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by HeyNaniki

Hiroki got into a car crash after a big fight with Nowaki. He hit his head from the windshield and up in a coma for almost a year. When he wakes up he completely forgot the past 10 years of his life. Nowaki has to get Hiroki to love him once again before he gets taken away by his Sempai, Tsumori.*AN: I was on hiatus for a long time. I am back and plan to update the story regularly*

22. Delirious

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Part 22: Delirious

'Entry 1: January 15, 1999'

Today was bright and sunny with a slight chills from the winter breeze but in my mind I feel disconsolate, gloomy, and disappointment. I cannot feel the warmth unless I am with him.

Hiroki continues reading through the entries from 1999 till 2004. Noticing how depress he was along with reminiscence of the painful time period. He remembers clearly typing word per word each night keeping consistency of each living day he went to vividly describing how he felt. After a while he notices he stop writing the entry number and began the entries with just the date. These nostalgic feelings burns his aching heart knowing to this day he officially lost the heart of the man he knew since they were kids. He begins crying his heart out letting go of all the misery of that unrequited love. His feelings never went through to the only man he ran after. It was a never ending chase and he knew that for the rest of his life he will never be view in Akihiko eyes with love.

He looks up to the screen with his blurry eyes wanting to continue reading what is happening in his life after that horrible desolation he had with his best friend.

'February 26, 2004'

I met this man at a park. He was ridiculously abnormally huge and looks like he can crush anyone in his way.

Hiroki reads each entry carefully. These were the entries he entirely lost memories off. Despite none of the entries capture him into memory lane he couldn't help but feel from these entries showing him how he overcame those horrible obstacles finding his true happiness. There was one entry that intrigue him.

'December 1, 2010'

Despite all these misunderstandings with this humble giant. I cannot help but feel madly in love with him. He acts like a hopeless blunt but really he is intelligent man striving for his goals. With all these things this amazing man does for my selfish ass, I realize something. Since I was a child my eyes only was set on Akihiko, loving every single thing about him but my world soon change with Nowaki.

I still love Akihiko. He was my first love and it will never change. I learn to love Nowaki but not no more than Akihiko. It sounds selfish if I say it out loud but in my heart it makes sense. Akihiko showed me how much pain an unrequited love brings to the heart and soul. Then this giant man show me the path way to happiness. This love that he flourishes to me as pouring rain. These two opposite men with opposite feelings for me shows me to appreciate what I have. I do not want to show the same pain Akihiko gave to me. I never want to hurt Nowaki because I truly love him.