Parts proof read.

S. (surprise I don't really want to do this but the other pov FAILED)

I watch as the other paramedics lift up the love of my life from the green scraped landing off the fire escape, She's not bleeding which is a good sign, but I can't help but feel the guilt arise as my stomach twists. I could go into full detail of the
feeling of the acids and my stomach but I will leave that out cause it is gross. The guilt comes into full swing as Maya picks up my shoe from the step, Yes Riley fell over my shoe, because of the small but there belly when her foot touched the shoe
her balance was thrown off. Now our babies life is in the air and we don't know if she will make it. The ear piercing scream of Maya Penelope Hart rings through my ears constantly and I can tell it has imprinted a scar on the memory part of my brain.
Maya had come out to check on us because we were taking forever to leave the bedroom, and sometimes Riley needs help, Unlucky for Maya she came as Riley was falling.

Snapping out of my memories I abruptly pull Maya into my chest and feel a liquid spreading around my tshirt. I couldn't bring my self to care, I would do this for any of my friends in a heartbeat. Maya and I are super close friends as well, she has really
helped me out and makes sure I don't stuff up anything with Riley. I mean I never intentionally mean to stuff up but I'm a guy I just do, To quote mr squirrels, "Men are idiots". He has always been a weirdly wise man. A million thoughts run through
my mind at a pace I can't fathom, what will I do if our baby is gone. She is my favourite thing and I haven't even met her yet.

'death doesn't discriminate between the sinners and the saints. It takes and it takes but we keep living anyway ' Maya mumbled into my chest, I rose back into reality from her beautiful words, It really was an accurate quote, We know we will die we are
pre-destined but we still live. Jesus I didn't know Maya was that wise I mean, That must be stolen from somewhere.

'Where is that from Maya, It's beautiful, It describes fate almost perfectly.' I rasped looking down at her pale face, She was pretty but she was no Riley and she never will be #awks.

'The wise words of Lin-Manuel Miranda, It's from Hamilton, you know the one we cannot get tickets to at all.' Maya fretted, that is the one Riley is always hackling to get tickets to, In her words it is "THE BEST THING TO HAPPEN EVER" no exaggeration
at all. I looked up tickets but I couldn't find any for 2 years and I thought she wouldn't want to wait.

'Come on the ambulance is about to leave I figured you would want to go with her.' Maya advised walking me over to the ambulance. Wait since when was I walking, well at least I was not driving, I am out of it. I thanked maya and gave her a light hug before
prancing into the ambulance, I had to sit in the passenger seat which I found unusual, shouldn't I be in the back? I watched as we sped through passing cars at a fast rate. I felt like I was in a high speed chase, The adrenaline from the ambulance
ride and not knowing about my girlfriends state. I felt a light tap on my shoulder and I was back into reality, I looked at the young man in the paramedic uniform. He had a light smile that was just stretched out enough to show his dimples, I wish
I had dimples, Sigh.

'Hello Mr. Friar, Riley is awake and she is doing ok, We won't know about your baby until the hospital sir. Mrs Friar said to tell you she loves you. We will be at the hospital in about 5.' He proposed his hand still firmly on my shoulder, I smiled at
the words "mrs Friar", you know it. I mustered a nod and shifted my gaze back onto the road, what a great birthday.

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numb, I feel numb. I am a hoodlum now all drugged up in the hospital, I keep saying random stuff and Lucas keeps laughing at me. I am not on laughing gas but my pain stuff makes me just vomit words, basically. The doctor humans have done a bunch of tests,
no answers. All we know is there is going to be no emergency labour, which is an amazing answer. It means that there is a chance our baby is still alive, well I have a major feeling that out baby is still alive. I mean I can still feel it so I don't
see how it would be not alive, I don't like the word death it's too grim.

I craned my head towards Lucas sitting on the chair and sighed, He had been putting himself down and blaming himself for everything. In reality it was just me getting mad and rushing too fast. I have told him several times that life is too short
to hate yourself for these things, but he doesn't listen at all.

'Hey Riles.' Lucas squeaked, what was I gonna do bite him, I've told him several times I'm not mad. I'm actually getting mad that he thinks I'm mad.

'Yes Lucas.'

'Well Maya told me this quote and I thought you might like to hear it. You already know it.' He uttered his eyes moving slowly from the lino to my face. I wonder if the actual term is lino or if I just picked that up from my mum or something. It's hard
to tell.

'What is it.' I implored my eyes yearning for him to continue talking, I like when Lucas takes interest in things I like.

'Death doesn't discriminate between the sinners and the saints, It takes and it takes and it tales, but we keep living anyway.' He lectured beaming with pride that he knew that quote. Yay hamilton.

'I'm proud Lucas. Personally I prefer the love doesn't discriminate, Especially the end 'we rise and we fall and we break and we make our mistakes. My mum though has always liked when I sung the life one. It's all personal preference which is why I love
it.' I lectured twiddling my thumbs , Maya sung me a song about that once, good song.

'Interesting, interesting.' Lucas mimicked before about 10 minutes silence, in reality it was probably two minutes but that's alright. Enough for it to be silence none the less.

'Mr and Mrs Friar.' The doctor proclaimed sauntering in the room, Abbie was in a labour so couldn't be with us for the emergency. Sad as times. No really I cried for about 5 minutes when I heard and Lucas had to bring me ice cream, I blamed it on hormones
but in reality not-pregnant Riley would've done the same. I'm an emotional person what gives.

'I do have some news for you, your baby is fine. Luckily you didn't fall very direct on the stomach, more to the side so lucky for you didn't do any damage other than to yourself. Now there might be something that we missed and we will find out when the
baby is born, it's very unlikely but we will have to see. We want to keep you overnight just for precautionary purposes nothing more. Have a good evening Mr and Mrs Friar.' The random doctor prattled before sloathing over to the door and walking out.
I looked over to Lucas with a big goofy smile on his face, jeez doctor if he didn't already have a big ego that just made it ten times bigger. The satisfaction he gets out of people saying mrs Friar is too much, first he has that goofy smile, Then
he looks down, and then he says.

'I can make it happen, I mean you don't want people saying lies about you.' He growled, Insert eye roll here please. It's so cheesy it makes cows look dairy-less, Ok so not an amazing metaphor but I'm drugged up.

'Ok bring my May May and Zay Zay in.' I gargled staring at the ceiling, did I mention that the doctors put me on pain medication before he left.

'Ri Ri, Why don't you get some sleep sleeps.' Lucas mimicked poking his tongue out and standing up, hopefully to get Maya and Zay, de have to hear the news. I like Maya and Zay just saying. They cool cool.

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My eyes fluttered open and I looked around the bland room, I craned my head towards the digital clock, The green being fuzzy before my pupils moved and saw the focus of the number 2:37am. Ok so I fell asleep, I moved my arms to support me sitting up and
hit a hard object, expecting to see Maya I jumped a little after seeing a masculine body. I mean he wasn't bad to look at but I wasn't expecting him because I faintly remember Maya crawling next to me. Little bastard moved My peaches, If it wasn't
2am and I didn't like my alone time I would've punched him in the gut, remind me for later.

I looked out the window and saw there was still lots of lights and people working , these people are super hard workers I mean I am super mad when I have to wake up for school. I picked up my phone from the draw to see I had all but one lonely message.

DarbyLikesTheD

hey you could still have a puppy, I'll set one a side. Lava you get better xx

YAY DOGGO. I'm so excited and I need to pee, like a lottttt.

I contortion my way off the bed and out of Lucas' grasp, with a very big belly. It's pretty much just a workout in itself.

I shuffled across the cold floor making sure my uggs didn't squeak, I slide the door open with one swift motion and flicked the fluorescent light on. I was very lucky that I was considered in so much of an emergency state that I was given a private room.
I told everyone to not let me have it and pay so much but they blatantly refused saying I deserved it. Stupid American health care. I stared into the deep pits of the mirror studying myself, Hair a mess, eyes have bags, and I look like a basic mess.
I need a shower that's what I need. Turning the fossil I lie in the shower bath thing. It's a nice device, I feel the water fall down my body and ooze it up. I hate feeling dirty as hell but water makes me fell rejuvenated and clean. I just relish
in the water taking over my skin before a knock brings me back into reality, stupid reality, stupid knock. I yell a loud yes at the door and wait for a reply.

'Uhh Mrs Friar are you alright, it's just odd to have a shower at 2am that's and you just took your medication an hour ago.' A muffled feminine voice speaks through the door.

'What do you mean.' I grunt getting out of the bath and dressing my self.

'You weren't supposed to remember the pain medication makes you sleepy.' The voice gloated, I got up and walked towards the sliding door opening it. I gave the nurse a wave and I hooped into bed, medication has nothing on me.

I'm willing to wait for it

a/n

Heyo I forgot what I had to tell you all so urgently but I'm currently watching puberty blues and it's good. Thanks for reading fam.