A word that sums next month is hell. Yes, house turned into war zone with Nyssa and Sara being stubborn and not knowing how to solve their problems. Nyssa didn't want to talk to Sara and Sara was so angry and Nyssa for it. On the other hand Nyssa wanted to spend more time alone with Nyssy, but there was always someone watching them and being around. Nyssa kept away from Sara and she found perfect excuse to do it. Laurel gave her a way. She was caught drunk driving and she had a crisis with pills and alcohol and Nyssa took it on herself to be the sober companion to the girl.
''She already hates me, and this will give her reason to hate me more.''
Quentin could only laugh to that but he had no other ideas. He believed that Nyssa is someone Laurel wouldn't dare to mess with. So, instead of Nyssy sleeping with her, she had Laurel in her bed. First week Laurel was tied to Nyssa by rope. All the things she did, she did with Nyssa. It was very awkward to use the restroom or shower with the other person in the room, but Nyssa knew it had to be like that. Sara felt uncomfortable that Nyssa and her sister spent so much time together and sheared very intimate moments. First few days, Laurel was such a mean bitch but Nyssa had it covered. She would wake her early in the morning and force her to work out, meditate, run or do something like that for few hours with her. After that they would have nice light breakfast and do something else. Laurel approached Nyssa on the second week with suggestion of teaching her how to fight. Nyssa didn't mid the idea. That was good way for Laurel to get rid of all the negative things. They would hit the gym in the morning and come back around ten or eleven. Nyssa got Laurel so tired and sore that she slept most of the day or just laid in bed. Their dynamic was broken by one morning when Nyssa run into the bathroom during Laurel's shower and threw up her entire breakfast.
''What's wrong with you?''
''Must be a bug… John had it few days ago…''
Laurel didn't get to close to Nyssa because of the bug. She moved back to her room, but she slept with her mom instead of Nyssa. Nyssa ate crackers and drank tea, but each morning was the same. She noticed that around noon she felt better, so in next few days she didn't leave the room before noon. She was very quiet and she and Nyssy usually did more of reading and chilling than before. Sara noticed something was different but didn't dare asking. Nyssa was ignoring her and she didn't know how to talk to her about something that was not Nyssy or lunch. She got down to breakfast one morning and she run to the bathroom as soon as she felt smell of the fish Oliver and Sara were eating. Quentin found her sitting on the bathroom floor and sat next to her.
''Are you OK?''
She laughed…
''I am… I just ate something last night…''
''Ooookkk… I was just checking….''
''Thank you…''
''You get better…''
''I will..''
Laurel had crazy idea to go out. All of them loved the idea and it took some time to get Nyssa on board. Felicity and Lyla were the one to do that. Lyla liked the woman and she could relate to some things she was saying and doing. At first she didn't know that Nyssa was the woman Sara had a thing with so she said couple of things that got on Sara's nerves…
''Come on woman! You look like million dollars and we have to paint the town red tonight… You are single and you must mingle for all of us who are married…''
''Thank you, but I am not sure it's a good idea…''
''Why? Woman, are you crazy?! Look at you. You have killer body… If I ever divorce…again…this man, I'm gonna look you up…I mean if you are into it… I am not sure if you even… Oh, God…''
''It's fine… I am gay…''
Nyssa winked at her… She knew it was a joke and something to get her in the better mood.
''…and I am holding you on to that promise…''
They high fived.
''Come on! We will have fun night. No drinking because of this damass of Laurel, but it will be ok…''
''Fine, if I don't do this, you will never get of my case…''
''Go girl! Put on something sexy and let's have fun.''
Diggle was holding his head and laughing.
''What?''
''Oh, you are coming home wasted my love!''
''I might… I haven't had fun in years… It's my turn!''
''I agree... So, we boys are babysitting….''
Oliver looked at him and smiled…
''Looks like it…''
Ladies went to change and get ready for the night. Sara didn't like the idea of Nyssa mingling and anyone approaching her. She was not happy about that option at all. She put on skinny jeans and sexy white shirt. She tied her hair in a nice bun and did makeup. Lyla was in black pants and shirt that heightened her amazing post baby body. She did a good job going back to shape. Laurel was in sexy red dress and high heels. Nyssa came in knee high boots with high heels and black coat. Her hair was down and she had done her makeup so good that all you could see are these eyes. And it took Sara a lot of effort not to look at her. They got to the bar and when Nyssa took off her coat they were all left breathless. She had short black dress that was flowy from under her chest. It looked sexy and very elegant. Laurel teased he that she would be belle of the night.
''Oh, come on! She deserves to have fun! And so do you… Sara and I are married so we will watch from the sides…''
''I agree Lyla… Nyssa should have fun… She deserves some relaxing time…''
''Laurel…''
''Oh, come on! You work too much… When do you get to play?''
'I… I am not comfortable talking about it…''
Lyla loved where this was leading.
''Oh, so you do get to play…''
''We all do Lyla…''
Sara was getting angry… She couldn't believe Nyssa was seeing someone…
''Is it serious?''
''What?''
''The play?''
''No, it was not… it was just… for fun… I was really angry and bad, so it just happened…''
''Was it good?''
''What?''
''The sex?''
Lyla was surprised sometimes how much he had to explain what she wanted to ask.
''Yes, the sex…''
''I am not talking about it…''
Lyla and Lauren started teasing.
''So, it was fun… Oh, Nyssa, you bad girl…''
After few drinks, girls got relaxed. Nyssa and Laurel were not drinking but Sara's and Lyla's groove caught on them too. They danced, laughed and Nyssa relaxed. She was just young woman out with friends. She was alerted about everything, but she tried to forget about being an assassin for few moments and try just to be a girl. One hot girl got to their table and asked Nyssa to dance. Lyla practically forced her to go and dance with her.
''Come on, she is hot and she has been looking at you almost entire evening. Have fun Nyssa…''
She went to dance with the girl because she really felt like letting go just a little bit. Nyssa liked the girl. She was hot and fun. She was hot brunette and she had athletic body. It turned out that she was fitness instructor and they had so much to talk about. Sara on the other hand was fuming watching Nyssa talk to someone else and enjoy. She really liked this woman and she even smiled at some point the way she smiled when she really enjoyed and relaxed. At one point two of them were gone. Sara went crazy. She had a bit more to drink and waited for Nyssa to come back. Nyssa came back almost two hours later. She looked happy… She had a bit mysterious smile and Sara already had entire story in her head. Nyssa had sex with that woman and now they are involved or something like that. Lyla was interested in details.
''Sooo tiger, will you see her again?''
''I have no idea… Don't know yet…''
Sara got off her chair…
''I want to go home…''
Laurel smirked at that. She knew Sara was jealous…
''You go and we will stay… I guess boys could send someone to pick you up or you can take a cab…''
Nyssa was already ready to go home.
''I need some sleep. I am very tired…''
Laurel teased…
''I bet you are…''
Ride home was tense and very quiet. Sara looked through one window and Nyssa avoided looking at Sara. She felt a bit bad for spending time with that woman in front of Sara. Sara marched into the house pretty angry. The rest went to their rooms and Sara followed Nyssa. Nyssy was not in the room so Sara could state her discomfort.
''Who was this girl? Why did you dance with her?''
''What?''
''The girl…. Why? Did you do it to hurt me?''
''Sara…''
''Why do you hurt me so much?''
''I hurt you?''
''You gave me divorce papers…and now you dance with someone else… And you slept with her Nyssa… Did you do it just to hurt me?''
Nyssa sat on the bed…
''No, I never did anything with her… We just danced…''
''You smiled when you came back…''
''We talked about you actually….''
Sara sat on the bed beside her and exhaled…
''I was afraid you…''
''Went with someone else?''
''I was tempter Sara… I wanted you to feel part of what I feel each time I am here…''
''So you want to hurt me…?''
''I did… At some point… Now I just want to spend as much time as possible with Nyssy…''
''Just her?''
''Sara…''
''Do you love me?''
''I do… Part of me will always love you, but I must move on. I must give myself a chance to build a life Sara…''
''You can stay with us. Your dad never notices you anyhow…''
''He is the least of your worries now…''
''Why? He holds the oath over me… He could still have me dead…''
''No, he couldn't…''
''Why?''
Nyssa got off the bed and took off the dress. On her shoulder and part of her arm was a big tattoo of a dragon. That was a symbol of the leaders of the Ligue. Sara gasped and touched Nyssa's arm.
''When?''
''Before I came… That's why it took some time to come. I had to make sure it's all ok before I come.''
''I am sorry…''
''So was I… Now you are free…''
''I will never be free until I love you…''
''I am sorry our love is such a burdain to you.''
''It is not… It's just… This changes things…''
''How?''
''Now you are never going to leave that life…''
''It's my life…''
Sara took a deep breath…
''I know… I know that pretty well. You always somehow belonged there…''
''And I wanted to believe you belonged with me, that we could change the world. I wanted us to be happy and have it all Sara. I wanted with you to make League better place… When I learned that you gave birth to someone biologically connected to me, I was the happiest in the world because I believed we had a chance at life…. But you said no to that I must find other ways.''
''Will you take her form us?''
''No, I will not… But I will keep seeing her…''
''I wish we could have her in better place and circumstances.''
''We make our lives what they are Sara. We choose this.''
''I know… I just wish you were here all the time… I wish we had our life Nyssa…Away from this city, from Ligue… I wish…''
''I know, but we can't… You have Oliver and John and all of us have Nyssy…''
Nyssa went to the bathroom to get changed and take a shower. When she got out, Sara was still on her bed.
''Can I stay with you? I just need to be close to you…''
Nyssa nodded and Sara went to the restroom to freshen up. She threw her towel on the floor and got into bed with Nyssa.
''Put on something…''
''I don't need it… I want to feel you…''
''I know, but Nyssy will be in the room in the morning…''
''I'll lock, but I need you Nyssa… Please...''
''Sara…''
''Just this once… Please… I missed you… I hate when we fight.''
''So do I…''
Nyssa locked the door and stripped… Room was too dark and Sara was too drunk to pay too much attention to things. She got what she asked for. She got Nyssa to be with her. After making love to her Sara cuddled up to Nyssa and said something Nyssa never expected to hear form her. Sara knew to talk in half sleep and tell things that awake she probably would never say… plus she was still a bit drunk… drunk of alcohol, Nyssa , their night…all that happened…
''I did think about it…''
''What?''
''Nyssy in Nanda Parbat… In the caves, running around… Climbing things… Scraping her knees to those rocks… I did think about it… Many times… But I am scared for her there…''
''Why?''
''What if she realizes she loves it? She wants to be an assassin? What do we do then?''
''We let her be…''
''Who can think of bringing a child into that life…''
''Someone who has to…''
Sara cuddled up to her and fell asleep…
In the morning she sneaked out early so she could change and feed the kids. Oliver and Diggle decided to eat fish and entire kitchen smelled of it… Nyssa came in and ran to the bathroom right away. Quentin went after her to check how she was…
''Nyssa, are you ok?''
She sat on the bathroom floor and smiled to him…
''I can use any weapon, beat up people, and kill with bare hands…. But I can't stand morning sickness…''
''I am making a very wild guess that you are telling me that you are pregnant…''
She smiled and nodded…
''Oh, boy…''
''What?''
''You are having a baby…''
''I am…And…?''
''What will Sara say?''