Aye, I'm back. I have to take my wisdom teeth out so I thought i can relief stress by writing.
Misakis POV
I woke up to a empty room. No Usagi. Was it going to be like this now? He fucks me then leaves. I sat up and slowly stumbled to the door and opened it. There was no voices.. The house was empty. Didn't Nii-san say he came here to see me? What a lie, that kept me joining for 5 minutes. I walked downstairs to see a mess. I see.. I'm just a slave to them and I'm a sex slave to Usagi. I sighed then started to clean up the mess.
30 minutes later
I fell on the couch, tired. There was so much to clean.. I wonder if they will come back or if they will just leave me. I looked at my phone which was right next to me. It buzzed as I got a text message. It was from Usagi-san.. Maybe it was a break up text. Maybe he finally will confront me that I'm nothing but a bother to him. I opened my phone reading the message.
Great news! Takahiro and Manami have agreed to get back together! Sadly Takahiro will have to go back to Osaka..
I was ok with Nii-san leaving. As harsh as that sounds it's true. It's only said to Usagi-san. His true love is leaving.
Oh, ok. Where are you guys? i replied
We are at the diner near by Usagi replied in seconds.
So they went to dinner without me.. I would understand.
Haha, ok. Come home soon. I replied
I waited and waited for that "I love you" text but it never came. I guess he just grew tired of me. I can't keep doing this though.. If he wants someone else he should just tell me. I need confront him about this. I can't keep being a bother; If he wants me to leave he should've just told me.
2 hours later
"Misaki, I'm home." exclaimed Usagi as he walked to me closing the door behind him. "Usagi.. Can we talk?.." I asked. "Sure, what about?" he answered. "Well.. You still love me right?" I questioned looking into his eyes. There was silence.
He didn't
He lost interest
I knew it.
"Ok." I said looking down. "Wait.. Misaki." Usagi-san said grabbing my arm. I yanked my arm back and looked at him crying "I knew it! I fucking knew it! You didn't need me anymore did you?! You just played me! If you never LOVE ME YOU SHOULD'VE TOLD ME!" I yelled. "Misaki.." Usagi-san shocked. I walked upstairs and went in my room looking at the bag I packed a day or two ago and grabbed it. I walked back downstairs then walked passed Usagi-san then stopped. "I love you. If you don't love me I understand. I wouldn't love a bother either." Then i walked out the house. This was it. I needed to live on my own now.
Usagi-sans POV
"Well.. You still love me right?"said my lover. I froze. Did he think I didn't love him? Why would he ask that? Why is his voice so scratchy? Misaki.. Please talk to m- "Ok." What? No Misaki. "Wait..Misaki" I said. I know he was hurt by my silence. I grabbed his arm trying to stop him which was soon yanked back to him. "I knew it! I fucking knew it! You didn't need me anymore did you?! You just played me! If you never LOVE ME YOU SHOULD'VE TOLD ME!" He yelled. "Misaki.." No. I didn't mean it like that. I love you I really do. I looked down in shock then looked back up to see Misaki holding a bag. "I love you. If you don't love me I understand. I wouldn't love a bother either." He cried then left. Once he closed that door I started crying. Misaki felt like I didn't love him. It was so bad that he even had to confront me and then he left. Misaki, I'm the worst. Will you ever forgive me?
This was short... Forgive me please. :):
