After leaving Oliver's house, she moved in with the kids to her dad's house. Quentin knew this would happen some day and he was prepared to be there for Sara and give her all the support he could.

''Are you sure about this?''

''Yes…''

''What happened?''

Since the kids were in the room, she didn't want to talk about it…

''Later dad…''

After she put the kids to bed, Quentin opened the bottle of his favorite bourbon and called Sara to talk to him.

''Spill…''

''Ok… What do you want to know?''

''Why did you leave? I was under the impression that two of them didn't mind you being with both of them…''

''They did, but kept it silent…. It's not about them… It's about me…''

''What happened?''

''Nyssa got pregnant…''

''Oh, that made you change your mind. The baby you lost doesn't mean you can't have kids anymore…''

''I know dad… It's not that…''

''What is it then?''

''The fact someone else had Nyssa in their bed. Someone else got to spend night with her and make her feel loved and needed. I wanted to kill that man and for the first time in my life I realized how much I am hurting two of them… It was not fair to any of them. I do love them… I love Oliver and I love Nyssa, but somehow… I realized that in Nyssa's world I can breathe…''

''Being an assassin? Sara?!''

''Being who I am. We do horrible things dad, I agree, but… We also managed to get rid of all kinds of scum…''

''But I can't believe you love to kill…''

''It's not killing, it's justice…''

''Sara, someone dies in that…''

''And someone gets acquitted at court because of lack of evidence or some other reason. We do good things dad.''

''I am cop… I can't say you do good things. Killing these people makes you the same as they are…''

''Dad, let's not go there…''

Quentin knew he shouldn't push further the story. He knew it's much better for him and Sara to talk about some less controversial topics…

''How did things with Oliver start?''

''Hm… I don't know… I saw him for the first time when Laurel developed her crazy crush. She was mad about him and he didn't really pay attention to her until the moment when he needed tutoring. So, it was a teen movie scenario… We met when he started dating Laurel and he was cool, popular and all the people wanted hem near. He could get you to the best clubs, get you to hang out with the popular crowd and I loved it. Laurel, not so much. So after Laurel left few parties bored or because she wanted to study in the morning, he started taking me…in secret… And that's how it started… Older guy who was hot and wanted got interested in me. It was crazy, risky and dangerous….''

She had to skip the part where two of them were on the island and with Slade. She had to keep from him another big part of her life.

''We had a thing for almost two years, and then the thing happened and so… After we met again, we were different people. He grew up in these few years and I fell for him gain. Regardless of the boy he was, he became amazing man. And I am very proud of Oliver…in many occasions. He did get far in his change and I loved that about him. Oliver Queen was a good man all the time. Just when we were younger, like many rich kids, he loved to play it out…Show off with money, connections… We did a lot of stupid things I think I would kill my kids if I ever catch them doing it…''

Quentin laughed at that. That's something most of the parents with exciting past says. And he was one of them. He never wanted his girls to have past like he did. He grew up pretty much with a mom, since his dad was an alcoholic and not a good person. He hurt them many times and in the end he left them never to come back. She worked few jobs and in order to provide for Quentin, she worked a lot and spent few hours at home. He joined a local gang and they were stealing, beating people up and all the usual gang activities. He was caught as a minor and placed into correctionary institution. After that he got a chance for the academy and he took it... He made promise to himself that he will take care of his kids and never be a dad like his.

''I did love him dad… I really did…''

''And if you never met Nyssa… Do you think you would have stayed with Oliver?''

''If I never met Nyssa, I wouldn't be alive dad…''

''That dramatic?''

''Not dramatic… She saved my life…pretty literary…''

''You never told me the entire story of two of you meeting and dating….''

''Me and Nyssa?''

''Yes…''

She smiled. She had again that childish, mischievous smile…

''She saved me… She found me flouting on the part of the ship. I was passed out, almost dead and she got her men to get me to her boat and made sure I was ok. Thad day she saved my life. She got me to the League's safe house and for two days took care of me. I was in and out with a fewer but on the third day when I woke up; I found her sitting by the bed and putting cold towels on my forehead. That afternoon, she got me out of the bed and started teaching me to fight. And through my training I got to know her better and grew closer to her. Her father was not fond of the fact she brought me and she worked with me, but he let her keep me, as a puppy or something like that. At the very beginning of my training, he never saw me as a threat or someone who can be good or even better than his favorites. I had something that none of them had. I had Nyssa and her ability and patience. She worked hard with me and made me into what I am.''

Quentin was getting ready to say the work ''killer'' again, but Sara stopped him.

''Don't say it…''

''Ok… I will let you tell me some more…''

''I will not talk about the ''work''. I know that's not what you want to know…''

He thanked her for that. He was her father, he loved her, but he couldn't listen to Sara talking about taking lives.

''Unlike with Oliver, where things happened in matter of minutes, with her was different. We grew close in time. She realized I really wanted to be her friend for her, not for her being daughter of the man who is in charge of the league. I think it took me few months to fall in love with her. It happened very slow. I knew I felt some sort of attraction towards her, but love… That was not in the cards for me. I didn't think I could fall for someone the way I fell for her. I was fresh from the… boat and all the things with Oliver… So… I just needed shelter and I got so much more. I got to live very exciting life. Travel the world and have an amazing woman in my life…''

''Was she…? Were there girls before her?''

Sara smiled at her dad. He sometimes could be so clumsy asking questions…

''No, she was the first I dated and fell in love with… I had some experience with girls. I had a boyfriend that liked us having sex with another girl…''

She couldn't tell her dad that it was Oliver. She didn't want him to change his opinion on him. He could have killed him for many thinks she kept quiet.

''But looking back, I did have some crushes… But I never acted on them… I never believed I should…''

''And what made you change your mind?''

''One mission… Some things went wrong and we barely made it. I started thinking there was a chance I would never get to see her again and never get the chance to tell her how much I care. I was angry at her because in order to protect me, she put herself in much bigger risk than she should have. I was beyond pissed at her…. I told her a lot of things and she stood with her mouth opened and listened. I just knew I had to kiss her… So, I took a deep breath and kissed her.''

''And?''

''She kissed back… And we spent the night together… And it was different than with anyone before her.''

''Ok, I don't want to know about the killing and the sex thing….''

Sara joked with him…

''Than we don't have much to talk about….''

Her father's face was horrified…

''Are you for real?''

She was silent and then she started laughing so loud.

''Oh, you should see your face now…''

''That is not funny Sara. Parents don't want to know about their kids' sex lives… Let me tell you that… You will not want to know details of their sex lives…''

''They will not have sex lives… They will have Nyssa as the parent so no one would dare to touch them…''

''Was it like that for Nyssa?''

''Yes… I was her first…''

''Oh, that's sad…and romantic….''

''I KNOW! When she told me that I was in shock! I mean… Look at her. She is gorgeous and she was with no one before me… Apparently I was the only fool who dared to come close to the heir of the Demon… It never crossed my mind that her dad might hurt me or do something. I only wanted her… I wanted to be with Nyssa and after being with her, my world changed. We hid for some time… We were friends in public, but lovers in private. So, after giving the oath, I got permission to date her, but I was told not to be distraction. We didn't work together often, but when we did he would always warn us to think about the job, not our private things.''

''It does have it's risks to work with a person you are seeing…''

''And it has perks also..''

''What?''

''You can have a lot of fun later…''

''Oh, Sara!''

She was laugfing…

''Oh, it took Nyssa so much time to relax and just be laid back. She was always so Nyssa at the beginning. Too careful, too alert… Too much time spent on looking around and thinking what might happen… And then she learned to relax and enjoy. I loved the moment when she relaxed and just let herself have fun. We went to the beach… I made us picnic and we spent the night under the stars. She told me so many things about herself. I never guessed her life was like that… She was always so closed and when she started talking I fell for her even more.''

''How did you get married?''

''Six months after we started dating, she proposed… We went to the pond… That is a small cave with warm water… We spent a lot of time there…relaxing…''

He rolled his eyes…

''And one night we went there and she was a bit nervous. I was worried she was going to leave me. So until she got the ring out, I had so many negative thoughts in my head… Crazy ideas of braking up and things like that…''

She smiled… and few tears wend down her face…

''She told me I complete her and I am her home… She told me she was never that happy and loved until I came and she said she would be the happiest person alive if I became her spouse…''

Sara was still smiling and wiping her tears…

''I was so happy dad… I wanted to be with her… I loved her so much at that point that I didn't see me without her. She was the love of my life, my partner… My woman… And I never believed I could be happier than that night… But I was wrong… Our wedding was small… We got married before one of the missions. We were in our outfits so, after exchanging vows, we went to our mission. We had a mission together, so our wedding night was spent in the mud waiting for the target, but it was worth it afterwards. When we came back, we had two weeks off and we went to some small deserted island. Nyssa was so cute and childish… She built sand castles and dived, made crazy food out of the fruit and things she caught in the ocean. Don't get me wrong… We had a house, stocked fridge and people who came every two days with food, but she wanted to make adventure of it… I wished we could freeze that moment… I wish we never had to come back to the life we were leading. I wished I could have her that relaxed and in so many ways pure forever…''

''But you came back…''

''Yes, daddy sent Haasan to pick up his little girl and her outcast wife… He never loved me… I was never good enough for Nyssa… I was not pure blood born in the Nanda Parbat…''

''He never loved you?''

''No, never… I was never good enough for their baby girl… I loved her so much that I never cared. I wanted to be with her until the day I die. I loved her so much that I was ready to face it all just to be with her. I fell in love with her and never fell out love with her after all this time…''

''You still love her like that?''

''No, it changed… Our love can't be the same after this time. It's natural to change… It's something that simple. I love Nyssa… Our love changed. I have kids… She will have kids, but I still feel weak at my knees. I am still excited when she comes to bed….''

''Really?''

''Yes… And let me tell you this… She is pregnant and much bigger than before, but I still find her very sexy….''

''I know. There is something about pregnant women that makes you want her so much…''

''She is going to be mother of two beautiful babies…''

''And you will have four now?''

''Yes, four…''

''And what will happen to the kids?''

''Nyssy is coming with me and John wants to stay with Oliver.''

''Oh, so he picked?''

''Yes…''

''And how do you feel about it?''

''I am going to have to learn to share him with Oliver…''

''And not Nyssy?''

''She is more complicated story…''

''Why?''

''She is mine… Mine and Nyssa's…''

''And Oliver's too.''

Sara was debating what to tell him about Nyssy…

''He is the dad Sara. And I know it's something to work on, but if you do it right for the kids, all will turn out ok…''

''I hope so…''