Warning: lemon, for anyone not interested in the lemon (which is probably very few if any), and are only interested in the plot line of this story I've marked were the lemon starts and ends
Chapter 17: Love me
Gaara's POV
Today I didn't care for anything other then Naruto. Today I wasn't afraid of the consequence that would follow if my father were to find out that I ditched. For last night he did the most horrible ritual, I'm sure there's nothing worse. And if I would have to endure it again tonight, then so be it. At least I got to spend one day alone with my lover. Naruto lead me on now after we got a safe distance away from the school. I didn't know where we were going, but I didn't care.
We enter our neighborhood, but weren't going in the direction of our homes. When we got to a road where the smell of water entered the air, I knew where we were going. We walked down the boat ramp and then walked along the narrow beach. No one is out here. We keep on walking and I let Naruto hold my hand. We then reach a group of docks, with some boats floating by them tied to poles. Naruto climbs on the dock and sits on the edge over the water, watching the little fish that swim near the boats. I sit next to him.
"Gaara, are you happy?" The blonde asks me. I thought the question was kind of strange but I answer it.
"Yes, why?"
"Well it's just…no matter what I do you still seem to look sad." he turns to face me.
"Naruto, you should know by now that I'm not the smiling type. You shouldn't worry about stupid things like that." I tell him.
The blonde falls back and stretches out on the wood, "You always tell me not to worry."
"It's because you worry about things that you don't need to."
"Oh so I shouldn't be worried about your safety?"
I let out a sigh and rub the bridge of my nose, "Don't start, not today."
Naruto takes my hand, "Ok, I'm sorry." We sit in silence, but it wasn't an uncomfortable one. It was cold here, because it was so windy this close to the water. Naruto let out a yawn next to me.
"So why were you so fond of skipping?" He asks me closing his eyes. "I didn't think you'd want to get in trouble."
"I could care less if I get caught." I mumble. Naruto smiles, I think he took the statement as a compliment to himself. I didn't mind, after all he is the reason I skipped and also the reason I don't care if my dad were to find out. Along with the knowledge that I could handle anything my father throws at me, especially after last night, and the night he …raped me. Nothing else will hurt anymore. A cool breeze blew and Naruto's grip on my hand went weak. I look at him, his eyes closed, and chest moving up and down slowly. He had fallen asleep. I decide taking a short nap wouldn't be so bad, It's not like we're in class and have to pay attention. Also I had gotten home late as usual and could use the extra sleep.
I was pinned down like always. This time by leather straps to a wooden table. The table was just slightly tilted. This was complete humiliation, as I was completely naked for all to see. I had my eyes shut most of the time, a way to protect myself I suppose. It was another of those fire rituals these people were so fond of.
I didn't know who was holding the fire, but I had a feeling it was my father. I was touched between my legs, I was being stroked. I couldn't help it when my body reacted. Though I wasn't fully erect, my body had still reacted to the touch a little. Then there came a warmth, it got closer and closer. I started to struggle against the straps, as the fire came over closer to my manhood. I was afraid I'd get burned. Then I felt a cold metal on my legs. It was a knife on each side of my inner thigh, they made small, very small cuts. 'Holy water' which contained salt was rubbed into the wound and it stung. Then my skin was pinched together painfully, where I had just been cut. The fire moved to where little drops of blood were now dripping down my legs. Then it moved up again. Still the fear of being burned. I then noticed it moved in a patterned of the cross some people make over their chest after prayer. The people started to chant.
When I woke up it looked to be about nine o'clock, Naruto was sitting next to me. "Have a nice nap?" He asks me, I don't respond, and Naruto wasn't expecting one either. Looking out over the water, we start up a conversation. About school, anything that wouldn't lead to an argument. Which meant Naruto stayed away from the topic of my home life.
"We should skip more often," Naruto sighs out as he rests his head against my shoulder. "We haven't had this much time together since…forever," he exaggerates. It was getting close to noon and I was surprised Naruto hadn't started complaining about being hungry. He lifts his head from my shoulder and scoots to sit in front of me.
"Tell the truth. Wouldn't you have missed me this weekend?" I roll my eyes, the only answer I give him. He leans in and kisses me, pulling apart a little he speaks, "I would have missed you too." We kiss each other passionately, Naruto slowly lowers us down onto the dock. Our kiss deepening, as I open my mouth to let his moist tongue play with mine. I run my hand through his long spikes. The chain on my pants makes a jingling noise as Naruto runs his hand down my leg. Bringing it up so that I rest it on his back. I bundle up his shirt so that I can feel the skin underneath. Our tongues intertwine then part to explore parts of the other's hot mouth. Naruto's hand rested on my bare stomach and it was pleasantly warm. But when his hand traveled lower and into my pants a flashback of my father touching me down there ran in front of my eyes. I push Naruto off.
"What's wrong?" I know I'm not showing any sign of my unease, and I shake my head. I tell myself that it's Naruto and he wouldn't hurt me. I lean in to give him a kiss. I pull away and whisper,
"It's too open here."
We kiss again and part. "No one's here Gaara, no one will see," Naruto says seductively, as his hand roams down my baggy pants. I grab his hand before he reaches his destination.
"You may be right, but still..." I look at him sternly. Naruto sighs and gets to his feet, he walks down the dock. I get up and follow him. He jumps down and goes under the dock. I walk down from the dock and then buck down to join him underneath. The dock was only high enough above us so that we could sit up. Naruto pulls me to him and starts to kiss me again.
xXx
"This better?"
"I guess," Naruto kisses me along my jaw line and travels down my neck. He sucked at the junction of my neck and shoulder, while his hand crawled up my shirt. He ran his hand over my nipples, I let out a faint gasp, but nothing more. He rolls my right nipple between his fingers, our lips come together again. I wonder to myself how far this will go. Some images of my father disturb me, but I push them out of my mind. I think to myself that I want this to go all the way. In a way this will clean me from the disgusting feeling of my fathers hands on me, my father in me. No, I want Naruto to touch me, and no one else, only Naruto.
After giving my left nipple the same attention, Naruto's hand slides down and out of my shirt. Once again he tries to reach my more private area, as his hand slips into my pants. This time I let him, he touches me through the materiel of my boxers. I was already semi-hard, but his touch brought me up all the way. I almost let out a moan, but bite it back. Our lips no longer upon each other, as Naruto had gone back to my neck. One more rub over my boxers and he maneuvers his hand past the material barrier. He encircles his hand around my member. I let out a sharp gasp and wince a little, it felt so good. This doesn't go unnoticed by Naruto.
"Did I hurt you?"
I shake my head, "No, I'm fine," I whisper out. Naruto then starts to pump my erection slowly. His lips locking onto my neck once more. I let out a soft moan and buried my fingers into the sand that surrounded us. He didn't move any faster though, he kept going in that agonizingly slow pace. It was torture and my body felt flushed and warm. I couldn't control myself when my hips moved forward, wanting him to speed up. I could hear Naruto laugh and his lips pressed against mine again. He then removed his hand. I let out a groan. I take a fist full of his hair and tug to the right, as I deepen our kisses. I then pull away and take off Naruto's hoody and shirt all at once. We kiss roughly once more, as my hand runs over the newly revealed skin.
"You shouldn't play with me," I tell him, as I move down to take one of his nipples into my mouth. I suck on it slowly, and run my tongue over it, occasionally threatening to bite him. Naruto let out a long drawn out moan. I then move on to his other nipple, twirling my tongue around it, I draw out another sweet sound. When I pulled away, Naruto captured my lips immediately stroking my tongue with his own, and lowered me onto the sandy ground. Though I wasn't laying directly on the sand, but his orange hoody instead. He must have moved it there at some point. I was glad for it, because Naruto started to take off my clothes. And I didn't want sand sticking to my now over heated and sweating skin.
After planting butterfly kisses almost all over my chest, Naruto unbuttoned my pants. Slipping them and my boxers off easily. My upper thighs still rested on the hoody, but my legs lay in the sand. His blue eyes take in the sight of my now completely exposed body. He runs a hand over my hips and thighs. Thankfully he didn't notice the small cuts healing on the inside. He leans down and kisses me under my navel. Then I feel his mouth on my inner thigh, right above where the cut is. He sucks the warm skin there and I try to hold back a whimper. I manage to do so and instead let out a sigh. He then runs his tongue over the skin he was just sucking, he also runs it over one of my balls. A sound escapes my lips, it felt so good. Everything he's done so far felt good. He looks up at me and I miss the feeling of his lips on my skin.
"Well I know you're a natural red head," he smirks. I say nothing just look at him through half lidded and lust filled eyes. Naruto sees this and it seemed like he only then noticed he still wore his pants. He wiggles out of them and now it was my turn to run my eyes over his body.
He kisses me after I'm done looking him over, "Are you ready?" he whispers in my ear. I nod my head. Naruto puts two figures in his mouth and covers them with saliva. Then, moves me so that he can push one of them inside of me. It was soon followed by the second figure. He stretched me by pulling his two fingers apart. The feeling was very uncomfortable and it seemed like it lasted for hours. But he finally slips the two digits out. He then lifts my hips and put my legs over his shoulders. Some of the sand that clung to them fell and landed on his back. He probed his erection at my entrance, slowly he pushes in. I wince and try not to let images of my rape come to mind. Naruto stops about halfway in and looks at me with worry.
"Do you want to stop?" he asks.
"No, keep going." I tell him in a hushed tone. He obeys, and keeps pushing in. I bite my lip and once Naruto's all the way in he lets out a grunt. He stays still for awhile, waiting for me to adjust. I wiggle a little, and he takes this as a sign to move. Though I wasn't ready, he moves slowly, taking me by surprise. But it didn't hurt, it felt nice. One of his hands rests against my hips, the other is at my shoulder, as he moves still in a slow past. I start to move my hips along with him. I look into his blue eyes, a silent command to move faster. He gets the message and speeds up just a bit. I dig my fingers into the sand as he moves faster with every thrust. He hits deeper in me as well and at one point an intense feeling of pleasure came over me. It takes a drawn out moan from my lips. Naruto hits the same spot and the sweet feeling washes over me again. I arch my back, pushing myself against Naruto, our moans mingle at that point. From then on everything seems to go into a blur. The movements, the calling of one another's name, and other blissful noises.
My hand is completely covered by almost pure white sand, and breathing has become hard. I couldn't take much more of this. I felt the pleasure build up inside me. I could tell the same must be happening to Naruto, as his movements became more frantic, but still just as pleasing. One more deep hit and both Naruto and me come at the same time. Both calling the others name, though Naruto's voice over powered mine. I loved the way my name sounded when the tone was laced with such satisfaction. Naruto pulls out of me still panting, and I was trying to catch my breath too.
xXx
My blonde then weakly pulled on his pants, then fell onto the sand next to me. The little curdles clinging to his skin and hair. He puts an arm around me and rests his head on my chest. No word is spoken, no words were needed, we both knew what was on the others mind. And soon Naruto fell asleep. I stayed awake a little longer, still feeling the tingle of what we had just done all over my body. But I couldn't keep my eyes open for too long, and I too drift off to sleep.
A/N: That was probably the best lemon I've ever written! You know you're just drooling all over yourself, but wipe you mouth, get a hold of yourself and review! Please?