''To fight the unthinkable you must be willing to do the unthinkable… Never forget that my beloved…''

With these words Nyssa sent her to her first mission and now with them on her mind she is going to the mission of finding her beloved. She got on the plane and arrived to the island she promised never to come back to ever again. But as it usually is in life, most things you promise never to do you do… She put on a wig and changed her appearance. She had to stay invisible to many people. She found Oliver and followed him. She was sure Hasan recognized one of her disguise because he was leaving her tiny clues of what they found and usually took Oliver to the opposite direction. When he couldn't get Oliver distracted anymore, they went to the boat. They sneaked in and found Nyssa there. She was under the watch all the time and by Hasan's opinion, on some drug. She barely moved and she was fed through IV. They couldn't risk having her awake. Hasan sent message to the Demon and he sent them fifty of his best warriors. On the morning of the planned attack Oliver got the call from Diggle.

''Hey man, how are you?''

''Is she there?''

''Yes, we found Nyssa… Give me Sara so I can speak to her…''

''I am glad you found Nyssa, but I was asking about Sara… She went after you…''

''And how is it possible you tell me that now?''

''Your phone was off…''

''What is that woman thinking! I will kill her one day!''

''She went after the woman she loves… Let's face it… That's what we all expected… Sara loves her…''

''But my baby….''

''Oliver… I am sorry to tell you, but we know who Sara picked… She loves that woman more than anything. Tell me something, do you thing she changed since Nyssa left and you burned the letter? Apparently Sara is heartbroken since Nyssa left ''without'' a word… And we know it's no true…''

''I wanted Sara to have a chance…''

''And she did… And she still picked her… Even not knowing where she was or if she was alive… Sara picked Nyssa dead or alive….''

''But Nyssa…''

''I know Oliver… But she loves her…''

''She made her a killer…''

''Other option was to kill Sara…''

''I must go…''

Oliver hung up and went back to Hasan.

''We are ready sir… We are going to the ship in five minutes. Get ready…''

Sara was already there… She sneaked into the boat and found good position. Assassins and Oliver came and the fight started. It was not with even numbers but she knew that one assassin can put up a good fight. And she did all she could to keep her eye on Nyssa. She was unconscious and tied to the bed. There were three guards around her. She took an arch and arrow and shot all of them. As the number of Slade's soldiers went down she got out of her hiding place to try to help Nyssa. She took out syringe with special serum Nyssa gave her as something that would boost her strength in the mission if she needed it. She never used, but believed Nyssa could use now. She sneaked and injected her. She untied her and as soon as Nyssa opened her eyes she told her to be quiet and placed small knife in her hand. Nyssa pretended to be tied down and when Slade came to check if someone approached her, she stabbed him and Sara slit his throat. He couldn't believe Sara did something like that. As he was falling, he saw he had a chance to kill Sara. But instead of stabbing Sara, he stabbed Nyssa to the heart because she came between the blade and Sara... He died with a smile on his face since he took Sara her lover… Sara's scream made them all stop fighting. Oliver and Hasan ran towards her and the rest of the assassins was dealing with the Slade's army. She took Nyssa in her arms and didn't want to let go of her.

''No…No… We were so close to getting you out of here… Please don't die on me… Stay alive for me…''

Sara held her close until the life was slowly leaving her body. She kissed her and held her close again. ''Beloved, don't leave me… Stay with me Nyss… I need you… I will die without you in my life…''

Hasan somehow managed to take Nyssa's body away from Sara. She was soaked in blood. She lifted her gaze of the floor.

''Hasan, beg her father to do it… take the jet just get there in time… please…''

''I will… I will give my best to do so…''

He tried to leave, but Sara told him to stop. She came to him and took off Nyssa's ring of her finger and placed it above hers. She kissed Nyssa again and let them go…

''I will see you again beloved… If not here, then…''

As Hasan took away Nyssa, Oliver did the same for Sara. He took her to the ship and they started their long journey home. He called their friends to tell them what happened. He didn't see Sara for two days out of the cabin and some told him that she didn't eat at all. He got her to open the cabin and forced her to eat.

''You must eat. Baby needs food and you must do it for it.''

''I don't care… I just want to die…''

''But you can't… There is our child inside of you and you must live for that baby…''

''I don't have anything to live for…''

''Yes, you do…''

''You are right… I have reason to live… To avenge her death… I will not rest until all the responsible are dead…''

''I meant our baby is the reason to live…''

''I will eat the damn food, just leave me alone…''

She finished the food he brought her and kicked him out. That was their ritual until they came home. He moved her in to his house and kept an eye on her. Laurel and her mom were with her when Oliver was gone and they were too happy for Sara's taste. They started helping Oliver with making baby's room, getting things for it and doing all the things mother should be doing. Instead, this baby mama was in bed most of the time and when she was out, she was not in the mood to be in the big company. In the sixth month they learned she was expecting a son. Oliver was very proud of it. When her mother became bothered with pregnant and unwed daughter, she forced them to get married so the child would be legal. Sara was eight months pregnant when she married Oliver. It was small ceremony in the back yard of the house. She had to be in bed since she didn't bother to keep her pregnancy safe at the very start and still she was causing trouble with not eating and not being careful. She gave birth to the boy two days after she started the ninth month. It was long labor but in the end two of them were well and alive. Oliver was a proud father who showed his son to every person there was at the hospital. Sara was in bed quit and gathering strength for her mission. Baby was born; Oliver will leave her alone now. Now she could go back to the promise she made to Nyssa when Hasan took her away. Her beloved was dead and it was her duty to avenge her death. She knew Oliver spared the men who didn't put up too much fight and it was her mission to find and kill anyone who kept her beloved imprisoned. Three days after the labor, they were allowed to go home. Oliver made small party for friends and family to introduce his son. He named him John Quentin Queen. Sara didn't mind. She let Oliver handle all that has to do with a baby. Until Sara fully recovered, they had a nurse helping with the baby during the nights and Sara decided to keep her even after. She needed her to take care of the baby. Every morning she would wake up at five and work out until nine. Then she would shower and eat with the family. Oliver noticed that whenever he woke up she was not in bed and she was not with the baby. One morning he followed her to the basement and found her practicing.

''What are you doing?''

''Getting back in shape…''

''Why?''

''You know why…''

''You are not giving up?!''

''How can I? I made her a promise… I can't fail her…''

''Don't you think that you are failing her more with doing this? She died to protect you Sara and to protect our son. And you will make her sacrifice worthless if you die…''

Oliver took her hands and started shouting at her.

''She died so you could live. Honor her death with being actually alive and trying to keep up with life. Don't make it worthless…That woman lover you enough to die for you… So, tell me do you love her enough to appreciate what she did?!''

At first she was so angry at Oliver. She plotted in her head so many times ho she would kill him and make him suffer but in time it faded… It took her some time to morn Nyssa and say good bye to the pain and all and remember good days and positive things. As soon as she let go of her pain, she let Oliver get closer to her again. They started enjoying being parents to their son and they had so much fun with his new words, moves, steps and all he brought to them. A year after their son's birth, Sara was pregnant again. This time she was feeling better about being pregnant and she wanted this baby very much. She talked to it, sang to it and even let other people touch her belly…Her due date was end of October. She was very nostalgic when she heard that. It was time of Nyssa's birth day. If she lived, her birth day would be October 28th. On the 28th, Sara woke up early and went to the pond. She got nice flowers and two satin bows. One was red and other black… Just like flowers she would get from Nyssa… It was their way of leaving small messages to one another. She kissed them and whispered her vows in Arabic and threw them into the water. She sat on the grass and closed her eyes… She was thinking about how much she was missing Nyssa and how much she would give to have her back or at least to have that day back and make sure she didn't die...

''Oh, beloved… You can't imagine how much I miss you…''

She got off the grass and went back home. Oliver was getting down to have breakfast when she entered.

''You were out early…''

''I had something to do…''

''At this time?''

''Yes… It's…''

She started crying…

''Love, what is going on? Sara…''

''Today would be Nyssa's thirtieth birthday…. She promised that if we get to live that long, she would take me for a picnic by the lake… ''

''Oh, I'm sorry…''

''It's fine…I am going to the room… I am feeling a bit restless.. Baby is kicking up storm…''

''Hey, that's our little ninja in there… It would be amazing if it was another son…''

''Or a girl…''

''Noooo… Boy… I want to have two boys…''

''We will see Queen…''

Four hours later Sara felt her water brake. It was time. Diggle got them to the car and took them to the hospital. From the moment they arrived and the moment when the baby started going out, there have been at least ten hours. Labor was more painful than it was with John. She got more drugs and started hallucinating that Nyssa was there holding her hand. One of the nurses looked just like her to Sara. She was in the uniform with her hair up and mask over the face, but she had the same eyes like her. Sara was sure it was her… She was begging her to stay and no to leave her. Other staff ignored what Sara was saying. She was so full of drugs and they were used to the people seeing some people who were not there at all or not even real. Sara looked through the window. It was already a night time. Moon was full and red… Bloody moon… She looked at the nurse she believed to be Nyssa and she winked at her when she realized what Sara saw outside of the window. She felt chills… Midwives told her to breathe and give them two big pushes. It was close to the end.

''One more…''

Sara gave her best to push the baby out and then there was silence… Doctors took the baby and got her to start crying. Baby gave them strong cry and they all felt relived.

''Congratulations… You have beautiful baby girl… Let us clean you and her up and then we will give her to you.''

Sara looked all over the room looking for the Nyssa looking nurse but she was not there…

Sara was cleaned up and moved to the room. She was not high from the meds anymore and she was ready to see her baby. Oliver and her family were there waiting for the child to arrive. Nurse pushed in small crib with a tiny baby in pink blanket.

''This is your daughter…''

She took it out of the crib and gave her to Sara. Baby was beautiful. She had very pale skin, tender skin and she was very small. Her eyes were closed. She was taking a nap. She and her mommy were tired from the big work they did today. Sara took her small hands and looked at them. She had tiny hands with long fingers. She had perky nose and then she opened her eyes. She had big black eyes… She was captivating. Oliver took a seat by Sara on the bed…

''We should pick a name for her…I was thinking….''

At that moment baby caught her ring finger…

''I believe she picked her name…''

''What?''

Sara showed him her finger and he remembered that under the wedding ring she once had and now had, she had HER name stamped into the skin… He knew he had to let her have this… Maybe it would be the way for her to have peace of that woman with her and never again wish to run all over the world to honor her. It pained him that his daughter would carry that name, but he knew it was for the best.

''Fine… Hello Nyssa...''