Hey guys! Here is another chapter. I know I'm a bit late on this post... so enjoy some doccubus love! As always- please review and let me know your thoughts :)
Lauren rolled her eyes in annoyance as she walked by everyone in the Dal in a desperate attempt to get to Bo's guestroom without causing a complete scene. As she avoided everyone's glare and made her way down the stairs to the guestroom, she could feel her mates stomping feet and quick breaths behind her.
"Do you have to act like such an animal all the time?" Lauren asked while throwing her bag on Bo's bed and making her way to the bathroom.
"I act like an animal all the time?" Bo questioned in annoyance. "I haven't heard from my girlfriend all day and when I finally get to see her, she comes in smelling like another woman and doesn't even bother to say hi!"
"I have spent the entire day with the Morrigan. Telling her lies, covering up that we are bonded and continuing to be under cover for you and Trick. All so I can save our asses, protect the woman I love and attempt to find an end to all of this madness!" Lauren yelled while pulling back the shower curtain to run the water. "The last thing I wanted was to come back to a territorial, overprotective and claiming Succubus."
"I...I'm none of those things!" Bo studdard as she followed Lauren back into the bedroom. She was at a loss for words. She knew being territorial was in her nature, but she never thought that she would ever become an overbearing animal. "You're not even going to look at me?" Bo questioned as her eyes flared blue. The doctor didn't answer- she just continued to take off her blouse and pants and fold them neatly on Bo's bed. Bo stared intently at the doctor. Lauren was clearly ignoring her so the only way to get a good read on her mate was to tune into her aura. The doctor was definitely burning up, but for the first time since they had reunited, Bo could not tell if it was out of lust or anger. How could they spend days locked up in Lauren's office showing each other their true passion and love- just to end up like this. Did those days mean the same for Lauren? Did Lauren care for Evony? Is Lauren feeling trapped as a mate in this bond that neither of them remember performing, never mind choosing? Bo began to get lost in her thoughts.
"I'm going to go shower." Lauren stated while briskly walking by Bo towards the bathroom. In a last ditch attempt to reach her mate, Bo followed Lauren into the bathroom.
"Talk to me." Be demanded while closing the bathroom door behind them. "I'm not leaving this bathroom until you talk to me. I can't read you. Your aura- it's confusing. It's like your body is here with me, but your soul, your thoughts, your emotions- everything that makes you who you are and everything that makes me connect to you is gone."
Ignoring the running water of the shower, Lauren walked over to the sink and placed both hands on the counter in annoyance. "I don't want to talk, Bo." She said in an even voice without making eye contact with the upset succubus. "All we ever do is talk. All everyone around here ever does is talk about us, talk about our memories- what they were, what they are now..." Lauren turned her body, finally looking at Bo. "We've talked about our mating, our bond, feeding, pregnancy, hormones, Dyson, Kate, Kenzi, the Morrigan, Trick- we've TALKED, Bo!" Lauren raised her voice as she began to approach the shock stricken succubus. "The one thing I'm beginning to realize is that I'm a servant here. Here in this room with you. Up there with Trick and Dyson and obviously with Evony. I play undercover for you." Lauren stated, inches away from Bo's glare. "I play undercover for Evony. I play doctor for everyone and I play a lover for you and Evony." Lauren continued.
At a loss for words, Bo stood there- inches away from her mate who now seemed lifetimes away. "You're not my lover...you're my mate. What about all of those days we spent together in your apartment..." Bo scrambled.
"We fucked, Bo." Lauren stated matter-of-factly while unbuckling her bra and continuing to step out of her panties. "We fucked, we claimed, we fed. We gave into our hunger and we gave into our needs. You can lust for someone a lot easier than you can love someone." Lauren confirmed while stepping away from Bo and placing a foot into the shower. "Lust is a desire. It's something that is fed and tended to. Lust is temporary; a craving. Love...love is inherent. Love is something that is not chosen and not easily given. To be in love or to give into love is letting yourself feel. It's letting yourself feel adoration, feel devotion, feel vulnerability and deep affection all at the same time. Love is your mind finally confirming what your body and soul has already known. It's love, Bo. It's life in it's fullest form." Lauren finished, closing the shower curtain behind her.
Bo couldn't move. She felt like the world moved, but she didn't move with it. Her breathing became labored and her senses were thrown off. She leaned her back against the cool tile of the bathroom and closed her eyes in an attempt to right herself. She loved Lauren, she knew she did. Her love for Lauren seemed like the only thing she did know. Regardless of her memory loss and the complete disaster the life was currently in, she knew she loved Lauren because she felt it consume her.
"Why can't Lauren feel my love for her?" She thought while banging the back of her head against the wall in frustration. "Why does she think I fuck her when I'm actually showing my love physically for her?" Just as the succubus was to bang her head again, she stood straight up and opened her eyes in realization. "I love her. Me." She quickly whispered to herself as she tore her clothes off; suddenly excited that she decided to go commando today.
Bo swiftly walked over to the shower and opened the curtain slowly. She gently stepped into the shower and braced herself for Lauren's reaction. As soon as she closed the curtain behind her, she was met with Lauren's perfectly toned and beautifully smooth backside. She could feel her hunger growing and her succubus began to emerge. She took a few deep breaths to calm herself before taking a step towards Lauren. She was going to make love with her mate- without the succubus. She was going to feel and touch Lauren despite what her cravings were telling her to do. Bo gently stepped under the water and ghosted the back of the doctor's body. She knew that Lauren was aware of her presence. She sensed her mates aura fluctuate the moment she stood behind her.
Taking this as a good sign, Bo molded herself to the back of the doctor's body. She wrapped her arms around her mate and let her face nuzzle the side of Lauren's neck. The warm water ran down their bodies in a calming trance. Bo closed her eyes and began to let herself feel. She felt her mates claiming breaths between her breasts and the way Lauren's soft skin felt under her finger tips. She let herself feel the water making rhythmic patterns on their bodies as each droplet coated them in a warm blanket. Bo kissed Lauren's neck, allowing herself to taste her mate. Every kiss she placed was meaningful; purposeful. She could feel Lauren relax with every touch. As she continued to kiss her mate, she let her fingertips discover Lauren's body for what felt like the first time. She let her hands slide up the doctor's perfectly rounds breasts and squeezed them tenderly while taking a loving nip at her ear. She felt Lauren's moan through every pore in her body and continued her relentless exploration while Lauren braced herself with two hands against the shower wall.
Lauren's aura was burning. Bo could finally feel her mate again, even as her eyes remained closed. She felt the doctor further, letting her hands, lips and fingertips map out and touch every inch of her. She could feel the doctor's arousal growing stronger as Lauren rubbed her toned ass against the front of her. Bo felt the succubus banging on every in of her, trying to break free, trying to claim and dominate. Bo tightened her grip on Lauren's hips; willing the succubus back into her cage. She took ragged breaths as she rocked her center up and down Lauren's ass, feeling the soft warm flesh and warm water coat her core. With every thrust of her hips, the succubus became harder to control. Afraid that her grip on Lauren would become too tight, she twirled the doctor around in one swift motion. Bo connected with Lauren's lips immediately, engulfing both of them in a passionate kiss. She pushed Lauren against the back wall of the shower and placed her hands on either side of her body; gripping at the wet tiles behind her. She felt the doctor's hands slide down her back as she placed desperate kisses on her neck. Bo's breathing became labored as she gripped at the wall and fought the need to claim her mate. She knew she wasn't going to be able to keep this up much longer, but she wanted to make love to Lauren. Determined, Bo removed her clenched hands from the tile and tenderly kissed Lauren's lips; finally opening her eyes to Lauren.
"Your eyes...they're brown..." Lauren observed worriedly. She cupped Bo's face and gently nipped at her lower lip which caused the succubae's eyes to flare momentarily.
Bo closed her eyes once more and reined in her animalistic instincts. "I want to feel you." She admitted while staring at Lauren with her now brown eyes. Without breaking eye contact, Bo grabbed the doctors right leg and propped it on the side of the shower. She slid her hand over the doctor's thigh and continued to map her way to the Lauren's center. Holding the doctors gaze, Bo slid two fingers into Lauren's core and watched as she threw her head back and moaned in satisfaction. Bo rested her lips on Lauren's while she continued to thrust in and out of the doctor in long fluid motions. Lauren's moans were echoing off every wall in the shower, causing Bo to grip at the slick tiles for control as she continued to bury herself into her mate.
"Don't stop." Lauren whispered into Bo's lips as she continued to grind into her mates fingers. Bo knew Lauren was coming undone. Her succubus was prowling under her skin, sensing her mates forthcoming orgasm. She needed to claim, she needed to feed and to taste her mates essence. Lauren's movements became more frantic against her thrusts as Bo clenched harder against the tiles; burying her head into her mates neck. With three more quick thrusts, Lauren came undone- echoing her approval as she sunk against the front of Bo. Bo released her epic grip on the tile and kissed her mate intimately. She did it- she fought her animalistic desires and loved her mate.
"That was...amazing." Lauren whimpered against Bo's lips. "How did you do that..." she questioned while letting the now cool water rinse their bodies off.
"Apparently control is a lot easier than I thought." Bo laughed out in a half smile.
Lauren stared at her quizzically, but decided that she was to exhausted to pursue the matter. "Let's shut this water off and get into bed- it's freezing." Lauren said while turning around to shut off the water. " Bo..." Lauren trailed off. "What happed to all of the tiles back here..."