A/N: This chapter contains SMUT if you don't want to read that part you are welcome to skip … my fellow Alpha Fans. :)
It's been a week and three days since Yukimura and Sanada broke up. Both of them felt that life is not worth living for if you're not going to spend it with the one you love, the one you deserve.
Both wished that they were just in a dream, that it was just a mere nightmare, that they would wake up soon in each other's arms.
Sanada went to the office of the Vice President for Academics, talked to him and signed the contract. Before he left the office, the VPA asked, "Sanada-Sensei, what changed your mind? The last time we talked you were not interested to study in New York. I was going to send Shiraishi-Sensei instead of you."
"Hai, it's true that I am not interested. But things have changed, like relationship and promises." He said trying to sound optimistic. "I hope this opportunity will be a good decision, I hope it will make me forget what I need to forget." Sanada then left the office and proceeded to the faculty room.
Yukimura went back to work in the advertising company that he's working with. Going to work very early and leaving for work very late so that he will just sleep at night. Tiring himself so that he can focus and will not slip and think about Sanada. He really miss the stoic man, but he can't see him anymore. They promised that none of them will contact each other anymore, and he agreed.
~Flashback~...
As Yukimura and Sanada lay in bed hugging each other, no one wanting to let go.
"Seiichi, I think you should get home. Your family might be looking for you." Sanada said although he is just lying he doesn't want Yukimura to go home. He wants to savor the remaining hours he had with the bluenette.
"No! I don't want to! I don't want to leave… Please don't make me leave Genichirou! Let me be with you a little longer." Yukimura hugged Sanada tighter, tears in the eyes are visible. Sanada pat the bluenette's head, "Actually, I don't want you to leave, because after you step out of this house we cannot see and contact each other anymore."
"What?! Why? You can look after me, we can still be best friends, you can't leave me with him! I don't know him!" Yukimura protested.
"I know that. We started as strangers as well, you mother's right you need to know him more."
"But… but... I don't want to." Yukimura sat up facing Sanada.
"Be fair to me Seiichi! Don't you think that I'm not hurting? Letting you go hurts me, it's killing me! That I will not be able to be with you! That when your married he's the one with you and not me. So we should stop seeing each other." Sanada shifted his gaze to the floor, "I have decided that I will accept the proposal of the University to send me overseas to study. They offered it to me a month ago, it might not be too late to accept. I might not be on your wedding day."
'For me to forget you… it will kill me seeing you with him.' He thought.
Yukimura nodded, He wanted to protest about the decision of the stoic man. But he also knows that once Sanada makes a decision his mind can't be changed anymore.
~ End of flashback ~
Yukimura wants to break his promise and go to the stoic man's class (he knows Sanada's schedule) or call him right now just to hear his voice. But he didn't, he will fulfill his promise and he knows that the stoic man will be disappointed with him. He already disappointed Sanada with the arranged marriage.
"No, Seiichi you can't. Genichirou will be disappointed." He muttered to himself.
Yukimura's cellphone rang, he immediately took the cellphone hoping that it was Sanada but got disappointed when he saw that it was only his mother. Already knowing that the call is going to be about Saeki.
"Hello."
"Hi Seiichi? I felt that you really dedicate yourself to work these past few days, but you should be focusing with the wedding preparations right now."
Yukimura's eyes rolled, 'Yey! Great. A wedding. That will bound me to this man.'
"Seiichi?"
"Yes, kaasan?"
"I decided that you need a time off. So later Kabaji will get you from work and will bring you to Kasatsu Onsen in Hokkaido."
"Let me guess who's with me."
"If you're guessing Kojirou-kun, you're right! You two will be together for the first two nights. So the two of you can get to know each other. Then we'll follow, so that both families will be closer before you get married in two weeks."
"Ok." Yukimura doesn't have to protest, he felt tired already even if it's only just early in the morning.
"Did you already finalize your entourage? Sanada-kun will be your best man right?"
"No. Renji and Syusuke will be my best men. Genichirou will be leaving the country on the day of my wedding."
"Oh, is that so. Maybe he is disappointed not to attend his best friends wedding." Yukimura didn't reply and changed the topic.
"Okaasan, could Kabaji pick me at the cafe near the office? I need to see Renji and Syusuke first, they still don't know about this wedding."
"Alright. Bye Seiichi!"
"Bye."
Later in the afternoon. Yukimura went to see Renji and Fuji at their favorite restaurant where all of them usually have dinner. Fuji brought Tezuka with him, Yukimura didn't mind at all, he was actually glad to see Tezuka and Fuji together, living their life with a bliss. Jealous that they could be together even though Tezuka is the heir of Tezuka Corporation and Fuji is a magazine photographer. Why can't him and Sanada couldn't be together like them.
"Where's Sanada?" asked Fuji.
"Yes, where is he? When we have this kind of meeting you two are always here early especially Sanada." Asked Tezuka.
Yukimura looked away, looking at the window feeling hurt. Holding back his tears and sighed.
Renji had an idea but chose not to say anything.
Yukimura heaved a long sigh and said, "Genichirou and me broke up. Things didn't go well." He tried to smile but failed, his smile crumbled and cried softly.
"What?!" both said by the Tezuka and Fuji. Fuji immediately sat beside Yukimura to console his friend.
"Seiichi, tell us what happened. Maybe it's just a little misunderstanding." Said by the blue-eyed brunette.
"We know you guys can patch it up. You've been through a lot. You're the perfect match." followed by the bespectacled man.
Yukimura didn't answer but instead open his bag to give them their invitation for the upcoming wedding in two weeks. The friends of the Rikkai Buchou and Fukubuchou looked at the invitation, but instead of seeing "S.G. & Y.S." as initials they saw "S.K. & Y.S.".
"What's this? S.K.?" Fuji took the invitation and inspect it.
"So, this is the reason you and Sanada broke up?"
Yukimura nodded and didn't answer. Renji started speaking for Yukimura and told them his analysis.
"There's 80% chance that your parents decided to arranged your marriage because of the expansion and partnership with this man's family. Of course you disagree with them. There are .02% chance that you will leave Genichirou. But I can't give any figures as to why you easily gave up Genichirou unless…"
"Unless?" inquired by Fuji.
Renji continued, "Unless your future husband threatened you to ruin Genichirou's future about his profession."
Yukimura nod and added, "Not only Genichirou, but also my friends and family including the company. The value of father's business in Japan is decreasing that's why he decided to take the offer of the Saeki's. Saeki is persistent and gave my father a big share of their company, that's why the marriage will be in two weeks."
"That's too bad." said Fuji feeling sad for his friend.
"Did Sanada knew about this? Did he know that you really didn't want to leave him?" asked Tezuka.
"I somehow know he knew that I won't leave him for anything that is not a serious matter." Yukimura said.
"I think because of that we should be more cautious with regards to your future husband. Does he know about Sanada?" asked Tezuka.
"No he doesn't, and I don't want him to know also. I don't want to ruin Genichirou's career. Please don't ever tell this to Genichirou I beg you." Yukimura replied, bowing his head.
Renji, Fuji, and Tezuka hesitantly nod in agreement.
"Now, Renji and Syusuke. Will you be my best men even if it's not our (Sanada) wedding?" Yukimura pleadingly asked.
Fuji hesitated at first. But as he looked at Yukimura he can't help but nod in agreement and hug the bluenette. "Tell me if that jerk will do something bad to you I will kim him using my cactuses. I acquired a new one with poison on it." smiled Fuji sadistically.
Tezuka and Renji was taken aback.
"Yes, Syusuke." answered Yukimura and look at Renji.
"I really don't want to do it Seiichi. It should be your wedding with Genichirou that I'll be your best man, but if our presence is the most important to you now then I'll do it." The Data Master assured.
Later that afternoon Yukimura was fetched by Kabaji to go the Onsen.
Yukimura lazily went outside the car he wanted to push Kabaji down the trunk and drive far away from Saeki, away from everybody's sight.
But he suddenly felt a little lightheaded and followed Kabaji instead. He arrived earlier than Saeki so he decided to sleep in his room feeling exhausted after working himself out. Few hours later he was awake and was surprised to see Saeki sitting in a chair reading a business magazine.
"You're awake. How's your sleep?" asked Saeki.
"It was good." He answered then looked at Saeki. 'It was good until I saw your face. Jerk.' He thought as he tried to hide his annoyed face.
"Why are you in my room?" asked Yukimura.
"Your mother didn't mention to you? We are actually together in this room for the entire trip. Alone. You know, so that we can practice being married." Replied Saeki moving to sit at the edge of Yukimura's bed.
Yukimura felt disgusted and divert Saeki's topic to another, "They will be here later to join us."
"They won't it is just the two of us here. It would be best if it's just the two of us so we can have time for ourselves." Saeki answered the question as he slowly move closer to Yukimura.
"Now then can we practice another thing?" Saeki moved his hand to touch Yukimura's chin. Yukimura quickly pushed Saeki's hand away from him.
"You don't have the right to touch me!" angrily said by Yukimura.
"Come on Seiichi… this is the best way for the two of us to know each other." as he again make a move to hold Yukimura's chin and kissed him.
"I told you I don't want to do it. Let go of me you pervert!" Yukimura shouted at Saeki.
Saeki ignored what Yukimura said and still continued to make a move. Yukimura is also determined to dodge him. He pushed Saeki again and Saeki fell to the floor. Yukimura tried to run outside the room but Saeki's patience is already at the borderline, he got up, pulled Yukimura and threw him to the bed and pined his hands.
"Seiichi, first thing you need to know about me. I don't accept rejection. If I want something you give it to me. Understood? Now, I want you! Probably this will be your first so I'll be gentle with you. But, if you deserve it… that's why I need you to behave. Though I managed to buy every flavor of lube and a couple of string, just in case you prefer a little foreplay. Now then…" He moved closer to kiss Yukimura.
"S-stop it S… aeki. I don't want to do this. I'm telling you to stop!" Yukimura yelled angrily in a commanding voice, while trying his best to removed his pinned hands from Saeki.
Saeki started to kiss Yukimura's neck as he strongly pinned Yukimura's hand. Yukimura was able to free one of his hand and tried to slap Saeki but failed, giving only the man a scratch under his eye.
Saeki touch the area where Yukimura slap him and saw it bled slightly. Yukimura felt sorry for slapping him, "Sorry." But for Saeki this is enough, his blood boils for the continuous rejection he receives from the bluenette. In return he slapped Yukimura, hard enough for the bluenette to fall in bed and writhe in pain.
"I told you what I want I would get! I also told you to behave! You kept on rejecting me, let's see if you'll be able to reject what I'm going to do next!" Saeki grab Yukimura's clothes tore it with his hands, took the strings he had and tied his hands. The bluenette started to cry as he knows what will happen next.
"Sae… saeki… Stop... please don't do this. I don't want to!" the bluenette pleaded as tears flow non-stop, covering his chest with his tied hands, legs curled upwards. Saeki's mind is filled with anger and lust for the bluenette, he forcefully remove the curled legs and pinned his tied hands. Removing the rest of Yukimura's clothes leaving the bluenette naked. Saeki enjoyed seeing the bluenette naked, it excites him even more. He started kissing and biting Yukimura's nipple saying, "Now you're mine…"
"ah… sto-stop!"
Saeki started kissing Yukimura's stomach down to his cock. He took a string and tied it to his limp cock, "I'll make that cock of yours hard. That you'll plead me to come." As Saeki started to massage and pump the bluenette's cock, a little later the cock started to get hard.
"I'm glad that I at least could make you hard." teasingly said by Saeki.
"Stop it. Stop this Saeki! Please…" murmured Yukimura.
"No Seiichi, we're just getting started." Saeki said. He placed himself between Yukimura's legs. He thought of using the lube but refrain of doing so, he thought that Yukimura should also feel the pain he's feeling right now. Whenever Yukimura treats him so dry and with no love at all.
"Relax, if you don't want to be in great pain and tore yourself." as he hold Yukimura's hips tightly, but Yukimura refused to obey and still struggle to release.
"You don't deserve to be arouse or prepare. I'll just have you." as Saeki flip Yukimura, kneeling down. He shoved his dry, throbbing cock inside Yukimura's arse.
"Ahh… It hurts!" Yukimura screamed in pain.
"It's your fault. You've put yourself into this." Saeki started shoving his cock deeper and faster not minding that the bluenette is dry without the proper preparation.
Yukimura only screamed in pain, grasping what could he grabbed from the bed, even biting the pillow. He doesn't feel any pleasure it's just pure pain.
'I can only feel pain. I've never felt such violence. Why is it so different from Genichirou!'
Saeki just continued to thrust deeper and deeper from Yukimura, holding the hips of the bluenette to stop it from squirming.
"Ah.. ah.. Stop! Sae...ki. I can't breathe." Yukimura continued to cry as Saeki had no intention to stop until he is satisfied. He felt that something is dripping between his legs, the pain from his hole is starting to swell as well. Saeki noticed this and with a sly smile told Yukimura, "Oh look, you're bleeding it made me so happy because I felt like you're a woman, that I took her virginity."
"Please stop, it hurts I can't take it anymore… ahhh!" Yukimura cries as he told Saeki who keeps from burying his cock deeper. Blurring his eyes from crying as his mind started to go blank, not because of pleasure but because of pain.
"I'll cum inside you to make you mine." Saeki whispered on Yukimura's ear, Yukimura shivered that this man will be his husband. As Saeki is about to climax he grabbed Yukimura's cock, pump it faster and harder. Yukimura is also at his limit from the action Saeki has been doing.
"Sae..ki.. please... stop it... really hurts… the ribbon… remove the ribbon please..." Yukimura plead. "Now your pleading, but it's not enough Anata." Saeki continued to pump him fast. Yukimura's cock is about to turn purple from the ribbon tied in his cock he needed release but Saeki is not yet satisfied; He wants to hear the bluenette to plead more. Yukimura grabbed the bedsheets, crying, he felt so stressed, hurt, and embarrassed he need to come, he need to release as his mind will go blank any minute now, it will break him. Swallowing his pride Yukimura told Saeki, "I'm sorry… for.. not… loving you back. I'll try… I'll try to love you. Please let me come…" After hearing what Yukimura said, Saeki cummed inside Yukimura and immediately removed the ribbon from the bluenette's cock and with one more pump the bluenette screamed and released a white, sticky substance at Saeki's hand. He lick the cum of the bluenette savoring every bit of it.
As they are finish, Yukimura grabbed the blankets and ran towards the corner of the bedroom covering himself. Afraid of what Saeki will do next. Is he going to do it? Is he going to force him again? Saeki felt a pang of pain after he saw the expression of Yukimura running away from him. He doesn't want to see his future husband to be afraid of him. He felt guilty and wants to say sorry for his shameful manner, he wants to win Yukimura's heart but instead of winning him he felt that the bluenette is now so far from him. He walked towards the corner of the room from where Yukimura is. As Saeki gets closer towards Yukimura, the bluenette seek protection from the blankets on him as Saeki heard him whisper, "Please... I don't want to do it again. I beg you no more. No more…" as the bluenette cried and shivered. Saeki wants to say he's sorry for the action he made, he wants Yukimura to forgive him to explain himself that he is not the person Yukimura might be thinking right now. He just wants the attention and the affection of the bluenette, but he ruined that chance now. After a few minutes Saeki pats Yukimura's head and uttered,
"Seiichi, I'm sorry I didn't mean to…"
"Leave."
"I didn't mean to do…"
"I said, Leave. LEAVE ME ALONE! No more… I don't want to listen! Haven't you had enough of me?" Yukimura angrily shouted as he screamed on the top of his lungs crying while covering his ears with his hands.
Saeki retreated back and left Yukimura by himself. After Saeki left, Yukimura carefully stood up and walk slowly to the bathroom, he winced in pain as he tried to walk towards the bath. He passed by a mirror and saw that his chest and legs are starting to bruise. Seeing all the marks left by Saeki he immediately took a shower, he felt so disgusted with himself. He tried to convince himself that by taking a shower he will also remove the remnants of disgust he felt in his body.
As the hot water stream down to his skin Yukimura helplessly thought about him and Sanada, 'What did me and Genichirou did to deserve this… We don't deserve to be separated. We deserve to be with each other.' He thought as tears streamed down his face.
"I need to call Genichirou. He is the one I need right now." Yukimura hurriedly grab his phone and called the stoic man. After a few rings no one answered, he kept calling Sanada's cellphone but to no avail no one answered the phone. Yukimura is disappointed. He sighed, "Keeping your promise huh, Genichirou. So is this the end?" He thought as he turned off his cellphone hugged it as he cried himself until he fell asleep out of exhaustion and pain.
Saeki went to the bar near the onsen and drank a few bottles, as the flashbacks of his repulsive action kept appearing on his mind. He thought that he needs to work hard to gain Yukimura's affection. "I'm sure he's so disgusted with me and thinking I'm a perverted fool. Yes, I'm a fool and a coward! After seeing him during a thanksgiving party I did not try to speak with him." then he sips from his glass, "I've let my secretary do all the jobs to search for your name and told my father about marrying you. It's ok for him since your father is also in the business world. It must be love at first sight… I will work hard to make you fall for me." Saeki muttered to himself.
The entire trip in the onsen is quiet, Yukimura kept avoiding Saeki. So Saeki decided to leave earlier than Yukimura telling him that there's an emergency to the site in Singapore that he needs to give an immediate attention.
"Seiichi?" as he knocks on the door.
No response from the bluenette which he expects.
"Seiichi, I'm about to leave are you sure you don't want to leave with me?"
"No, thank you. I already told Kabaji to pick me up."
"Look, I'm really sorry for my actions. I hope you give me a chance that I am not the person you think. A perverted-maniac, I know that's me on your mind. I will not give up this marriage. See you in a few weeks." Yukimura did not respond and cried himself until Kabaji knocked on the door to pick him up.
A/N: Here's the update! Long chapter for you guys! I wish I could always update our story. Unfortunately, my work is making me so busy and at the same time I need to test my thesis. Anyways, little by little I'll try to write and update, 'coz I don't want reading good stories that are unfinished.
Hope this one is good. Review please?