The next two days of training went like they normally would and then when Thursday rolled around I decided that I wasn't going to go. Colby kissing me had been a huge surprise and to be honest even though I liked him I didn't like that he kissed me. Sure the kiss was nice, the only kisses I had had in the last seven or so months since Declan had passed away were kisses of sympathy at Declan's funeral and from the twins. I wasn't ready for something like that and even if I was I hardly even knew Colby!

New Text Message from Colby

-Where are you?

New Text Message from M

-Everything ok G?

New Text Message from Lara

-Baaaabe I miss you, are the twins sick?

I sighed and threw my phone on to the bed. It was eight thirty on Thursday night and I was meant to be at training but instead I was in my room putting my phone on it's charger and then I was going to try and put Isla to bed. Her sleeping patterns had been out of whack for the past few days, she'd sleep amazing one night and the next night she'd be up three times and the night after that she's sleep half way through and then wake up screaming. Sophia and I had put it down to teething so we had decided that we would test out some medication and something for gums before bed. We also decided to put Tynan to bed first, that kid can sleep through anything. He's just like his father.

Once Isla was in bed I had a cup of tea and a short chat with Sophia and then decided to hit the hay. I was beyond exhausted with all this stuff going on in my life right now. Training was awesome, my friends here were awesome but I didn't like the stuff that had been coming up on my twitter feed and definitely did not like the fact that Colby was acting like nothing had happened. He had texted me during the week about the tweet that he sent out that was meant to defuse all the rumors about him and myself but it had just made it worse. When I didn't respond he called me and when I didn't answer he made Marek call me to see if I was alive.

To say that I was avoiding Colby was an understatement. I was scared to confront him about this. I knew it was just one little kiss but I thought that he'd have at least a little more tact when it came to something like kissing me. I had pretty much told him my life story in the car on the way to Chicago on Saturday; I had told him that I was still hurting. I had pretty much said to him that I had two priorities in my life now, number one were my children and number two was providing for my children which is why I had come to Moline to try and get myself an opportunity at a big wrestling company.

I didn't want something like Colby favoring me to get in my way of achieving my dreams so I had decided to avoid him at all costs. This didn't really happen because at ten o'clock the next morning he knocked on my front door and I answered. It hadn't even occurred to me that he might just rock up at my house, after all he did know where I lived. "Hey." He smiled at me when I answered the door Tynan and Isla close behind me.

"Uh, hi." I looked at him with a confused face.

"I thought I'd drop by and see if everything was alright, you didn't answer my text last night." He says as he runs his hands through his hair nervously.

"Everything is fine," I deadpan. It's not like I'm not happy to see him, he obviously cares about his students, I'm just not sure if I like the way he cares.

"How come you didn't come to training?" He asks.

"I was busy." I tell him stupidly, I hadn't really planned that far ahead with the whole excuse for not even telling anyone that I wasn't going to training. I turn around and walk down the hallway picking up Tynan as I go. Colby follows and closes the front door behind him and picks up a grinning Isla as he goes.

"Georgia is everything ok?" He asks with a frown. My being short with him had given it away that I was not really upset but a bit uncomfortable with what happened the other day. He had made me think, obviously not on purpose, that I was the reason he broke up with his girlfriend and then he had kissed me. I wasn't sure if he did it to make himself feel better because he had just broken up with his girlfriend or if it was something else. I just like it the way it happened and the fact that it happened so soon.

"Everything is fine." I say with my back to him while I lean over and put Tynan in the play pen and walk away while he does the same with Isla.

"No it's not you can't even look at me." He says. "You're avoiding me aren't you?" He says casually as he sits down on the couch.

"So what if I am avoiding you?" I shrug my shoulders. God I feel like the biggest bitch right now.

"Is it because I kissed you on Sunday?" He asks but doesn't let me finish. "Look I'm sorry if I freaked you out, it's not something that I do ever, I'm not even sure why I did it but I like you." He explains.

"Yes I'm freaked out! My husband died seven months ago and you think it's ok to kiss me after knowing me for what? Two weeks? I'm sorry if I gave you the wrong impression but I am here to get a job, not for some whirlwind romance, ok?" I completely flip out and walk up the hallway away from the twins and Colby. I'm so glad Sophia isn't here right now she'd be a little bit concerned.

We had had the moving on from Declan conversation but I knew I wasn't ready for that, I knew it would be a long time until I was ready for that. Colby followed me up the hallway and I stopped outside my bedroom door. "I'm sorry." He mumbles and kisses my cheek quickly and leaves without another word. Yep biggest bitch ever.

I went back to training the week after and on Wednesday night after avoiding the subject of where I was last Thursday Marek pulls me in to office the minute I get there. "What's going on?" He crosses his arms as he stares at me intently.

"With what?" I cock an eyebrow curiously.

"Don't give me that G, I know something happened." He says with the same cocked eyebrow I gave him seconds earlier.

I huff and sit down on the car opposite the desk and Marek sits in front of me on the desk. "It's nothing really; it was just me being stupid." I dismiss but I know that I'm not leaving this office until I tell him what really happened.

"G…"

"Colby kissed me." I blurt.

"He what?!" Marek's eyes widened.

"Don't make me say it again, Marek."

"When did this happen?"

"On Sunday right before he left my house after dropped me up. He literally just kissed me and jumped in to his car and drove off." I explained.

"I'll talk to him. Don't let him being an idiot stop you from training. I don't want you missing any more sessions unless it's really necessary." He tells me with a stern tone and I nod my head.

"Don't go too hard on him, he came over last Friday and I already yelled at him." And made him sad…

When I left the office I quickly got ready for class and warmed up with Lara who was wondering out loud why I had pretty much been dragged in to the office by Marek. "What's going on?" She asked curiously.

I decided that I could trust Lara so we stopped running with the rest of the guys and I pulled her to the side. "Colby kissed me." I hadn't even told Sophia that he had kissed me. I don't know why I was so worried, I knew that she loved me and she wouldn't judge me.

"Oh my god. Are you ok?" To be honest I was really surprised with her reaction.

"I'm fine now but I did freak out and when he came to see me on Friday I yelled at him." I tell her and frown. I'm not an angry person and I've become especially placid since I had the twins.

"Aw babe, I'm sorry you don't deserve that. You told him everything didn't you?" I nod my head in response. "He's a dick."

"He's not, I feel bad for treating him like that but after all the stuff I told him about Declan I would have thought that he'd know it was a no go zone."

We continued running after that and when we got to the ring to start the class every one but me turned around to see Colby walk through the door. Even Marek was shocked and it wasn't because he wasn't expecting him. It was who he dragged through the door with him. "Hey guys, surprise visitor tonight. This is Zarah Schreiber." He said as he climbed in to the ring.

I rushed this chapter because I have to go and pick up my friend from work but that last scene was what gave me the idea for this story. Thank you guys for reading, following, favoriting and reviewing! I appreciate it more than words can describe. Hope you enjoyed!