Mia would love to study with you at the back of the library." Camille said. I looked at her gratefully.
I knew there would be no study going on he would probably start talking about something, or we'd get of task but I was already so far behind in my work but I had to regain my status.
"Great I'll see you there after school." I put a fake smile on my face. Aaron nodded. I grabbed my lunch tray with a half eaten sandwich and salad and tossed it in the bin. I wasn't really hungry; my mind is always too preoccupied to think about food.
As I pushed open the cafeteria's door I felt a cool breeze ruffle my hair. I walked around in this slush also known as snow; this stuff was getting pretty damn annoying.
"Hey Mia wait up," I see Eddie coming out of the cafeteria as well. Uh oh this can't be good. "Do you have a minute to spare?" A million excuses ran through my mind.
"Actually I'm kind of in a rush to get somewhere." I said looking to the ground. I felt guilty for lying to Eddie.
"We can walk and talk I promise it'll be quick." I sighed in defeat.
"Fine but make it snappy." I hadn't realised I had used my old Mia voice on him I guess I had gotten so use to using it again that it came naturally now. His face showed he was hurt. "I'm sorry that came out incredibly bitchy." He didn't say anything the silence dragged on until I couldn't take it anymore. "What's up Eddie?"
"I don't know you tell me?" I stared at him in confusion and then a light bulb went off in my head. "What happened between you and Mason? I see you both looking at each other longingly."
"What no!" I said a little too defensively. Eddie gave me a really Mia look. "Mason and I are just too different that's why it wouldn't work out."
"More like he's a dhampir and your a Moroi right?"
"Eddie you know that's not what I meant." How had that come out so wrong?
"Whatever you know Mason's a great guy and your so stupid if you can't see that, I know someone else will see how great he is!" Anger lit his features. "Have a nice life with Aaron."
he said and walked away. I was shell shocked Eddie's never yelled at anyone he's so light hearted. No matter what I do it always goes wrong.
I wandered aimlessly around the school. I came to a standstill when I saw Mason in the gym with Meredith they looked more than friendly with each other. You could see it from a mile away that Meredith was making the move on Mason. Red hot anger flared within me and also jealousy. Let it go Mia he's not yours anymore. But before I could walk away Mason's eyes caught mine. The conversation that me and Eddie had came back to me as I stared at Mason. He said something to Meredith she looked at me and then back at him. I felt as if I was glued to the spot. Her mouth was set in a hard line she did not look happy but then she nodded and I saw Mason pick up his bag and that's when I finally snapped out of my haze.
I had to get out of there before he came over or I may lose my resolve. But it was too late.
"Mia, wait," He grabbed my arm It started tingling and heat shot through my body, I got butterflies in my stomach. My back was to him so I couldn't see what his facials were like but I would kill to see those blue eyes again and that red messy hair and those cute freckles. I couldn't get my body to pull myself free from Mason's grasp. "Can...can we talk?"
Time to turn my bitch on Camille had me practising it so I would cave into Mason's request. I took a deep breath
"There's nothing to talk about." And with that slap in the face I turned to walk away but I made one big mistake I turned around and saw the hurt look on Mason's face. I gulped. I'm a horrible person.
"Dammit Mia!" Mason yelled. I've never heard him so frustrated and angry while we had been going out. His echoed in the cold darkness we were completely alone. Most people would be getting ready for bed now. "Would you let me explain myself...I made one mistake," His voice drops to a whisper as he takes a step towards me.
"And you make it seem like the biggest thing in the world. I know you don't like Aaron so don't bullshit me." He was now standing right in front of me. Just inches away from my face. I couldn't bring myself to look at him.
"You don't trust me." I said in a shaky whisper. But even the words sounded hollow to me. I sneak a glance at him from under my lashes he ran a hand through his hair in frustration. I remembered how hot that use to be, heck it still was hot.
"What will it take to get your trust back?" Mason was definitely something he was trying to his hardest to get me back.
"You can't." I said barely audible. He dropped his head in defeat and rubs his neck with his hand. Just don't look up at him Mia if you do then your resolve will falter.
"Hey Mase will you walk me back to my room? I don't wanna walk alone."
Meredith said with a pout. I wanted to say stay away from him he's mine. I still felt jealous and over protective of him. Mason glanced at Meredith and then me but he soon realised that I was a loss cause. Some selfish part of me wanted him to stay. I didn't have time to think about what I was doing, I put my hand on his forearm which was warm and strong. He stopped dead in his tracks and looked at me. I think he was trying to figure out what I wanted him to do. I honestly didn't know any more.
"Sorry Mer do you mind giving us a minute?" He said with a smile. I felt jealousy shoot through my body again. He shouldn't be smiling at her, he should be smiling at me. Actually he shouldn't be I haven't given him anything to smile about and what's up with the Mer thing.
"Sure," She said in a sickly sweet voice. "I'll just be in the gym putting the stuff away."
"Cool I'll help you out in a minute." I just kept getting more jealous as there conversation kept going on. She finally went back inside the gym and Mason turned his gaze back to me again. I felt this pressure on me for some reason.
"Did you need something?"He asked.
I didn't trust myself to speak. But I didn't want to him to leave with Meredith. It was selfish I know.
"Mia?" I finally lifted my head and looked at him, which was probably bad idea because looking at him made me think about all the fun times we had. Like the time he saved me, the night of our first kiss, him helping me with my homework, ice skating and the snowball fight. Was I willing to throw all those memories and fun times because I was scared and insecure or in Eddie's words 'stupid' I could tell he was waiting for an answer and was getting impatient and if I didn't make my mind up soon I could lose Mason forever to Meredith. I remembered something my mom told me. "Mia you think to much sometimes you've got to let your heart decide at let the chips fall into there place." I'm trusting you on that mom. I took a deep breath and looked at Mason, stop thinking Mia. He raised an eyebrow at me and my heart started doing summersaults. I inclined my head closer to him, his eyes widened in shock. I went on my tippy toes and cupped his face he just stood there frozen like if he moved I would suddenly disappear. My eyes start to droop and so does his. My lips brush his and there just as I remembered them soft but rough. His hands start playing with my hair and then slide down to my waist as he pulls me closer to his body. I shiver from the warmth. We finally broke away from the kiss.
"You...should probably...get...back...to Meredith..." I panted.
"does..this mean...I'm...forgiven?" He said in a husky voice. I kissed him again.
"Does that answer your question." He nodded
"I'll...see you...later then."
"Most definitely."
did I satisfy everyone's needs for Mason and Mia ;)
