I said I'd never let you go, and I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

I'm going crazy
Cause there are things in the streets I don't believe
So we'll pretend it's alright
and stay in for the night
Oh what a world
I'll keep you safe here with me

A Day To Remember- "Have Faith In Me"

Dinner was nice. At least nicer than usual. Blair felt carefree while she was laughing with Chuck and Jenny. They weren't like the people she knew. That was until her phone- after a very long discussion, they had let Blair keep it- beeped.

Gossip Girl here, your one and only source into the scandalous life of Manhatan's elite.

Spotted, Blair Waldorf spotted in the best rated Mental Hospital in America. Sources tell us she has an eating disorder. Could it be? I'm sure we'll find out soon.

XOXO-Gossip Girl

How had she known? Blair had been terribly discreet. She had made Serena promise to keep it a secret and her mother didn't want her bulimia to be out either. Nate couldn't have known... Unless?... Blair looked at Chuck.

"You fucking bastard. How dare you?" Chuck looked away- and that was all the proof she needed. "Stay away from me." Blair dragged Jenny by her arm until they got to their dorm.

"Whoah, Blair, calm down. What did just happen?"

"Chuck happened" Blair said dramatically. "He told his best friend, who happens to be a cheating bastard, the reason why I'm here. And guess what? Nate sent it to Gossip Girl."

"Who the fuck is Gossip Girl?"

"That's what we all want to know. That motherfucker hides behind a blog where she publishes everything people send her." Jenny rolled her eyes.

"What's the big deal? People would know, eventually."

"The big deal is I'm a Waldorf." Blair threw her arm in the air in exasperation.

"And that means...?"

"Ugh. Where are you from? Jeez."

"Brooklyn." Blair looked at her in shock.

"I'm so sorry for you. Haven't you got AIDS already?" Jenny just sighed and rolled her eyes. "What? Jeez. Please tell me you're not friends with Brooklyn Boy?"

"Who is Brooklyn Boy?"

"A guy who goes to our school. Like, he's the biggest loser alive. I won't even say in this world because he's a fucking weirdo. He has this huge crush on my best friend. His name is Don? Dan!"

"No way! My brother is Dan." Blair's eyes widened. "Can it be the same Dan?"

"Did he come to visit you today?"

"Yes."

"Then it has to be on the surveilance cameras pr on the files regeristring all the visits from today" Blair winked. "Let's go." Jenny tried to protest but Blair was already dragging her down the hallway so the blonde knew it was no use. They got to the security room. Blair noticed it was locked.

"Let's go." Jenny said. Blair just hushed her and raised the mat in front of the door. There was the key. Blair gave it to Jenny, who unlocked the door quickly. Blair got in and raised her eyebrow when she noticed there was one security guard sitting on his chair, his back turned to them. Blair went to the security guard, tapping his shoulder. He turned around, startled.

"How did you get in here?" Jenny went to get the file with the name and the photo of all the visitors that day.

"Oh, you know, I knew you'd be here. I've been watching you. Do you go to the gym?" Blair passed her hand on his chest softly.

"I do indeed. You're very pretty." Blair smiled. That was easy. "However, your pretty face wouldn't appeal to my wife." Blair smirked.

"Mmmm, she doesn't have to know, now does she? You know you want me." Jenny signaled she had it.

"I actually don't but I feel flattered." Blair smiled and patted his head.

"Okay." She got out of the room and closed the door right behind her, a bit offended that the man hadn't wanted her. What was wrong with her? He was married but she still wanted him to want her. Was she really that desperate?

"Blair? Cheer up, we've got the files. Nowwww..." They sat on Blair's bed and opened the file, checking the visits. Nate Archibald was there, visiting Chuck. She recognized another name. Serena Van Der Woodsen visiting... Georgina Sparks? That just couldn't be good. And, of course, Dan Humphrey visiting Jenny Humphrey. She looked at the photo. It was definitely him. She couldn't find that awful haircut on anyone else.

"Is it him?" Jenny asked.

"Yes. Are you sure you don't want to change your last name?"

"Positive. He's a nice kid, Blair. You just need to give him a chance. Like you gave me a chance." Blair smiled and nodded. Maybe she could try to be Dan's friend. Serena was dating him- much to her displeasure- so she really should try to get to know him.

"Do you like Chuck?" Jenny blurted out.

"I hate him. Why?" Blair lied easily. Way too easily. It was easier to hate him than to love him. Jenny blushed.

"Do you think he likes me?" Blair's heart stopped, but she forced herself to smile.

"I don't know. You are a bit young, you know?"

"I've slept with him before, so that will no be a problem." Of course. "The thing is does he want to like, date me? He hasn't dated anyone before. Maybe I can change that." Blair was furious.

"No, you can't."

"I knew it! You do like him." Jenny smirked triumphantly. Her plan has worked just right.

"No, I don't." Blair sighed when she saw the look on Jenny's eyes and she could tell her roomate didn't believe her at all. A tear fell from her eyes. "FIne. Maybe I do. But he hurt me so badly, Jenny. I don't want to like him. I don't want to feel anything." It had only been weeks.

"It wasn't him." She whispered. Blair raised her eyebrows. "It was me. I told Dan about you. I thought he didn't know you. I'm sorry." Blair just left the room, disappointed in Jenny and feeling the need to apologize to Chuck. She knocked on his door.

"Come in." She heard. She opened the door and met a serene Chuck Bass. He was sitting on his bed, reading a book. He looked at her, his eyes showing nothing but disgust. "What do you want, Blair?"

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be such a bitch. Jenny told her brother and that's how it got to gossip girl."

"Get out." He said, calmly. "I don't want to hear from you, Blair. I don't want to be around you and I definitely do not want to be friends with you. You manipulate me and lie and use me." He took a sharp breath. "I'm sick of it."

"You're sick of me." He'd only known her for so little time and he had already got tired of her. Shit. He didn't say anything. "Fine." She turned around and left the room, determinated not to let her tears show. She could cry for him, but she'd never cry in front of him again. And it was all Jenny's fault. That little bitch was going to get what she deserved.

And she knew exactly what to do.

It had been one week since he had told Blair to get away from him.

Chuck couldn't trust her, he had decided. He'd be better off without her around, fucking with his mind. Chuck Bass had to pretend he didn't want her, even if that meant he had to hurt her.

But he knew now Blair'd look for an evil master plan to bring Jenny Humphrey down. He didn't want Jenny to get hurt. She was like a little sister to him. But what could he do? He was not 100% certain he was smarter than Blair Waldorf. That girl was a genius. Especially when it involved manipulation and elaborate lies.

Fuck it, he thought. He didn't want to think about that any more. He had got rid of that girl. A part of him regretted it but he did his best to bury that part in the deepest coffin of his heart. Chuck Bass did not care about anyone.

"Chuckkkkk." He smirked when he saw Georgina in her underwear by his door frame. He gestured her to come. They had sex and he sent her away. That's how he liked it and Georgina didn't mind.

Lunch time arrived and he quickly went to the cafeteria. Blair was sitting alone. She hadn't forgiven Jenny. There were bags under her eyes that she carefully tried to hide with makeup. She looked more tired than she had the last time he had seen her. How doesn't anyone notice? Shouldn't they put her in a feeding machine if she is caught throwing up over 3 times?! He thought. What he didn't know was that she hadn't been purging. She had spent all her free time exercising. It made her feel better.

Jenny sat next to her.

"You will not believe what she did."

"What did she do?"

"In group therapy, which you missed she told everyone I was an anorexic bitch and backstabbing slut that wanted to sleep with you. Like, ew, you're like my brother, no offense, but I wouldn't sleep with you for all money in the world." Chuck chuckled and nodded.

"You're my baby sister too, Jen."

"And she won't let me fucking sleep. She's always exercizing. Like, if she eats 600 calories, she'll burn 1200. I was worried about her. That was until she did what she did. Now she can go fuck herself." Chuck nodded, still gazing Blair with concern. She was playing with her food.

"Blair, honey, are you going to eat that? Like, ew." He heard Georgina say while her crew laughed. "You know what you'll have to do afterwards." Blair put her fork down calmly.

"Georgina? Can you do me a favor?"

"Of course, anything, darling."

"Go fuck yourself. Or even better, go fuck Chuck Bass." Georgina was shocked. Blair laughed. "What, did you think I didn't know? Jeez, you are so obvious. Too bad he's using you for some fun and you're actually invested in him. I feel sorry for you. Nah, I really don't. I don't care." Blair winked.

"You're a bitch."

"Indeed I am. That's why everyone hates me and I get to have some fun." There was something different about Blair. She was bitchy, but never this bitchy. He was concerned.

"Look, you little pathetic slut. The only thing that is indeed true in what you said is that everyone hates you. Even Serena. She told me that, when she came to visit me. How many times has she visited you? None. Because you're a bulimic bitch that everybody hates." Blair smirked.

"Oh, honey, tell me something I do not know." Blair got up and tried to leave, but the nurses made her go back to her sit and finish her food. Blair said she was not going to. Of course she said that. However, she complied. I mean, she did try to. Black spots clouded her eyes and she feel into unconsciousness.

Chuck observed the scene and followed the nurses, who were taking her to a room. He saw as they fed her that liquid and he sat on the chair next to her, waiting for her to wake up.

Two hours passed until she finally opened her eyes. She was confused. Where was she? Then she saw him. Chuck.

"Go away..." She said weakly. She saw the needle on her arm and was about to remove it when Chuck held her wrist.

"No. You need that."

"I don't want to get fucking fat." She spat. "I don't need to be fed, I need to be starved to death. Jesus fucking Christ, why doesn't anyone understand?!" That was when she finally allowed the tears to fall.

He smiled sadly. "You're thin, Blair. You're beautiful."

"Fuck off. Please, Chuck, I don't want you here." She whispered. "Please." He nodded. "I'm sorry." He nodded once again, leaving the room and leaving Blair alone. She sobbed and burried her face in the soft pillow.

"Blair Waldorf?"

"Yes?" She said. The doctor smiled to her.

"How are you feeling?"

"Tired."

"You passed out from subnutrition. You could die from this Blair, don't you see? Do you want to die?" Blair shrugged.

"I don't really care."

A/N: Well, there it is. I hope you enjoyed it. xx and please review