Summary: What if Anakin was not the only one who fell in love? What if Master Jedi, Obi Wan Kenobi is hiding something from his past? What if everything he is not telling is all about a girl?

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Disclaimer: I own the plot! That's just about it.

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When can my heart beat again
When does the pain ever end
When do the tears stop from running over
When does 'you'll get over it' begin

It went on for another three days, we saw each other. I know it is wrong. It would be unfair, for both me and her. But the time I see her was the time I did not feel miserable. But the time for me to leave is nearing and I know I should put a stop on our daily rendezvous with the past. What we were back then before I was a Jedi and before she was a Senator were all from the past. We can never be together.


I hear what you're sayin'
But I swear that it's not making sense
So when can I see you

"Julia…" I began.

"I know" she said before I can even continue what I was about to say. She smiled her sad smile again and walked up to me. She put her hand on my cheek and we just stood there, looking at each other and before I even knew what I was doing, my lips came crushing on to her.


When can I see you again
When can my heart beat again
When can I see you again
And when can I breathe once again
And when can I see you again

That night I couldn't sleep. After what happened in the garden we bid each other goodbye, agreeing not to see each other again before I left. I did not agree at first but she begged me not to see her and as much as I wanted to see her and spend time with her as much as I could, I know in the end that it will hurt her. I can't do that, not again. So I agreed.


When does my someday begin
When I'll find someone again
And what if I still am not truly over
What am I supposed to do then

Please hear what I'm sayin'
Even if, if it's not making sense
So when can I see you

(Julia): I got up to close the window as the chill of the night air came in. I can't sleep and it's all because of him. I wanted to see him but I know I must not. It would hurt too much when he finally leaves... again.

I saw her get up to close the window I opened. I guess I'm not the only one who couldn't sleep. I stepped out of the shadows as she reached the window.

"Ben!" she gasped. "What…What are you doing here?"

"I wanted…needed to see you again." I answered stepping up to her and holding her against me. She instantly melted in my arms; I looked down to see her smiling up at me.

Please hear what I'm sayin'
Even if, if it's not making sense
So when can I see you

We made love that night. And then, the time for me to leave came.

"I love you, Julia."

"I love you too" she said, tears in her voice.

"Don't cry. Please don't cry." I said holding her in my arms. "I will come back for you. I promise when this is all over I will come back for you"

And with one last kiss, he was gone. The war is not over; it may not be over for a long time. I just received word that the Jedi Council had been destroyed and that Jedi's were getting hunted and killed. The Dark side of the force had won. I don't know if I'll be able to see him again, but those last words he said to me will always keep me strong. He will fulfill his promise; he will come back for me… he will come back to see his son.

FIN.

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A/N: My first Star Wars fic. I hope you all like it. I know it's kinda sad but I wrote it to match my melancholic mood. Please don't forget to REVIEW!Thanks!