Lysander puts a hand on your shoulder but you can't seem to pull yourself out of bed. The funeral is today. A lot of funerals are today. And as much as you don't want to miss this one you don't want to move because everything feels heavy.

You stare at the TV as it continues to talk about how the missing plane was found in a field. There were only five survivors. None you knew.

There were 143 dead. 141 people you didn't ever know, and the two you knew all too well.