Toki stayed in his room for the rest of the night, thinking about how he would approach Skwisgaar. He would have to remember to keep calm and not yell.
He was determined to speak to him later that day, maybe after practice. He hoped that Skwisgaar would listen to him.
Right before breakfast, there was a knock on his door. Toki opened it, expecting Charles or Nathan. Instead, Skwisgaar was standing there.
"Skwisgaar," Toki mumbled. "H-how are you?"
"No 'whats you wants mans whores'?" Skwisgaar asked, half jokingly.
"I… I ams sorry for all of that," Toki replied, eyes focused on the ground.
"Ja, it's okays. I came here to apologize to yous toos. Can I come ins?"
"Ja." Toki lead Skwisgaar towards the bed, where they both sat down.
Skwisgaar took a deep breath.
"Toki, I ams sorrys that I hurts yous. I didn't means to do it, but I was upsets."
Skwisgaar stopped for a moment and looked at the other guitarist, trying to tell if his words were registering. Toki was looking straight at him now, so he supposed they were.
"I know yous are mad, but if you can forgives me, I can helps you."
"Did Charles talk to you too?" Toki asked. This conversation sounded like something that Charles would set up.
"Ja, and he was rights. I should be theres for you, even if I ams just a friends. That is, if yous wants me to be theres."
"It ams not fair to the babies to keep yous aways."
"But you needs to be happy too."
Toki thought this over.
"I was wrong, too. I pushed yous aways, and asks you to dos everythings for me. I expected too much. So maybes...Maybes I lower my expectations. And just keeps you as a friends."
"I will do my bests to helps. I don't haves a dads, so hopefully I won't screws up."
"Maybes we can have family days. Like goes to the zoo or the carnival and sees the clowns," Toki suggested.
"You and the clowns," Skwisgaar shook his head. "But ja, that woulds be nice."
Toki rested a hand on his stomach.
"I ams sorries about the recordings, and taking your strings, and breaking your stuffs."
"It ams okay," the blonde replied, sincerely. "It was a bad recordings anyways."
The two guitarists sat in silence for a moment until a thought crossed Skwisgaar's mind.
"Did you say 'she'? It ams a goils?"
Toki couldn't help but grin.
"Ja. Sorries, I let it slips."
Skwisgaar smiled back.
"That ams cool. I'm sure yous give her a metal name."
"I'll give her a beautifuls name!"
Skwisgaar stared at him.
"Okays, fine," Toki conceded. "A beautifuls metal name, then."