It is not wrong to say that the breakfast was awkward. Oliver knew Sara went to find Nyssa, but had no idea how it ended, Sara knew what happened, or what didn't happen between two of them and Nyssa was sitting at the table with a woman she made out with and her husband who wants them to have sex… awkward is the word that covers it. Others had no idea what was happening around them. They ate in their usual manner. Boys were loud and asking their dads and Ryan to take them fishing. Nyssy was obsessing over some new book and that was pretty much it… For them it was business as usual. Nyssa excused herself from the table and went riding again. On the way home she found Oliver shooting his gun. She said hi and wanted to ride back to the house when Oliver asked her to wait.
''I want to talk to you…''
''About what?''
''Sara…''
''Oh…''
''Please, listen to me… I love her… I love her very much and this is why I am asking for this… Stay with her… be with her and let me be her husband too… Don't make her choose..''
''You are asking me to have an affair with your wife?''
''I am asking you to save your woman again… You have no idea what was it like when you were gone. On the day you died, Sara died too…''
''I can't be with her like that… I am not the person who knows how to share…''
''Neither am I but I would do it for her…''
''What makes you think I am able to do that… You don't know me…''
''I don't… I don't know the Nyssa she loves so much and never got over. I know the heir to the Demon Nyssa who is a killer, who is an amazing attack planner and who knows her way around the wepons. That is woman I know… I never had a chance with anyone else… And I also know there is a soft side under that surface you let others see… You still want Sara happy and want her to have all she can…''
''What makes you say that?"
''You hate my guts since the moment we met, and yet you live in my house, spent time with my child and you are giving Sara a chance to be with her family by not asking her to choose and brake her own heart over leaving you or the kids…. And…there is one more thing… You didn't take off the ring she returned to you last night…''
''So, I should just take her back and be with her…and you in a way?''
''Yes, when it comes to me, it's not necessary to be sexual thing… There are a lot of polyamorous people… We can say that we are one of these couples…''
''One thing… If I say ok to this, I am not sleeping with you…Not in the same bed, not having sex… Just me and Sara…You…''
''I get it… I am out of the sex picture…''
''Yes, you are…''
''Fine, I can live with that… But just give her a chance…''
''I must think about it…''
Nyssa left to continue her ride and Oliver wondered did he make a mistake of his life? What if Sara really leaves him now?
Rest of the afternoon was very loud in the house. Kids insisted on Halloween party and they decided to make party and even try to figure out what would they use as costumes. Sara found some old dress and curled her hair and looked like English lady from the twenties. Oliver put on a sheet and he was a ghost. Quentin and Dinah took schef uniformes , boys were spidrrman and batman, and Laurel was in a very reveling dress as a prostitute. Only three people missing were Nyssa, Nyssy and Diggle. Diggle came in his military outfit. He brought it in case they go hunting and next one to come was Nyssy. She was in her black kimono with her hair in a braid.
''What are you love?''
''I came as Nyssa…''
That made them laugh…
Nyssa came last… She was in her full assassin gear and kids were crazy about it…
John run up the stairs and stood in front of her.
''That is awesome…''
''Thank you…''
Sara stood and looked at her… She had it all… Her hood was over her hair and even her face was covered. Knife was in its socket and bow and arrows on the back… After some time kids lost interest in her and Sara came.
''They are loving your look tonight…''
''And you?''
''I always loved it… Especially when you would come from the missions and…''
''And what?''
''Come back to me…''
''I loved that too…''
''Maybe we could pretend…''
Before Sara had a chance to finish what she was saying, her mother came to get her.
''I need you for few moments.''
''What is going on?''
''I see how you are looking at that woman and I don't like it…''
''Mom…''
''It's not right…''
''Olly is fine with it…''
''That is scandalous…''
''But it might save our marriage and that's what you want. I am not getting a divorce and I get to have her too… So, let us handle our life mom…''
With that Sara left her mother and went to Laurel.
''Nyssy sleeps with you tonight…''
''What?''
Sara came to Nyssa and took her hand.
''You are coming with me…''
She took her to the bedroom and locked the door.
''What are you doing?''
''We have so much time to make up Nyssa and I am not letting you make stupid excuse why not to do this….''
She pulled her scarf down and kissed Nyssa with all she had. Nyssa responded the same way. She needed Sara and now after getting sort of OK from Oliver she felt less guilty than before. She ripped Sara's dress in a matter of seconds and Sara started taking off Nyssa's clothes just as she did all these years ago. She knew there were no bruises and cuts now after the pit, but she still touched same parts of Nyssa's body as she did before. Nyssa kissed her and pushed to bed…
''I missed you so much my Ta-er Al-Sahfer…''
''I missed you too…''
Nyssa stopped kissing her and looked at Sara. Sara started caressing her body and kissing her neck.
''I miss our old life… Our little rituals… All of that time…''
''And I miss you coming home from your missions and me removing each idem of your clothing just to see if there are new cuts and bruises…. And you scaring the new recruits…''
Nyssa smiled at that memory. She loved how people feared her and respected her regardless of who she was. She earned that respect and the price was very high…
''Say it!''
Nyssa smirked and pinned Sara down to the bed. She held Sara's hands above her head and gave her one of the looks that could drive Sara insane…
''I am Nyssa, daughter of Ra's al Ghul, heir to the Demon…''
Nyssa loosened her hold and Sara managed to free her arms. She pulled Nyssa closer to her and kissed her again.
''You can't imagine how I missed hearing these words….''
''In bed?''
''At all!''
''I love you Nyssa, daughter of Ra's al Ghul, heir to the Demon… Always have and always will…''
They made love until late at night and they fell asleep in each other's arms after so many years. Sara woke up first and spent some time just looking and sleeping form of her personal Demon. Nyssa was naked, sleeping on her stomach with cover only over her bottom. Sara is admiring Nyssa's new skin, flawless without scars. She could remember each scar she had and now she enjoyed her wife in a new light. A lot of time has passed since they were in bed togerher and since they made love. Sara missed these moments…
''Stop being a perv…''
''I can't stop looking at you….''
''Why?''
''Because…Sometimes I feel like you will disappear again if I just close my eyes for a moment… Like the last time… Without any word or anything…''
''I promised to talk…''
Nyssa got up and faced Sara.
''What do you mean I left without a word? I left you a letter with where I would be, all the possible ways to find and contact me… and you never came to find me… And I told you there that you are free to make your choice when it comes to me and Oliver and after you didn't call or anything, I believed you picked him… And then I was captured… You know the rest…''
Sara looked at her…
''Letter? What letter?''
''On the table. I left it in front of you. You couldn't have missed it… It was by the phone and your keys…''
''Nyssa, there was nothing but keys and phone there…''
Nyssa didn't say anything but Sara had the same thoughts in her head. SOMEONE knew about the letter and didn't give it to her. There will be some serious talking to Oliver and Diggle later… But for now, she wants to enjoy Nyssa in her full naked glory….