Three days went by before levi came back to me. That day was the worse time possible too. I was busy with many peasants that were trying to buy my items. Only problem was is that those items weren't exactly for sale.
"Oh come on Eren I just want an hour of your time. I promise you won't regret it." The disgusting peasant that stands beside me pleads. "I already told you no once how many times do you wish to hear me speak it?" I give him a quick glance that I regret immediately. His beard half white and black is covered is what I hope is mud and has been trimmed with a switchblade. Thus meaning it looks like shit. His face and clothes were covered in the "mud" most likely from his farming. His clothes also had holes and rips which was very common for third Estate member's clothes but not for the whores that wanted someone. His nails were ragged and uneven not good for any type of pleasure. His eye were what turned me off the most. They looked as if he had been replaced with an animal that wanted nothing more than sex and food. Denying him for the second time that day and seventh time that week, another sex-hungry peasant stepped in his place after he left. Though this was a female she looked nothing more than the shit outside of the windows. "Eren I haven't been with a man in so long." she extended the so to exaggerate her time of not being fucked. Her rough fingers then begin to trail up my arm. Even with my long sleeved shirt I could feel her rough nails. I pushed her away and continued to try and sell my items to the folks that actually came here for them. Some where shoes or shirts or even blankets. Mikasa would make them for me so I could sell them. The peasant stomps back over and grabs my collar. Next thing I see is a very unattractive dirty woman puckering her lips to kiss me. Horror seeps into my very being helping me think quickly. I, gently as possible mind you, push her away and glare at her. "Go the fuck home." I turn back around and continue to sell my clothes to the few commoners there. She scurries up and runs away with tears in her eyes. Damn girl. The rest of the day moves by smoothly. I made many sells today and didn't get harassed after the incident with the girl. As I'm on my walk home the air turns from nice to very cold in merely seconds. The area I was in made my skin crawl. Where did the sun go? I ask myself as I turn around looking for other people that had just vanished in seconds. I was alone in an abandoned neighborhood. No one lived here since so many executions took place here.
"So you think you can just push my property around like that? You ignorant cunt." The man with the bad beard approached me with the other peasants around him and myself. They formed a circle as if to trap me in here. Maybe they do mean to trap me in here. I'm afraid. So very afraid. My bones, my blood, everything has become very cold and still. "S-sorry" I stutter out making the men laugh. They were older and bigger than me. Boulders compared to the little pebble I was. "H-help me" I scream out though it only comes out in a whisper. Why can't I yell? Please God don't let them rape me. I don't want to be raped and killed. The men step closer, my heart beats loudly but slowly. They can hear it can't they? Another step. There were at least eight of them. Another. Dear lord I know I have sinned I haven't gone to church but please don't punish me with this! My eyes scan for a way out but nothing pops out. No one is here to help me. They're too many of them to just fight. Tears form in my eyes as my legs give out. They have the same looks on their faces. Their hunger will be satisfied once I've been devoured. I slip to my knees as they finally stand before me. The leader steps in front of me and takes a handful of my hair. I know what comes next. I need to push him away or stand up. Anything just please move! My body just sits there and waits for them to take me. Please move! I scream inside my head. Nothing, my body remains still. The man chuckles as he pulls his trousers down revealing an erected cock. It's covered in the mud-like substance and has blisters as well. "Deep throat my cock like the bitch you are." He taunts as his lady clasps her hands together like this was a show. Tears pour down my cheeks and I bite my lips to keep from him opening them. "Henry, Edward open his mouth would ya?" He asks and they do. Their fingers pry my mouth open causing pain to erupt in my jaw. I bite down making them scream in pain but their fingers don't budge. Blood and tears now soak into my shirt. I'm on the verge of winning when something with a horrific taste is shoved in my mouth. The taste of shit. I gag and cough but the object remains in my mouth. I open my eyes only to widen them with the sight before me. His body is standing too close. The thing in my mouth is him. Oh god it's his... He moves his hips and tightens his grip. "Ah" I cry out. A wave of tears leave my eyes. My breath becomes hitched as he begins thrusting in my mouth. My throat burns from my crying and his member pushing down my throat. My gagging sounds and crys most likely can be heard around this area. Minutes pass by before he cums in my mouth. I gag and throw up when he pulls his member out. I start heaving making me curl up in a ball for comfort. They start kicking me until I'm in a puddle of blood. He talks for awhile but I ignore him. They leave after awhile leaving me frail and broken. My eyes beg for closer and I grant it approval. Finding no reason to deny sleep or getting up at all.
"You're sure?" A voice wakes me. "Yeah I wouldn't have brought him here is it had been something... worse." A mans voice responses. Let me sleep, I want to say. But find no energy to do so. "He doesn't look good Mikasa lets lay him down. Levi help me remove the board to get some water. I'll call for Jeans assistance too." Armin commands. Armin? What why would Armin want Jeans help? Or be talking to levi? My eyes struggle to open but after many attempts I get one to slide up halfway. "Eren" Mikasa hums. I turn my head to look at her but find it hurts to do so. I stop and open the other eye up too. Levi, Armin, and Mikasa sit around me with worried expressions. Why? Did I get in a fight again? Damn me for making them worry...wait levi?! I jump up and hug levi without thinking of my body or the pain it's in. But im happy so very happy that he came back. I though he left me. As I'm nuzzling Levi's neck the pain shoots up and makes me freeze. "Damn brat what the hell do you think you're doing?" He helps me lay back on the bed and glares at me, a silent warning to not do that again. Mikasa starts to undress me but I pay no attention to her. She was probably checking for wounds.
"What happened?" I yawn out. Levi edges closer to me "I found those animals attacking you. I brought you here after that." He looks away from my eyes, hiding a secret I bet.
"You better hurry along he's not looking too well. Get Reiner and Bertholdt too." Mikasa reminds them. Both boys leave as Mikasa starts to tend my cuts.
"How did you get cut up?" I avoid her eyesight. "Some peasants...beat me up." She raises an eyebrow and crosses her arms. "Why?" I lean away from her and swallow some saliva. It tasted sour and shitty. Cum and shit. Great. "They were pressuring me for sex so I denied them. When I was coming home they...they...they," she soothingly touches my arm and nods her head. "It's okay Eren I don't think I want to hear the rest." I nod my head and blink my eyes to rid them of tears.
"What exactly did they do, Eren? All I saw was the beating." Levi announces his presents. He has our tub filled with water in his arms. He sets it down beside Mikasa and sits next to me. He takes my other hand and holds it close to his heart. "They just beat me up that's it." I finished, hoping that they won't see my lie. "So when they made you suck a cock that was just getting beaten up?" His eyes were cold and untouchable. Like he hated me for lying and hated them. But which did he hate more? "You said you didn't see that! I didn't want mikasa to be upset. And I...I didn't want to remember that part..." "I didn't see that but I know what a voice sounds like after sucking a cock." Mikasa grips my arm
"I'll kill them Eren if I ever see them. Don't go that way home again." She cocks her head to the side. "Or I'll make levi stay by your side." Levi raises an eyebrow.
"If that's the case I'll just volunteer then." They start to glare at each other but Armin comes back with Jean, Reiner, and Bertholdt.
"Oh good you're awake. Now tell me who beat you up? Only I'm allowed to do that." Jean cracks his knuckles and crosses his arms. "A bunch of peasants." I barely whispered but with the silence of the room they heard it clearly.
"I took care of them. They won't be fighting with Eren again." Levi starts to stroke my face and hums when my eyes widen with surprise. "You took all eight of them on?!" He blinks at me and shrugs. "I couldn't let them walk away with that." Reiner and Bertholdt walk over to me and sit down.
"Who's this, Eren?" Reiner asks since he's the more social of the two. "Levi, my...lover?" I look at levi for the answer but he gives me a blank expression. Damn it! "Haha Eren you're a horrible boyfriend aren't you? Can't even confirm if you are lovers or not. So Levi was it? What do you do?" I lean in closer to levi and rest my head on his shoulder. Mikasa starts to wash away all the blood from every cut I got from laying on the cement and shit that's on my body.
"I work for the survey corps. I mainly deal with the paper work or the other workers." Survey corps, who are they? I've never heard of them...but when I look around everyone has their jaws dropped. Even Mikasa. So that must be a good job. "O-oh what about Eren caught YOUR eyes?" Reiner says flabbergasted he emphasized the your as if he was like a God or something. I frown at him and growl.
"I'm not that ugly you asshole." Reiner stares at me as if I'm stupid while everyone else laughs.
"Don't look so surprised Reiner we all know Eren's an idiot. He'll figure it out eventually." Jean laughs and scoots closer to Mikasa, who looks about ready to kill everyone. What the hell does that mean? 'I'll figure it out' damn asshole horseface.
"His eyes caught my attention first." His voice sounds so emotionless but I lean up and kiss his cheek.
"You just caught me, baby." I whisper in his ear, grinning when he coughs and shifts around to hide his new bump forming in his pants.
"That's weird, keep it in the bedroom." Reiner scoots away from me. "I'm not weird that horse over there is the weird one!"
"Oi you suicidal bastard shut the hell up!" The rest of the night continues like this. Happy and carefree. Only when I laughed too much or moved too quick am I reminded of today's events. Levi stays by my side, never departing for anything.
"Hey I gotta take a piss I'll be back in a sec." Jean stands up and cracks his back. The sun went down hours ago but all of our guest remain.
"Well I think Bertholdt and I are gonna go home." Reiner stands up and helps the giant up. Bertholdt waves goodbye to us all and nods his head in farewell towards me. Jean comes back in to inform us that he's wanted back at home by his bed. I happily agree that his bed is the only thing wanting him right now which gets me almost punched if it hadn't been for Levi that knocked Jean on his ass as soon as Jean stepped closer to me. Mikasa and Armin bid him farewell leaving it the four of us. It doesn't register in my mind that levi should also be leaving. The air was colder tonight than usual. Goosebumps form on my arms and I start to shiver.
"Hey levi," He turns his attention to me. Mikasa and Armin are in the kitchen doing something. "Can we...cuddle?" I ask a little embarrassed that I did. "Eren" he replies as he opens his arms for me to crawl into. I don't hesitate and nuzzle his neck after we lay on our backs. The feathers and blankets are cold but with levi here I don't mind them at all. "I should be leaving shouldn't I?" He sighs into the top of my head. "No stay with me forever." His arms close around my form tightening his grip on me. "Then I'll be here for as long as you want, brat." I smile into his neck and hum a thanks. Which he replies to with kissing the top of my head.
When Mikasa and Armin come back into living room they probably came to tell levi to go but were greeted with the sight of us sleeping in each others arms.
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Levi...his warmth...were did it go? My body's cold and aching. My arms, legs, torso, head, and throat hurt. Did I get ran over by a carriage yesterday? It feels like it more or less, but my throat was in far much more pain. From my collarbone to my lips from the inside of my body burned. Everything felt soar making my body hurt more than it should have. All of my limbs were unless and my voice would mostly likely be raspy if used. But nevertheless my main conflict at this point and time was the missing warmth that had been beside me. The cold harsh wind came rushing into the house freezing anyone who lacked long-sleeved shirts and a minimal amount of blankets ranking from one. And that someone was me. I did have a long sleeve shirt on but since levi and I fell asleep without a blanket last night I gained the freezing weather on my weak bag of bones. After minutes of gaining some strength, I open my eyes and allow them to adjust to the bright sunlight. Which happened to be shining mainly through our window and door. There were some cracks and holes in our roof that shined with the white light. My eyes flutter, my brain wants me to fall back asleep no doubt for more rest. But my heart wants otherwise. Otherwise as in levi. My hands outstretch to the right since I'm laying on my right side. To stretch and search for my missing lover. When they come up empty I roll over to lay on my left only to regret my action. Pain soars through me in a matter of seconds. I hiss and arch my back which causes commotion to sound from the kitchen.
"Eren! Stay still, don't move!" A women screams, unnecessarily since I'm but three meters away. She has brown hair that's been put up in a pony tail. She also has glasses and it looks like she has brown eyes too.
"Hange shut up. You'll scare him if you keep up with the screaming and shit." Levi comes into the livingroom and stops when he sees me. I must look like a complete mess in pain because he rushes over to me in seconds.
"It's okay Eren I brought one of my friends here to help you. You'll feel better when she's done looking over you. Shh it's gonna be fine Eren." He comforts me. The women I presume is Hange follows suit after levi. She takes no time in introduction by simply lifting my shirt up and over my head. Some pain does occur from her action but when I gasp it's mostly from surprise.
"Eren? Are you okay?" His worried expression tips me off the top. I can't speak. He turns to Hange after seconds go by with my silent response. "Don't fucking hurt him! Be easy and gentle, treat him like a child if you must." He ends his complaints with crossing his arms and sighing for a reason I don't know.
"Awwww levi must like you a lot if he wants me to be careful. Was he rough with you last night?" She whispers the last part but levi still hears. My groin twitches at the thought of him and me having sweet glorious se-... No I can't think of this right now. Clear your mind jaeger. Think of rats or something unattractive. Like women or the floors. But not levi no don't even look at him. And I do because I, of course, was tempted by my own self. When I look up at him I didn't mean to catch his eyes. The grey orbs were interesting and very attractive but a part of me couldn't help but feel...trapped in place by them too. And when his eyes looked into mine I was instantly mesmerized. My eyes widen as I inspect every little detail about them. The dots that were closer to his pupil, the dark grey that outlined his eye that grew lighter as it came closer to the center of his iris, and lastly but certainly not least the expression that were held in by just these two little objects. Pain, fear, sorrow, sadness, worry, hate, terror, and envy. All these emotions, such sad emotions too, could be seen in his eyes. Each emotion that had been placed there forever it seems must have a story. One I'm willing to hear or even better yearning to hear. Happiness, joy, and sensual were missing maybe because the moment certainly or just lacked a place in his eyes. But the more I stare deeply into them I can't help but have questions pop into my head. I'll have to figure them out another time. Maybe another time could be today, tomorrow, or some time else but I know I'll do whatever it takes to gain the stories that are held within these eyes. Fingers snap in my face awaking me from my current thoughts.
"Oh good you're not dead lets continue! Please take your pants off or have levi do it please." Hange leans away from me to dig in a bag. Take my pants off? Hell I can't even move hardly. So the next option was...levi. Oh hell this is gonna be embarrassing.
"So um levi could you um like help me take my pants off?" My sight dances across the room avoiding his eyes. But when a hand turns my chin forcing me to look into the grey orbs I'm forced to give in.
"You should look into your elders eyes when you speak to them." I laugh and lightly push his hand away.
"You can't be that old! You look not even a day older than...hmm sixteen I bet!" I guess. He raises an eyebrow and frowns. Lines form between his eyes and aura of I fucked up crosses the room.
"Sixteen? That's your best, jaeger? Try again, brat." His hand keeps my head from moving so I'm forced to continuing looking into his eyes.
"Um okay nineteen? Twenty-two?" Sweat drips off my forehead as his glare becomes worse.
"Older" his voice, oh shit, came out deep and scary. Shit shit shit. Hange hurry up!
"Twenty-five no twenty-eight?" He doesn't even blink so I take that as a no you dumbass.
"Thirty?" He blinks and releases my chin.
"Took you long enough. Brat" he adds as Hange pops back up and frowns when I'm not out of my pants. She points to my covered crotch and looks at levi for help. He sighs and runs his fingers over my thighs. My back arches a little from pain but mostly from the fire of his touch. Damn it felt good too. My pants suddenly become too tight when his fingers reach the zipper. It dawns on me that we he takes them off I'll be left in nothing. Since we're poor I can't afford to have any underwear. I also don't have time to ask Mikasa to make me any either. My zipper is pulled down showing some of my skin. Levi looks me in the eyes before sighing and rubbing the area between his closed eyes.
"Hange find us a blanket or something please." He huffs out as he sits back. Hange laughs and gets up, leaving to find some material.
"Um levi where's Mikasa and Armin?" I look around the room for the first time that day realizing that my family hasn't been here for awhile.
"Armin had to go to work and Mikasa is with jean." My eyes snap open and I attempt to stand. Pain erupts through my side though and I crash back onto the feathers and blankets.
"What the hell! Mikasa can't be over there, he'll touch her and make her pregnant!" Levi just shakes his head and then sits on me. A gasp leaves my mouth while a smirk covers his. Hange returns back with a cloth and just stares at levi before questioning him.
"Why are you sitting on Eren? He's not strong enough to be sat on yet." She comes back to my side and tightly pushes levi off. My crotch has now become even tighter. Oh no my face is heating up. This isn't good at all.
"If he thinks he can just get up and walk around then I don't see the difference in me sitting on him." His glare is directed at me. A shiver goes through my body creating goosebumps.
"But levi you're pretty heavy especially for a small guy." I cover my mouth to keep from laughing as Hange lifts her head up in victory.
"Eren what's that in you're pocket?" Levi asks, I immediately cover my crotch with my hands and look away. All my humor has been washed away.
With twitchy hands and heated cheeks I reply. "N-nothing just a- can we do this later? I'm tired and I think I should get some more rest." Levi nods his head before a smirk appears.
"So you're not horny?" Hange starts to laughing so hard that she'll probably die as levi smirks bigger and rest his hand on my upper thigh. Meanwhile I'm frozen aside from my erection which continues to rage on. Thanks penis I needed this today.
"N-no not at all. I'm simply tired that's all." I cough into my elbow and lay down. Maybe I won't have to be checked until later. Of course my dreams and hopes of being not discovered fail and crumble. Levi rolls his eyes and pulls my pants completely off, leaving me naked for all to see. My cheeks, ears, and forehead grow hot with embarrassment. Fuck me. Not literally of course! My hands for the most part cover my face. But I peek at them and my jaw drops. Levi and Hange are eyeing each other as they nod their heads in approval. Really!?
"I didn't think he'd be so.." Hange starts and trails off. Her eyes, even behind her glasses, are big and wide. Levi smirks "big. Hey Eren are you sure you're not horny? I can help if you'd like." He purrs. That grown ass man and his seducing abilities! Hange giggles and covers me with the cloth. Took her long enough.
"Eren I apologize for displaying your most private of parts. But nevertheless I did need to inspect them in order to see how bad those vile animals affected you." Hange formally apologizes. I simply nod my head and look back at levi.
"I'll have to deny your offer levi. I'm not..." I look away unable to find the right words. Levi however grins and takes my hand.
"For now Eren I'll listen. But once Hange leaves..." He trails off as his other hand slides across my stomach. My back arches and Hange stops looking over my legs.
"That's good enough. Eren you'll be fine as long as you rest for the next few days." She stands and gathers a bag I hadn't know was there.
"But I have to work for the family. It's not enough when just Armin works. I can't afford to stay home." I become flustered but levi starts to caress me, calming me down. Hange frowns and tilts her head to the side.
"Levi, stay with Eren for a few days I'll inform Erwin of you're situation. As for you Eren I'll lend you levi. But return him as good as new, ya got that?" She bows and smiles before departing. I look over to levi. I didn't agree to this. We're all alone and we really haven't been able to talk so I guess that would be a start, right? Okay hopefully I don't mess this up.
"S-so um when did you go get Hange?" I unintentional squeeze his hand that's intertwined with mine. He turns his gaze and attention towards me.
"Your sister woke me up this morning before she went over to Jeans. She seemed to be worried about me leaving you. But I came back," he holds our adjoined hands up and presses my hand against his cheek. Is he okay? I didn't upset him, did I? My eyes have widen but I ignore my worry and smile at him.
"Of course you came back. I enjoy your company levi, so please stay for awhile." Now it's his true to have widen eyes and a open mouth. Though this only lasts a second before he looks away from my eyes and his eyes go back to their regular state.
"I wasn't gonna leave you, brat. I'm not that mean and hateful." I sit up, sending some pain back into my body but I ignore it, and take the back of his head with my empty hand. I push him forward and tilt my own head so that our foreheads touch. His eyes widen again.
"You're not mean or hateful levi. I don't care who tells you that. Don't listen to them, just me. You're amazing," I move my hand to his cheek and start caressing him. "Handsome," my fingers trace circle patterns on his cheek then move to his neck. "Funny," I move my lips closer to his. "Mine" this wakes him up because he suddenly takes control and pushes me back on the pile I call a bed.
"You damn brat now you've made me horny. It can't be helped if I," he taps his chin then looks me straight in the eyes. "Punish you. Hmmm yes that sounds reasonable don't you agree?" He purrs as he climbs on top of me. I'm naked shit. I forgot okay this isn't gonna be bad right? I still have that cloth covering my- nope never mine levi just threw it off me. My face is hot, my boner has returned, and levi is in between my legs having a stare down with my penis. This situation can't get worse. It does. Mikasa knocks on the window breaking Levi's trance. He grumbles and huffs as he stands up and opens the window. His shoulders hang in disappointment. Luckily I have my hands covering myself as Mikasa climbs in. She takes one glance at the pissed off levi and me naked before walking I to the kitchen.
"I can explain Mikasa. Me and levi weren't...I had to undress... A doctor checked over me?" I try to explain when Mikasa returns. She shakes her head and hands me a piece of bread. I'm about to reach for it when I remember what's in my hands currently. She grimaces when she realizes and hands it to levi.
"I'm going to go sew some stuff. Don't have sex on our bed please. Go back to his house if you're going to do that." I cough as levi smirks.
"Eren lets go." He commands me but when I glare over at him he chuckles.
"Here let me help you." He pulls my pants up and touches every part of my skin as he does. When my pants hide enough I move my hands. Levi pulls my pants away as he peeks inside.