Alright. So here we go again. I would just like to say, I haven't really been keeping up with the show this season. So forgive me if I write something that's already happened or is backwards. Again, thanks! Enjoy!
It has been a month since that night. Or as Quinn likes to call it, THE night. When she first kissed Rachel, that is. Since this week was their spring break, they had spent a lot of time together, mainly talking and exchanging small kisses here and there. They hadn't really done anything else because... Well, they didn't really know how to go about it. But Quinn knew one thing, for sure. She'd have to make the first move if they wanted to go further into the physical part of a relationship. "A relationship... Is that what this is?" Quinn asked herself, sitting on her bed, texting Rachel. She wants a relationship with Rachel. She knows that for a fact... But should they be in a actual relationship? For one thing, there'd be all the drama stirred up in the school. I mean, sure, there is Kurt and Blaine. Then Brittany and Santana. This is different though. Plus, her parents would go crazy if it got out... "I guess we'll cross that bridge when we get there..." Quinn muttered and went downstairs to let Rachel in.
As soon as she opened the door, she forgot all about the thoughts that had plagued her earlier, as a grin spread across her face. Rachel was smiling that award-winning smile and shut the door behind her. "Hey beautiful." Rachel said and pecked her on the lips. "Hey yourself." Quinn said playfully and took her hand as she lead her up the stairs. Thankfully, Quinn's parents were out again, so they had the house to themselves. For a while, they just laid in Quinn's bed, cuddling and talking about school and their plans in life. "I hate to get all serious but... For a while there, you picked on me constantly. And now you say you like me... I guess what I'm trying to say is that if you've liked me all this time, why did you treat me so badly?" Rachel asked with a uncertainty in her voice. This was a touchy subject, and she knew it.
Quinn sighed and sat up a little in the bed. "Rachel... I really am sorry about that. I can't justify everything that I did, but I can tell you some of my reasons for it. Part of it was that I was very frustrated with my feelings for you. Because at first, I didn't want to even like you, let alone like you-like you. But whenever I saw you with Finn, I would get so jealous. I thought it was because you had Finn and I didn't... But after I got back together with him, I realized I still wasn't happy. I picked on you because I thought you weren't good enough for Finn when really, I thought it wasn't fair that he could have you and I couldn't. That's not the only reason, but that's the main reason. " Quinn paused, taking Rachel's hand in hers and looked into her eyes.
"You've got to believe me, I feel terrible about it now. If I could take it back, I would. I like you Rachel. A lot. " Quinn whispered the last part and looked down to their intertwined fingers. "Quinn... Please look at me." Rachel said. Quinn obliged and Rachel put her free hand on Quinn's cheek. "I like you too. And right now, that's all that matters. And I'd like to show the the other feelings you make me feel..." at that last part, Rachel looked at Quinn with such smoldering passion, Quinn didn't even think. She acted.
Alright, I would put the sex scene but that will be for the next chapter. I would love for you to read it, but I understand that some readers might not want to.