Warnings!!: Mention of rape, violence. Mention of lemon.

Chapter 20: Shock: Part 2

Gaara's POV

Naruto's holding me still, but as he draws back enough to look into my face he asks, "Is…is he died?"

"I don't know…" I mumble.

"Go take a shower upstairs." he tells me. I look at him confused, but walk up to the bathroom. He follows me and tells me to give him my clothes. I do so, and he hands me a pair of his clothes to wear instead. I go turn on the hot water, and step into the shower. I lather myself with soap about three times. And I still don't feel clean. I wince when I'm cleaning my crouch. The cut that was on it had reopened when my father tried to rape me again. But this time I had fought back. I don't know why, but something just snapped in me the moment he touched me. All the anger I've been trying to control all the pain I ever felt, it was like they all flooded in. I couldn't take it, and so I fought back.

When I'm done cleaning myself up, I go downstairs to find Naruto on the couch, head hung low. I sit next to him. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have come over here. If he is dead, I've involved you." I say truly meaning my words.

"Why? What happened, what was he doing to make you snap like that?" Naruto asks turning his head to look at me, but it still hung low. I didn't look into his blue eyes, I felt too filthy. In both the scene that my father had touched me, and that I had his blood on me. Naruto was still wearing the clothes from earlier that had blood on it from hugging me. I feel his hand pat my head.

"I don't look at you any different Gaara, don't be afraid. From what you told me, the bastard deserved to die, and I hope he is dead. I just want to know what happened."

"Kankuro had seen us together in school. My father had told me the night before to stay away from you. He was very mad…" I drift off, really not wanting to remember any of it. But I pushed on, " He came into my room," my voice was almost a whisper now. I found that this was the only way I could talk about it, by whispering. " and was spouting some shit about demon crap. I told him to get away from me, but he kept coming closer. He crawled onto my bed, and I tried to kick him off. But he kept coming, laughing at me. He pinned me down, and started to take off my clothes," I heard a gasp from Naruto, and I glanced in his direction. He practically had fire in his eyes out of anger from hearing that.

I continue on, "I kept struggling, it only pissed him off further. We were yelling at each other, and I told him that he's the demon not me. He threw me against the closet for that. The closet door was open a crack, and when I saw my dad come towards me I reach in. I pulled out one of my belts with the spikes on them, hit him across the face with it. He didn't stop coming, and he was on all four over me. Saying something…I don't even remember what. But I wrapped the belt around his neck. He tried to get it off, but it didn't work. I pushed the spikes harder into his neck. He was wheezing and blood was starting to drip from the spot. He then warped his hands around my neck. When I couldn't breath, I let go of the belt, my vision was starting to blur. He took the belt from my hand and threw it across the room.

He then let go of my neck, and started to…Either way, I kicked at him and started to punch him. When I finally knocked him off balance enough to crawl away. I go into my closet, looking for anything I could use. He grabbed a hold of my leg, and pulled me to him. I took the heavy chain belt I had grabbed at the last minute and turned to hit him in the face. Blood went everywhere. Even the sound of his skull cracking," I couldn't help but smile when I said that statement, "He laid on his side, bleeding from his head. I ran out of the house and came here.."

Naruto ran his hand over his face, "What the hell are we going to do?" I don't say anything, I really didn't know what to say. I wanted my father to be dead. I hope the blow to his fucking skull killed him. And if not that, then I hope he's bleeding to death right now. But, I felt remorse for coming over here. I've involved Naruto.

The blonde leans in and kisses me. I push him away a little. "Naruto what are you doing?" I ask in a monotone voice.

He runs his hand over my backside and kisses me lightly on the lips before answering. "One last time," he states huskily.

"What do you mean?" I get no answer to this, just him covering my lips with his. His fingers cup my cheek, as he tilts my head to the side. His tongue enters my mouth. Though I'm confused about why he's doing this, I let him, and don't hesitate to play back. It all seemed to calm me in a way. Soon enough the kiss turns into something more, as clothes start to come off. I look at my boyfriend; confusion in my eyes.

"I don't understand…."

"Will you just let me one last time?" he begs me, as his lips lock onto the junction of my neck and shoulder. He then gathers me up, and carries me to his room. He throws me on the bed, and covers my body with his own still clothed one. But that soon changes. All his touches, all his kisses, were gentle. He ran his fingers over every inch of my body, as if trying to remember it. When his hand rested on my erection, he narrowed his eyes. I wince in pain, the wound there had reopened and it must be bleeding. There was anger in Naruto's eyes, I just gaze at him. His expression soon fades to one of sympathy. He lowered himself, and kissed the head of my penis. I let out a little gasp. Though Naruto didn't want to continue with his earlier plans in fear of hurting me. I reassured him I'd be fine. I remind him of the words he spoke to me earlier and how desperate he sounded. Telling him that I'm letting him. Though I still didn't quiet understand the meaning behind words he had spoken.

I lay under the covers, my eyes starting to flutter open as I hear a wailing sound. Through the window shone red and blue lights. I wake up, Naruto wasn't beside me. I get out of the bed and find some clothes on the sheets. I put on the pants and the shirt, that I notice belonged to me. Not bothering with underwear. Right when I pulled the pants on there came a loud knock at the front door of Naruto's house. I run downstairs.

When I reach the downstairs, I find Naruto being held by an officer. Hand cuffs where being put on him.

"What's going on?" I ask, looking around confused. I could hear Naruto say, "That's him."

"Your boyfriend turned himself into us. He told use he killed your father." The policeman informs me. I look at Naruto who only gives me a weak smile.

"He's lying!" I burst out. "I killed him! He tried to…" I couldn't finish my sentence.

"Don't listen to him, he's only trying to save my ass. I killed him, found him trying to hurt my boyfriend, so I killed the bastard." Naruto looked at me the whole time he told that lie, that smile never leaving his face. I just stare at him unbelieving. He was trying to take the fall for me.

"Take me too, you'll find that I'm the one more likely to have done it." The police look at me, eyebrows lifting. Naruto frowned at me.

"How so?" The policeman holding Naruto asks.

"I have a record." this was all it took to get them to put cuffs on me too. Naruto glared at me, I didn't react. I wasn't going to let him take the fall for me. While we're being taken out into the police cars, a car pulls up in my driveway. Temari hurriedly comes out and tries to run to me, but she's stopped by another pair of policeman who where going to check on the body of my father.

Naruto's POV

After making love to Gaara one last time, I went over to his house. The door was luckily unlocked, I entered to see if I could find that bastard. I found him motionless on the blood soaked floor, I kick him in the ribs. He didn't move so he must be dead. Just to make sure though, I rest my fingers on his neck to fell for a pulse. There was none, that's what he deserves; jackass. I look for the two murder weapons. I pick them both up, to put my prints on them. I then leave the murder scene. But not before getting Gaara a new pair of clothes to wear, for when he wakes up. After all my clothes were a little big on him. I burn the blood stained clothes of my boyfriend in the gill in my backyard. I then go and lay the knew pair of clothes on the bed, next to my still slumbering lover.

I then went downstairs, into the kitchen. I picked up the phone, and called the police. I wasn't going to let Gaara go to jail or J.D.H. or whatever. He didn't deserve it after all he's been through. I wanted to protect him from going to jail since I couldn't protect him from his father. But, Gaara had insisted on ruining my plan. He too gets arrested, and now we're sitting in the back of a police car together. Most of the ride was silent, until I spoke.

"Why are you doing this?" I ask him.

"Why am I doing this?" he says in a tone that said, "I could ask you the same thing." I said nothing, and once again there was a silence.

"I love you," I whisper out. As the car stops and the doors are opened. Gaara, and me get pulled out. We are taken away from each other, most likely going to get interrogated, or maybe put into a holding cell for the night. Gaara can plead guilty all he wants, but I doubt that they'll find any evidence to support his claim. After all I'm the one with blood on his clothes, I'm the one with fingerprints on the weapons. I smile to myself.

A/N: Next chapter will be the last. It'll be a long one too.