My baby.

Sadness, was the only emotion I felt at the moment.

I'm looking at my former lover, that I oh love so much. Hang from his ceiling.

I ran to him and started pushing his body up so if he was still alive, he could breathe.

I untied the rope, crying. It was too much to handle.

I failed you, love. I failed you.

I'm now in the hospital, just waiting for them to tell me he's ok.

He can't die on me. He's my everything. My only reason to be on this planet. My only true love. My only one..

I don't need anyone else, but if he does pass away. I'll take myself with him. I can't live without him, and I can't live knowing this is how he died. Who knows the reasons of his passing? I could've caused it. I felt like I caused it. I wouldn't be able to live with myself, knowing I'm the one that caused my baby's death. I couldn't live like that. It would drive me crazy.

I was getting tired of these depressing thoughts. I thought of happier moments, before all of this happened. Back when we were so happy together and it was all laughs and jokes. We would always smile. I never thought it would turn to this.

I need to see him. I can't wait. I want him to walk out of there with a bright smile. I'd confess to him, and claim him. He'd understand and call me an idiot for being corny. I'd laugh and we'd go home. Sadly, life doesn't work like that. You can't wish for something, and have it come true.

I waited..

and waited..

"He's stable, you're very lucky to have gotten him down, fast."

"When can I see him?"

"You can go in, but he is in a coma. We don't know when he will wake up."

"Thank you." I said, as I got up and walked to his room.

He was pale, skinny, and broken.

I hated seeing him like this. He looked so fragile. I wanted to touch him, hug him, kiss him, but I felt like if i did. He would shatter.

"Oh how I missed your small figure, your bright green eyes, your wide smile, and your affection. You were all I could ask for," I continued, talking to him. "Were? Are. You are all I can ask for. I love you so much. Please wake up, love. I'll make sure you know, you're my only. I've broken up with her. I know you've heard I found someone else. It was my father. He caused this. I never loved her, and I haven't loved anyone else. You're my everything. I can't breathe without you."

I don't even know why I was talking to him. He couldn't hear me, but I felt like he could. I felt like he knows I'm here. That he knows I'll be waiting for him to wake up, and I will be. I'm not leaving him. Never again. He'll always be with me. When he gets out, I'll make him feel like the only person in the world.

I'm all talk.

I grabbed his hand and kissed him.

"I'll wait for you, love."

I kissed him again and put my head next to his leg, still holding his hand.

I just stared at him, he is beautiful.

My eyes started to get heavy.

I'm so tired.

Me, Akihiko Usami will promise to always love you, Misaki.

I closed my eyes, and slept.

You never know how much you love someone till you lose them.

Sorry for leaving out of nowhere, again. I'm having a mental fight at the moment. I'll try to continue though.

Love you guys - Light