MARCH 4 months preganante. (Yes i write pregnante on purpose).

somewhat proof read but not.

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Lucas has been living with us for a little bit and it's fair to say, as the kids these days do, it's been pretty lit. It's brought us so much closer and it also means Lucas gets the whole pregnancy experience, no I don't mean the good things I mean me
being grumpy and complaining. See when he lived at home he could just leave if I got moody and grumpy, but now he's stuck with me, and that's how it should be. My parents support has helped immensely, it's made me more confident and I've had a helping
hand from my mum and Lucas has had a hand from my dad.

Auggie was a bit hesitant about the situation at first but has warmed up to the idea of being an uncle. Ever since we pulled the uncle card he's been more excited than Lucas and I, sadly Lucas has been a bit upset since his parents disapproval, it's torn
him up more then he wants to let on and I have no idea what to do. All I can do is tell him that his parents will come back hopefully once they see this baby, I'm relying on you baby. Other then that everything has been lit, the squad always brings
me gifts, we have regular gatherings and Maya is over Josh. I actually think her and Zay are getting pretty close and I ship it sooo much, they like feed each other fries and I melt, Lucas blames it on my hormones when I aww but I know that he ships
it as well. School wise pretty much everyone knows, apparently "good news travels fast". Some people have shot me cold glares every now and again but in the end, I'm of age and I'm happy, that's all that matters and lots of people are super supportive.

'What are you thinking about tyrannosaurus riles.' Lucas hummed snapping me out of my thoughts. Yes T-riles has become one of my new nicknames because I'm like a dinosaur when mad or something, I just call Lucas hunkalucas, it works very well. I crane
my neck towards him eyeing him up and down, he was sitting under my purple covers, reading glasses on, reading a book. I couldn't help getting turned on by that like come the fuck on, it was everything as a little kid I ever wanted. I dived onto him
showering him with kisses and affection, he kissed back pushing his glasses up and putting his book onto the bed side table, instantly wanting more I grab the hem of the shirt. Almost instantly Lucas is lightly pushing me off of him and I'm back at
looking in his eyes, what a bitch.

'Riley you know I want to but, your parents are in the next room and your 4 months pregnant.' Lucas bellows sighing and looking away from my pouty face. His accented jaw line looks like it could cut a bitch, I can feel it taunting me so I look out the
bay window.

'Don't be pouty missy, you know it's hard for me too. Also we have to get sleep for our pregnancy class tomorrow.' I could practically feel the excitement bouncing of off Lucas and I just groaned, the stupid hospital gave Lucas the flyer and he was so
eager to do it, I mean I know it would be super helpful and we need but I would be like the only young one. I mean I feel like everyone would just judge me, hell I would judge me. I look like an irresponsible kid when in fact I was usually quite the
opposite, I reckon they all had sex at 18, their condoms just weren't evil.

'No Lucas I am not excited I'm nervous. We are just going to be judged the whole time.' I effuse sighing and sinking further into my bed. Lucas worriedly sits up and starts rubbing my shoulders, what a man.

'You aren't gonna have a panic attack are you" what a man. Jeez life isn't about that I can be anxious without that. I let out a light laugh at his silly behaviour, I mean he was just looking out for and my first reaction was to be annoyed, if that's
not me, well it was but still.

'No Lucas I'm not. I just don't feel like losing all my dignity and self esteem again, it would be preferable to just chill here watch some Hugh grant, hint hint.' I hummed staring at every little detail of his face, I plan to have it memorised and be
able to watch it change. Like that would be cool.

'Riley I know this is hard to do put into action but, you have to stop caring what people think.' Lucas advised looking me dead straight in the eyes, he was a little hesitant as you should be. Telling people the cold hard is very hard to do, some
people don't take it very well. In the end things aren't going to get true unless you tell the truth, if you do a good mix of both in life, people will trust you.

'I know but it's hard.' I breathed turning off the bed side table lamp, I couldn't but think I was forgetting something that was happening tomorrow, I need a calendar. Lucas kissed the side of my forehead. I brushed the thought away not wanting
to stress my self out before sleep. I have absolutely no facts except for personal experience but if I am stressed when I go to sleep, I have a bad day the next day. I mean it should make plenty of sense, I just don't know if it's true.

CHEESESOUFFLECHEESESOUFFLECHEESESOUFFLECHEESESOUFFLECHEESE

I can only see black but my sensors have kicked in, I can hear muffled whispers and lots of shhs. What the hell it's not my birthday, wait birthday? Why does this sound familiar, HOLY SHIT. It is Lucas' birthday how the hell could I possible forget.
Clearly Lucas has told me, and if you haven't guessed he didn't want anything, But ugh I am supposed to get him something. I shall not wake up until he's gone, then when he leaves I'll sneak out and he will think I always had got him something. I
am amazing.

'SURPRISE' I hear several people yell and I try my best not to open my eyes not even for a peak, that will blow my cover completely.

'Thanks guys, I'll open these later I have to get ready for the pregnancy class me and Riles have later.' Lucas boasted and after hearing several goodbyes it was back to silence. My mind was trying to jam my eyes open, to look at my beloved, I was instinctively
trying to look at him because I was physically drawn to him in every way. My body was weary of his presence and yearned to look at him.

"Rileeeeey.' Lucas teased the heat of his breathe being absorbed by my earlobe, Self-control became incredibly hard and I found my self nearing the end of my line of control. Topanga did not raise I quitter and I refuse to be one when I had gone so long,
I have come thus far.

'come one princess wake up, We have to get ready for pregnancy class and no offence you take while.' Lucas continued to coax, but I never faltered. Eyelids still firmly slammed shut on my lower lash line. I don't know why he was taking away mandatory
sleep from me, Come on I mean we all know when that child comes we aren't sleeping very well. He will now be the one waking up after this event.

'Ok then I guess you're asleep, I'll wake you up after I eat.' Lucas pronounced, I listened to his foot steps slowly inching away and the sound of a door. I waited for 10 precautionary seconds before bolting upwards, grabbing my bag and darting towards
the window. I felt a rush of nostalgia remembering the time I did this when I went and got my pregnancy test. This time felt different though, It felt like someone was watching me. I stopped dead in my tracks and slowly titled my whole body around.
Son of a bitch tricked me, now I have two options, Flight or fight.

'Hello miss sleeps a lot.' Lucas teased arms folded in front with an arrogant smirk on his face, that's not even a good name. After a heated 50 second, yes i counted, death stare Lucas surrendered and started to pace over to me grasping my hand and sitting
me down on the purple plush cushions. My bay window was something that I can't even fathom leaving, It's like when you have a pet and you know it's going to pass, but it's too unimaginable so you brush it away. Be oblivious to the possibility until
it comes, Maybe that's why it hurts the most. I finished my though and looked up into the face if an angel. I have never seen anything as amazing as the sight of that face, except for pizza but that's a exception, ooo and puppies. Wait a minute idea
popped into my head, Imma save my butt.

'Riley did you forget my birthday?' Lucas innocently questioned. Now the answer is yes but he doesn't need to know that, I have a plan. Darby is selling puppies and she has two left, I have been saving for ages so I can buy one and pretend I was going
to collect it. Lucas always wanted a kid and a dog, simple as that. Wa la I give him all he wants, I'm a frigan genius.

'No I didn't, I was going to pick up your surprise when you caught me.' I fluently lied, year 8 drama classes please come to help on this. I saw Lucas' face light up a little, everyone likes presents, some people don't care if they don't get them and
they're not of importance, but people like presents.

'Sweetheart that is incredibly thoughtful. Can we do it later though, We need to make this class.' Dis bitch and his class.

'Lucas I don't even want to go can we just drop it, I want to thank you for everything.' I uttered headstrong, I was not changing my ways.

'Stop being so dogmatic and lets go.' Lucas bellowed raising from the sacred bay window and walking to my doorway, I just watched his footsteps with a glare and stubbornness overflow my body. I was being a bitch and it's his birthday, but I'm pregnant
and hormonal and I forget.

'No Lucas I do not want to go to a place where I will be judged and glared at, and guess what you can't make me. Good day.' I commanded and started to pounce out of the bay window. One foot quickly overlapping the other, I started to pace down the steps,
when one foot hit the other sending my body to lunge forward. I could see the stair get closer and closer but my body continued to move at a fast momentum, I heaved a breathe and my body hit the impact. All I heard was muffled screams and my
panting before

I

fell

into

darkness

You're just a small bump unborn, in four months you're torn from life

A/N

Fear not there is another chapter to chapters? We will have to see.

Tell me what you think will happen?

Why did Lucas want to go to pregnancy class so much?

-XOXO Bay