Next few months brought different dynamic to the relationship of two women. They would meet when Nyssa could get away from her things and sped few days together somewhere. Few times Sara came with Nyssy and three girls had all the time for themselves. Nyssa loved these days and loved going to bed with her favorite girls. Nyssy was very happy for the baby and excited to see what it would be. As every girl, she wanted it to be a girl too. Nyssa placed her in the lap and smiled.

''You might get what you want… and what you don't want…''

''What do you mean?''

''I am having two babies love… A boy and a girl…''

Nyssa loved Sara's shocked face.

''Twins?''

''Yes… I am having twins…''

''That will be madness..''

''It will be…''

Nyssy jumped happy on the bed and uncovered Nyssa's stomach. She kissed it and talked to the babies…

''I am Nyssy… And my mommy and I will love you very much because you are Nyssa's babies…''

Sara wiped few tears from Nyssa's face and pecked her lips… Nyssa couldn't describe how she felt. She felt over the moon to have her little family with her. She whispered that she loves them and Sara winked. Next time they saw each other was a bit unexpected. Nyssa had to cancel on Sara because of the mission she had. Sara was beyond angry at her. She packed her bag and in spite of Oliver's and her mother's angry words, she went to find Nyssa. Nyssa got into the building with her seven best trained assassins and started the fight. Arrows were flying all over the place and she was having situation under control. Fight was almost over. She was in for the kill when situation changed. She didn't see a boy with a gut approaching her from the back. She turned and was faced with him. Her men were dead. He had a silencer and she didn't hear a thing. It was her turn to die now. She had her life flash in front of her eyes and she saw her, Sara and the babies together and all the possible things she would miss dying here. He was close to pulling the trigger when a spear went through him. He fell on the floor and there was Sara in her canary suit.

''This was thrilling...I never imagined it would feel this good. I still have it in me…''

''Welcome back Ta-er Al-Sahfer…''

After making sure everyone was really dead, Sara pulled Nuyssa into a kiss.

''You will never do this to me Nyssa… Do you hear me… No more for you… Until babies are born, you are off the streets… Do you understand?''

''Yes… I love my bossy wife…''

''Let's go home…We have to celebrate this.''

''Home?''

Nyssa was smirking at her. She knew what Sara meant…

''Shut up!''

In Nyssa's safe house, Sara made love to her and made her promise that she will NEVER AGAIN go on a mission pregnant.

''But I had to…''

''No, your babies come first. No mission is more important than them coming on term and healthy…''

Sara touched her belly and Nyssa smiled… Babies loved Sara's touch.

'' Ta-er Al-Sahfer, they like you…''

''Like me?''

''Yes, they move when you touch the belly and talk to them…''

''Kick?''

''No, just move a bit…''

''Feels like butterflies in my stomach…''

''I still give you butterflies? Even after all these years?''

''Yes, in a way…''

Sara kissed her and got very serious.

''Nyssa, you must be careful. You must take care of those babies. They come before everything and everyone.''

''But my people will not respect me…''

''Nyssa… Baby, you are pregnant… You can't do what you usually do. Be a ruler, and leave killing to others….''

''I guess I could do that…''

''You must… These two must come out healthy…''

Next day Nyssa woke up alone in bed. She got up, put on her robe and went to find Sara. Part of her feared Sara went back to her husband and kids, but she was surprised when she found her in the training room sparing with one of the new recruits. He was putting up a good fight, but Sara also had it in her. Nyssa got in and he got nervous. Sara noticed his dynamic shifted and turned towards the door. She saw Nyssa in the robe standing and looking at her. She looked at the boy.

''You may leave Raul.''

''Yes mistress…''

''Working out?''

''I woke up feeling like it. I woke up and I just had to…''

'' Ta-er Al-Sahfer, I am glad to see you here… I am sorry I can't be the sparring partner…''

''I know… You always had special love for kicking my ass...''

''I did… But it made you survive all the things you did…''

''I know. And I am thankful for it.''

They spent two more days together and then Sara had to go back home.

''I will miss you…''

''I will miss you too Nyssa…''

''Give my love to my little Demon…''

''I will...''

Since she came back home, her life in the Starling city changed. Oliver was very angry about her leaving. He was in the bedroom when she came home. He was in bed reading some of the contracts when Sara got into the room.

''You are back…''

''Yes, I am…''

''It took you a week to find her?''

''No, I found her right away…''

''Oh…Sara, we have to talk about our situation… You can't just pick up and leave whenever she is not answering the phone or doing something you don't agree with.''

''She needed my help Oliver… I went to find her to stop her from doing some very stupid things….''

'She is big girl Sara, she knows what she is doing.…''

''She needs help like all of us….''

''What did she need now?''

''Nyssa is not supposed to go to missions…''

''Why? Because of her new position?''

''No, because… Just because…''

''And what did you do?''

''I went after her and did the job with her.''

''I don't get you Sara…''

''What is the thing you don't get?''

''You wanted out of it? What made you come back?''

''I just had to go…''

''Sara, that's not an answer…''

''It is to me… She is the person who was there for me when I needed help and protection and I had to go and help her.''

''She has thousands of people with her… And YOU had to go?''

''None of them can't say anything to her.''

''And she listens to you?''

''I think she does…Most of the time…''

''I don't like two of you spending so much time together… Sara… Are you cheating on me?''

''What?''

''Are you still seeing her?''

''Yes…''

''I am not enough for you?''

''I love her Oliver…''

''And me?''

''I do… I do…''

''I got the call from my lawyer… We must settle the matters of your marriages…''

''What?''

''You can have only one in the eyes of the law. So, you must annul the marriage…one of them…''

''And how did the talk happen?''

''I want to be commissioner…''

''And?''

''And they will try to find out things about the family. I believed it is right thing to do to annul marriage to her.''

''But…''

''We need to be married for my career…''

''Oliver…''

''What?''

''I must think about this… We must talk about the kids and things that matter. Political career was never what we talked about.''

''I think it would be good.''

''I must think bout it…''

''You want to stay married to her… I knew it…''

With hat he turned off the light and stopped talking to her. Because of that, they stopped spending time together. Sara was hurt by some things he said. He called her bad mother and called her selfish. She also had few words for him and they went their separate way. Nyssy and John were in the middle of it all. Oliver was trying to make up his absence with presents and Sara was trying to reassure them that no matter what happens at home, they are there for their kids. Sara's dad was her biggest support. Two of them grew very close. He knew Nyssa had to do with this and he was happy things were getting out in the open. Her mom believed she should fix things with Oliver and continue living as his wife, and Sara was not sure what to do… Not spending time together, gave them time to think about what they want. She wanted to be good mom to her kids, but she also wanted to be happy. She loved Oliver, but she was becoming aware that he was not it for her. Sara decided to try and get Nyssa something that would make her very happy. She was already in big risk for traveling and Sara didn't want her to move too much. She missed her a lot so she decided to do something very crazy. In the middle of the June she showed up with Nyssy at Nanda Parbat and she was scared to death of what could happen. One of the guards recognized her and was very surprised to see her again….and with child that looked so much like Nyssa.

''It's nice to see you again…''

''It took a lot of time and courage to come back.''

''I am glad to see you mam…''

''Where is…?''

''In the main hall…''

''Ok… Can someone get our bags to Nyssa's place?''

''Sure mam…''

''Thank you…''

Nyssy held her hand tight and looked around. Halls were made of stone and with torches. People were dressed in a different way. Everyone looked at two of them in a way they were never looked at in Starling. She felt special and like Nyssa was someone special and that got them the treatment they have…. And Nyssy liked it in a way. They found Nyssa sitting in the chair and talking to her generals. Her belly was really big. She was about seven months pregnant and she couldn't wait to give birth. She was excited for her babies. Nyssy let go of Sara's hand and run into Nyssa's arms. At one moment Sara noticed Haasan sitting beside Nyssa and her smile faded a bit.

''He love! What are you doing here?''

''Mom got me to see you…''

''It's very nice of her…''

She lifted her gaze from the child to Sara.

''Hey…''

''Hey…''

She got off the chair and with Nyssy she got to Sara…. She was on the way to kiss her when Haasan spoke in his perfect Arabic.

''What brings you back to us Ta-er Al-Sahfer?''

''I came to see Nyssa…''

''Oh, the Demon herself brought you back…?''

''You know that my wife can do that….''

''I guess your husband is very happy about it…''

Before Sara could respond, Nyssa stopped it from going further.

''I think this meeting is adjourned. Haasan, you may retire as well…''

They were finally alone. They looked at each other like two teens in love and Nyssy was confused.

''Mom, why did you say Nyssa is your wife? Aren't you daddy's wife?''

''Because she is my wife. I was married to her before I married your daddy. I was told Nyssa died and after that I married daddy. But she didn't die… She came back to see us later…''

Nyssy, was looking at them and thinking about something…

''So, I have another mommy, since she is your wife?''

''In a way…''

''Cool, that's fun…''

''Do you know what else is fun?''

''What?''

''This place… Want to see it?''

''YES!''

They gave Nyssy tour of the place and she loved it. She really liked Nyssa's chambers and she said that she wishes she and Sara could stay there a bit longer than a week they intended to stay. Nyssy got to know Nyssa's closest people and they loved the girl, but in a different way than her mommies. They saw a warrior in her and future heir do the Demon. One of the men who stated that first was Nyssa's dad's friend. He was the one training Nyssa…

''She is amazing. This girl will be something big, if she trains properly.''

Sara looked at Nyssa and then at him.

''She is too young…''

''It's the right time… After all, she has it in her blood.''

Sara didn't want to think about Nyssy as an assassin yet. She was not ready.

''Raatko bloodline produced amazing assassins. And she will be one of them…''

''I am not sure it's something she would do…''

''Test her…''

Sara knew of the kids testing, but never knew what it was.

''Maybe she is not made for it and maybe she is… Who knows?!''

They finished showing Nyssy around for a day because Sara believed Nyssa should rest. She was pretty sure she didn't rest at all. She got Nyssa to go to bed and she and Nyssy went to bed with her. Nyssy fell asleep and two of them talked about things.

''What are tests?''

''How she would react in the situations of danger and what would she do to avoid or solve them. Not all the people here are made for the missions. And there is a lot of work in keeping the place running. You know that. Maybe, she is not cut out for the missions but for making weapons or cooking or…''

''Nyssa, we both know she is cut for it. She is mini you…''

Her face got a bit sad.

''I know… But I was not always like that. I had to become heir to the demon. She doesn't have to…''

''But I think she is… There is so much of that side of her in you… And it scares me Nyssa… Sometimes you have no mercy…''

''Sometimes mercy is overrated…''

After dinner Nyssy went to sleep and two of them went to their little hiding place. It was deep in the rocks and there was small pool of warm water. Sara got Nyssa to strip and take a bath with her. It was nice having Nyssa close again. She put her hands over Nyssa's belly and smiled. Twins would be born soon and Nyssa will be mom… again…

''I can't wait to see them…''

''Me too… I wish to be there when they are born…''

''So,come here and be with us…''

''It's not that simple…''

''I know… I miss you too Ta-er Al-Sahfer …''

''I love when you call me that…''

''So do I…''

''Nyssa…''

''Yes?''

''Did you ever forgive me for leaving?''

''Every time you came back…''

''And if I didn't?''

''I would probably have you killed….''

Sara smiled at that…''

''I am sure of it…''

''I love you so much Sara… I just want you to know that…''

''I do know…''

Sara kissed her and made love to her after a long time. She missed feeling Nyssa by her side and this made her so happy and full. They got back to Nyssa's chambers and in the spare room Nyssy was sound asleep. They got to Nyssa's room and went to bed. Sara cuddle up to her and put her hand over Nyssa's belly.

''How could you sleep with him?''

''I was lonely and I…''

''I wish I could kill him…''

''I love you…No one else. He was just a mistake…''

''But he gave you kids…''

''But you gave me love and Nyssy…''

''And pain…''

''That's part of love…''

''I love you too...''

They spent a week with Nyssa and it was very interesting experience. Sara had time to observe her daughter in the place she could have grown up and she was amazed how at home Nyssy was. She trained with the kids and stayed later to make up the things she lost by not being here. She was Nyssa in every possible way. She worked hard and after few days she could give other kids run for their money. When she found Nyssa's katana and bow and arrows her eyes lit up. Nyssa got her into the lap on the bed and they opened the sword together. Nyssy went over the drawings on the side of the sword.

''It's beautiful…''

''I got it from my mother for my seventh' birthday.''

''That is an awesome present…''

''I know…''

''Can I get one from my mom?''

''I am sure you can…''

Nyssa got the sword back to the cover and Nyssy just stared at it. Nyssy got off the bed and took the sword. She stood in front of the mirror with it and looked at her reflection.

''It's big…''

''You will grow…''

''And then I can have it?''

''Then, you can have anything you want…''

Sara finally gave in. Her child did belong there. And in a way so did she. She and Nyssy got home and Sara knew what she had to do. It was time to talk to Oliver. She got ready to go to the office and talk to Oliver about their situation. Her mom hoped they will make up and her dad just wanted her happy. She got to the office and saw him kissing Felicity. She tiptoed away from the office and went to the restroom. She stood there and looked at the mirror. All of the sudden, she started laughing… She just got her answer what marriage to annul. After learning that Nyssa slept with Haasan, she wanted him dead and after seeing Oliver kissing Felicity, she didn't feel that. She felt relived. She felt like there was no reason for guilt. He was also moving on. Few minutes later, she came back and pretended nothing happened.

''Hey Olly, Felicity….''

''Sara…''

''I came to talk to you Olly… I was thinking and you are right. I can't be married to two people. I can't live double life and pretend I don't know where I belong…''

There was small smile and trace of hope on Oliver's face.

''You did? And?''

'' Get the lawyer to annul our marriage.''

''Smile faded…''

''What?''

''You don't want me… And I don't want you either Olly…''

''What?''

''I know there is someone new in your life…''

She glanced towards Felicity who was blushing and feeling bad.''

''Hey, it's fine… I knew this would happen. You tiptoed around it for months. I just never had currage to cut the ties and make the move…''

''Why now?''

''It's time Olly… It's time to live and not to pretend we are living… I love her too much to give her up and you don't love me anymore…''

''Sara…''

''I did love you Olly… At one point, I did believe we could make it, but then…''

''Nyssa came back…''

''No, Ta-er Al-Sahfer came back…''

''Your mission with Nyssa…''

''She knew… She knows me so well that she knew I would come back to it eventually. I felt alive after so much time. Being dressed and in the middle of the fight and felt so free, so at home…''

''I know you Sara… You are not a killer…''

''But I am… Sara that washed off at that island is a killer. She killed so many times to make it and you know it. You did the same…''

''But I believed you would pick me…''

''I did too. But I changed my mind… I picked myself…''