A/n sorry for such a late update, things happen in life that you can't stop, and I haven't had a lot of free time lately, but I am not abandoning the story, an abuse story isn't all that easy to write at times, even with back up material, you will learn more about Beth is chapter thank you for reading lovely readers, who ever has had the patience to stick to the story, reviews welcome. ox

Rating M

trigger warnings; mentions of past sexual and physical abuse, course language. If you don't wish to read memory skip down a little until end of memory.

chapters being edited with help of my beta.

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chapter 5; survivor.

Beth rode into town she left just be dawn needing to get out of the house after last nights nightmare, anyway from everyone, her father, sister and the watchful eyes and questioning looks from Rick and his group Beth know or didn't trust any of them and as soon as the boy was better no doubt her father would send them on their way. She needed to get away from her father Especially, Hershel is patient but only up to a point and he knows Beth hasn't told him everything, what was she suppose to say to her father? That it went as far as Liam's father as well? That was more to it than torture there was also sexual abuse with liam's dad, Beth couldn't do that to her father she would rather not relive it. Admit it to herself, living with and coming to terms with she was a sex slave was hard enough but admitting to her family was heartbreaking.

To please liam then please his father making an arrangement they made between themselves, she satisfied them both she had no choice in the matter. She maybe never will or can tell her father or Maggie what really happen to her, reliving everything touch of liam and his father and detail of what they liked every time she closed her eyes, reliving and haunting in her dreams, picturing and feeling Liam's fathers hands over her, him pressing inside of her, her made her feel sick and shutter. They both claimed and branded her, she was their personal satisfaction.

Sometimes all she would remember is crawling in to bed, exhausted physically and emotionally blocking out the rest, they came in and or only Nathan Liam's father came in, when it was both they took turns until late into the night Liam's father came in last every time, when it was only his father he took his time every time, it was torture to Beth she just wanted it to be over. Liam was more about the physical pain. sometimes would feel like sex after but often not, while his father was more about the sexual pleasure. His own satisfaction and getting into Beth's pants and would get Beth at least 2- 3 times a day. After a while a deal was made.

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"you and I will come to an agreement of our own shall we?, no doubt you are a smart girl Beth, you know what I want, don't you? And what I will do to get it? Beth nodded "Good Beth," he moved closer "your sweet tight pussy and that ass of your will please me I think? Don't you think? Taking both holes may seem greedy considering my son, but that can be changed, and it seems such a waste to not to use a perfectly tight body like yours properly, so I will control my son his temper and in return I get a taste, you will open your legs for me, your sweet tight pussy and tight ass of yours will be mine when I desire it, you will please me when you here and will sleep over every second weekend and leaving later every evening"

she was unable to move was she really going to do this? Risk it to stop the pain as often, was he going to keep his word and control his son or use her like liam did? But she was against the wall and He was already undoing his pants and pushed Beth further against the wall.

"let see how tight you are, you may be a good little slut yet,"

Beth closed her eyes as she felt his tip teasing her entrance rubbing himself against her groaning

"so tight and wet, you like this don't you? And a bet you ass is going to be even tighter, Like the feeling don't you?, Mmm soo good, such a good slut aren't you? Never going to sick of this. I am going to bend you over or your going to ride my cock every chance I get you to my self? As long as you keep quiet and open these legs of yours for me, liam will be dealt with" and not long after that he entered her in one quick move, Beth gasped in pain, he was too big and impatient he never did prepare her as he groaned in satisfaction.

Then after a while of moving and out of her. He moved to her ass slowly entering her. "yes you will do nicely, do you feel good yet Beth?" Beth bit her lip as he entered her deeper, "Mmm so tight, all mine, don't worry, I will fill both holes equally. I will make you my little slut. when I am done with you will asking me for more. Even when and if your are not with my son any more you will always belong to me as the deal still stands. This is a long term agreement I claim you when I wish and I see fit, your body will belong to me until I say otherwise. but I don't that is going to happen. you will always belong to me Beth always."

he continued to moving in and out of her, all Beth do do was think of some where else. Feeling his hot breath on her and his growling moans, think of anywhere else but here.

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Beth didn't have a choice, she was to serve one or the other, father or son, so she pleased the father and he kept his word, the torture happened less and less and eventually stopped, but the demand of the father became more constant. Beth shivered at the memory. She did found herself wanting more and she cursed and hated her self for it.

If they came back. If they were out there alive she would like to think she would tell them both to go to hell.

Shuttering again Pushing her thoughts aside she looked for what she came for it was her comfort sometimes it didn't help but when it did she would rest and close her eyes unafraid sleeping pills became her only weapon against the memories she would rather forget. And pain killers against the pain she got sometimes from old scars.

Beth was grateful to Maggie but Maggie could only do so much with out their father knowing. And another thing was her mother use to make sun catchers, she needed her mother now more the ever, and needed a reminder of her to know she wasn't alone because she knew if Liam or Nathan came back she may not be able to say what she wanted to say she may not have the strength and they will get their way again she didn't want to be controlled again especially by Nathan.

Then Beth was stopped by moaning up road only to be knocked off her horse.

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Maggie came out of the house looking for her father "Dad. have you seen Beth? I went to check on her and she wasn't there"

Hershel at those words, dropped what was doing and helped Maggie look for his daughter, after an hour they ran out of places they thought she would be and worry started to set in for both, by lunch time they were starting to panic, it wasn't like Beth to be gone this long with out at least letting them know where she was going.

Maggie went to Rick and his group

"you guys haven't seen Beth by any chance have you? We haven't seen her all day and she doesn't usually leave without telling us where she is going. We're beginning to worry. "

Rick was the first to speak "when did you see her last".

Maggie hesitated for a few moments, she hasn't seen Beth since last night she stopped her father from barging in and demanding Beth to talk to him, another thing she noticed was Beth nightmares were getting worse, she was really starting to worry for her sister but she promised herself not to push her until she was ready.

"not since last night. But she is usually the first up every morning."

the group was silent again, before each of said they hadn't seen her. It took not long after for something to come to Maggie,

"oh Beth, please tell me you didn't" not long after Maggie started running for the house stable, only to find a horse missing "shit" Maggie turned to see Rick and some of the group behind her,

"Maggie?" Maggie saw her father move around the group, "is there something your not telling me?" Maggie sighed

"there a little creek, just out side the town through the trees she goes there sometimes, for pictures and it has some of Annette's glass sun catchers, it where she goes to get away"

Hershel closes his eyes "don't tell my it's the one near the pharmacy?" Maggie nodded

"I told you not to press things" Hershel was about to answer when Shane cut in

"don't tell me you were stupid enough to let her go into place where the place is full of walkers?" Maggie glared at Shane but said nothing.

"shit, great, that's just great. why don't wave a banner while your at it, telling where we are."

Rick stepped forward "enough, you have do so much for us, so I will go and find Beth"

Carol steppe forward "your stopping the search for my daughter to looking for, his daughter? some we don't even know, how is that fair I am not going anywhere without finding my daughter"

rick raised his hands "no one is calling off anything, but a town of walkers, every thing he has done for us..."

Daryl pipped up "Ricks right, it ain't right, I'm in, I can track her"

carol walked off before anything else was said, Shane scoffed and soon followed behind Carol.

Maggie moved forward "I'll go with you" Hershel moved forward "No, you won't there a re things we need to discuss". Maggie sighed and followed her father, which raised my questions in the group but none were asked, it wasn't their business really no one pushed ether except maybe Shane but Rick will have to deal with it if and when they came to it, but it really wasn't a mater of time just a matter of when.

Later that day Daryl and Rick set off to look for Beth, Lori didn't argue which surprised Rick but everything they had done for them this was the least they would do and Lori understood that.

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meanwhile Beth had escaped being thrown off her horse, the were a whole lot of them, were these what they called walkers? They all went for her, gabbing her, she had killed two before holing herself up in a corner store, but she didn't know how long it will hold or how she had been there, but she was felling pretty stupid right now, for not telling anyone where she was going.

She just hoped some would see she was missing and come looking, with that there was a loud bang Beth breath caught in her throat as she ran toward the part where the walkers were trying to get in pressing against it, she hoped someone would get in time to help her.

A/n; sorry about this chapter I honesty wasn't sure where to go. But, stay tuned to see what happens to Beth, will Rick and Daryl get to her in time? See in next chapter. Until then lovely reads thanks for reading. Reviews always welcome ox