What makes a perfect wedding so... perfect? The flowers? The dress? Maybe its simply who's there that makes it so amazing. Since our love was forbidden, we were not allowed to have most of these luxuries. But we did get guests. Who came however turned our perfect wedding, the day that should have been the best day of my life, into the worst day of my life. Having my face beaten in, almost being raped, well even losing my mother did not compare to the pain that left an everlasting hole in my heart. I still have not fully recovered from this tragedy. Neither has Levi and he did not lose as much as me. So how does one have the most perfect wedding ever then?
"Eren shh don't worry, you're not the only one that is unfamiliar with wedding customs. I won't laugh if you forget to repeat the lines-" Levi grabs my hand, we sit in his carriage as it takes us to a church that Levi believes will let us have our wedding, the warmth calms me down enough to listen to him. "As long as you show me the same kindness when I forget my own lines." Levi's eyes flicker up to mine and swallow me whole. The grey orbs seem to shine in a new light, one I have yet to encounter, it looks as if the grey is surrounded by a dark navy blue. "Levi... I would never laugh at you, nor would I hurt you as the others have." I let my statement hang in the small, bare carriage, air waiting for levi to reply. His eyes widen and his lips quiver with shock, I was not meant to know about those last lovers.
"Never mind that we have bigger issues to deal with at the moment. It appears that we have reached our destination." Of course Levi would dodge that conversation. "I love you, Levi"
"And I love you, Eren." I hope he isn't worried that I'll just betray him like the last ones. Hopefully he believes me when I tell him I love him.
"Do you Levi Ackerman take, Eren Jaeger, to be your...Husband now and Forever?" The priest reads aloud from his book. Levi answers with I do but rolls his eyes when I'm the only one looking. Even though its only the three of us (the priest, me, and Levi) I still feel nervous that someone will come into the church in seek of refuge. "Do you Eren Jaeger take, Levi Ackerman, to be your Husband now and Forever?" I take a second to gulp and calm myself. "I do" two words is all it took to have sweat beating down my neck. Dear Lord please let no one find us. Levi will get sent to prison and I, to the guillotine. "Then I pronounce you as husband and... Husband. You are officially married now. Kiss the groom." Levi take one look at me and pulls me into his embrace. Like I was going to be able to overpower the great Levi and kiss him. His lips ghost over mine before I lean down and kiss him as deeply as possible. By the time we pull back for air, the priest looks between puking and crying in happiness. "Such love should not be forbidden, it shames me to see this as your fates. Take deep care to not be caught. Lying may be a sin but so is breaking true love, no matter who the lovers are or may be." We bid the priest a fair-well and thanks for allowing us to get married in his church. But the smiles on our faces disappear when we leave the safe haven. Outside, surrounding us, are not only some of Levi's soldiers but also some of my friends. Reiner and Bertholdt stand with their arms crossed in front of the whole crowd. Mikasa and Jean stand behind them with confused faces, they must know about as much as we do.
"Reiner whats the meaning of this?" I ask, trying to hide my anger but fail. "Whoa Eren calm down, its not my fault you two decided to become sinners. What did you think would happen if kept this up? Being disgusting animals and fucking like wild beasts would lead you down this path. We tried to warn you Eren I think I'm more disappointed in myself, if only I could have stopped this. And you Levi, how could you do this? Brain washing a child so you could use him for your evil needs. This is why These Two Must DIE." Reiner shouts for the whole crowd to hear. My eyes narrow and I slowly approach the man that I once called my friend. Levi commands the soldiers to walk away but none do. They do quiet down enough to hear his threats. But once Levi silences down, the crowd speaks back up again. Oblivious to me, the crowd argues with Reiner's ideas. Some believe that Levi should die and I live or the other way around. But my vision has gone red along with any other thought besides killing Reiner. Levi reaches out to grab me and pull me back into the church but I shove him down. Luckily no one pays attention to my actions, they're too busy fighting each other. Chaos has changed the mind set of all these soldiers, they're only thoughts are to kill me. But none of them get the chance. Reiner silences the crowd which causes everyone to stand still. Except me. My fist knocks itself right into Reiners jaw thus causing him to hit the hard ground. I turn to Bertholdt and send a kick his way, he manages to dodge it but when I grab his hair and pull down his face meets my knee. Theres a loud crack noise as Bertholdt's nose breaks. I hardly even feel anything as I push him off of me, his face slams into the ground. Blood begins to pile up around Bertholdt, if no one moves him he'll drown. I think that would be okay, he doesn't deserve to be saved he ruined my day and more than likely my life. If Levi dies I will find each and every one of these soldiers and end them.
"Wow I didn't think you'd attack me." Reiner voices his thoughts as he stands, his fists ready for a fight. I turn back to him, red leaks back into my vision. The crowd of soldiers start to chant but I'm unable to make out what they say. Levi hasn't moved make its from shock or just in understanding. If he hides, he can sneak out. I can't leave with him I have something to take care of. In a blink of an eye Reiner comes after me in a fit of raged. I hold nothing back as I attack him. Our fists hit each other, in the jaws, or the stomach anywhere that will hurt the other. People scream and others shout but I'm unable to focus of anyone but Reiner now. He must pay. With blood or his life. The fight seems to continue for hours, my body aches and I begin to move slower. Reiner has slowed down to but he still moves faster than me, he continues to hit me and attack me. I get up each time after I fall but I move slower than the last. The screams and shouts grow vividly louder over a few seconds but it takes me to long to notice them. Its not until I feel a sharp, white burning pain in my chest that I finally recognize what was being chanted. "Shoot the Demon Kill Hell's Angel" I crumble to the ground and shortly after that Levi holds me in his arms, he caresses my cheeks and pushes the stands of my hair out of my eyes. I look up at him and smile, at least they won't hurt him but what of Reiner? What will he do to my love after I leave? I can't let him hurt Levi. I turn my head to look for Reiner but find his body laying oddly-still some feet away from my own. Then I notice the dark red fluid that surrounds him. Its the same liquid that covers my chest. Am I dying? Some blood escapes my lips and slithers down my jaw to my neck. My eyes start to grow heavy but I blink to keep them open. Levi needs me right now. But when my eyes find his a dark feeling crosses over me. Levi no longer has blue surrounding the grey or even any feelings in his eyes. Those beautiful eyes look so distant that I can no longer see anything. No feelings no pain.
What will become of Levi if he hides his pains? I'll never be able to read his expressions again if he does that. With a new feeling of determination, I reach up and touch his cheek this of course sends shocking pain through my arm and chest. "Don't do this to me. You're hiding your emotions again. I don't want you to do that, please I need to know whats going on in that head of yours." The lights start to fade from my view and I know that I'm about to fall asleep. But before I fall under I feel wet drops land on my cheeks as someone screams my name. My hand hits the ground and the world leaves me behind in my own darkness.