AN: Goooooooooooooooooooooooooood evening my Imperial Storm Army! So a little while ago someone was outside our house and I think they snapped a picture of it or our neighbors...ain't no way I'm sleeping tonight! *Angry wolf growls/snarls* Anyways. I've been watching the live action version of Alice in Wonderland, and I think I came up with a story...*headtodesk* I'll probably write it anyways. I have a Criminal Minds fic I did years ago, where Reids in Wonderland. So maybe I'll put Sam in Wonderland and see what happens. Should be hilarious! At least I think it would be...what about y'all? Yay or nay for Sam in Wonderland? Let me know! Anyways, this is the chapter where you find out if Sam is secretly injured or if he's already dead. Remember this is a temporary death fic, so Sam won't be dead long. So what do you say? Let's get going!

Ruby-Oh boy! Better scoot back before you fall off! Lol

Rafaela Amanda-Poor Sammy. He'll be alright. You'll see ;) At least Lucifer's dead!

spnfanforlife-Sammy will be alright! Onwards!

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It's My Time To Go Home

"Care to run that by me again?" Dean asked folding his arms across his chest.

"Lucifer's dead. I summoned him and killed him." Sam said.

"But how Sam?" Bobby asked.

Sam took a deep breath and told them everything. He left nothing except for one little detail. But he would come back to it later. He just hoped everyone wouldn't give him any grief about. He inwardly scoffed at that, but it wasn't like he wasn't going to tell them. He was. He just needed to figure out how and how to word it properly without being so blunt. He then rolled his eye inwardly as well. Knowing him it'll come down to the blunt way. After he finished his tale he looked away not wanting to see their faces. He didn't want to see their looks of disappointment, hatred, or anything of that nature. He just couldn't bear it.

"How could you be so stupid Sam!?" Dean demanded.

"I'm not stupid." Sam muttered.

"Obviously you are! You went after Lucifer, by yourself! You could've been killed!" Dean shouted.

Sam flinched at the word killed.

"Sam, you alright?" Bobby asked.

"I'm fine." Sam dismissed.

"Oh no you don't son. You don't get to do that! Are you hurt?" Bobby demanded.

Sam looked at Bobby and saw the worried look again and was seriously confused. Why did he look like that? Cas held a similar look and so did Dean, though Dean still had anger in his eyes. Which was understandable, but he wasn't suppose to get this far. He was just going to tell them what happened and leave. But they were worried about something. He knew it wasn't about him, how could it be? After he was at fault for letting Lucifer free in the first place, he had to be one to put him down. So he did. So why the looks. He was horribly confused and it was making him uncomfortable.

"Sam?" Dean snapped.

Sam jumped and snapped out of his thoughts.

"I'm not hurt Bobby." Sam said.

"Sure. That's why you spaced out." Bobby threw back.

"Bobby I promise I'm alright." Sam swore.

Sam closed his eyes for a moment and felt something. Something cold touched his shoulder. He opened his eyes, and didn't see anything. He felt it again and heard a whisper in his ear. It was Death himself! His time was up. He had to go. Death whispered in his ear to make his amends and then say goodbye. It was his time. But he wasn't ready to go yet. He thought he was, but he wasn't.

"I have to go." Sam whispered.

"Go where?!" Dean demanded.

"You don't need me Dean. Not anymore. You don't even want me around, so how can you ask that?" Sam asked softly.

"What?!" Dean asked. "Sam what are you talking about?"

"You're free now Dean. You don't have to worry about me anymore. Besides you were the one who told me to 'pick a hemisphere'" Sam said.

Dean looked at Sam and sighed in defeat. Sam was right. He caught him there. But then after what happened with him and his trip to the future, he was going to call Sam and have them meet, but he wasn't able to reach him. He didn't mean to sound so rude earlier, but he was frustrated that Sam ignored him.

"Sammy, I want you here." Dean said.

"No you don't." Sam said.

Dean sighed again and explained everything to Sam. When he was done Sam told him that it didn't matter, he wasn't worth anything and that; he and Bobby could get on with their lives. Dean shook his head and told Sam that, that wasn't true and he was sorry he made him feel that way. Castiel even apologized for his part in everything. Sam mentioned he was confused by all this. Dean growled and reminded Sam that he was loved.

"So you still love me...even after everything..?" Sam asked softly.

"Yeah you knucklehead." Dean smiled.

Sam smiled back but then frowned when the touch came back. Death was ready to take him away.

"I still have to go." Sam whispered.

"Why Sam? Where are you going?" Dean demanded.

"Death. Why are you here?" Cas suddenly asked.

"To take Samuel of course." Death said.

Dean and Bobby demanded answers and Death appeared. Death told them that it was Sam's time to go.

"But Sammy isn't dead!" Dean shouted standing protectively in front of Dean.

"Dean." Sam said.

Dean turned to Sam and saw a look of sorrow.

"Sammy?"

"I'm dead Dean." Sam said softly.

So if you guessed that Sam was already dead, you were right! My poor baby.

Until Next Time! *Thinks about Sam in Wonderland...laughs so hard I'm crying*