DISCLAIMER: MAI-HIME IS NOT MINE. ALL THE OPINIONS EXPRESS HERE IS 99.9% TRUE. THE DISTINCTION IS YOURS TO DRAW…
Unpredictable by 5 Seconds of Summer
CHAPTER 6
A loud shrill of a ringing phone penetrated Natsuki's consciousness. She rolled away from the source as she tried to ignore it by burying herself in the pillow beside her but the caller was persistent. Completely annoyed, she kicked the bed sheets away and she rolled back towards her bedside table to answer whoever the hell dared to disturb her sleep.
"Hello!" She barked loudly. A familiar voice greeted her.
"I barely left you for a month, Natsuki and this how you'll welcome me back?! A scandal!" A voice shouted in the other line.
The last remnants of her sleep left her and she quickly raised her head in surprise. "Mai? What the bloody hell are you talking about?"
"A photo of Fujino with you getting really chummy were now circulating around the internet! I told you not to mess up with straight girls but here you are again! Oh, criminy..." Mai cursed loudly at the other line.
"Fuck," Completely awake, the rock star quickly climbed down from her bed. "Was it bad?" She suddenly remembered Shizuru and she wondered if the woman already knew their predicament.
"It's really bad for Fujino. Most of your fans and Kanzaki's fans are calling her a slut." Natsuki gripped her phone tightly. She knew the truth behind their relationship but hearing how the people were quick to judge Shizuru surprisingly hurts.
"They are not together, for fuck sake." Natsuki cursed loudly. She needed to talk to Shizuru-she needed to see if the woman was okay.
"I knew that but seriously? Another straight girl? Does misery really loves it company?" Mai sarcastically countered.
"She's not okay!? Shizuru told me she felt the same thing okay? So back off!" Natsuki growled aggressively.
"So you mean she's gay?" Mai asked her.
"She's not sure okay? Christ, do we really have time for this? I need to make sure if she's okay." Natsuki quickly walked towards her closet to pull out clothes.
"Don't you dare go to her house! You're both going to get slaughtered by paparazzi!" Mai shouted.
"Well, what's your idea!? I can't just stand here and do nothing!" Completely pissed, Natsuki threw her clothes on the bed.
"Just meet me up here in my house, Yukino and Shizuru's PR team will be here and of course, I assume that Shizuru will accompany them as well."
Natsuki gritted her teeth in annoyance. "Why didn't just told me sooner?"
"Well, I kinda missed annoying the hell out of you. So bye now, see you in thirty minutes." And the line went dead. She gripped her phone hard to stop herself from hurling it at the wall. Mai really knew how to royally piss the hell out of her.
It took her seconds to notice a blinking light indicating that someone texted her. Natsuki typed her password and she was pleased when she saw that the message came from her date last night. Happiness burst in her chest when she saw Shizuru's response.
Hey, Good morning! I just woke up. My manager filled me up with the news. Are you okay?
Natsuki pressed the send button and waited for Shizuru's response but after a few minutes, she gave up. Maybe the woman was busy, Natsuki mused to herself. Deciding to get herself ready, Natsuki took a quick shower.
While washing her hair, Natsuki heard a message notification from her phone and she hastily finished her shower. She quickly toweled her hair to dry-satisfied that her hair won't make a mess, Natsuki retrieved her phone.
Well, aside from being called a slut by a horde of fans I'm fine. You'll be in the meeting, right?
Natsuki cringed at Shizuru's response—clearly the supermodel was not all right.
Yeah, Mai called me. Don't worry okay? It will eventually go away. Gossips usually do have a short life. So are we still on?
Natsuki sure hoped that Shizuru won't back out from their date. The woman was probably not prepared for the media's craziness—and compared to ReiZuru's tandem, theirs was probably wilder. Well, who would have guessed that the princess of the catwalk would go out with a lesbian rock star? None. Nada. Not even Natsuki could have guessed it.
Her attention was caught again by her phone and she popped out the message.
Yes, you won't get away from me easily. I'll text you when I get there, I'm odw. I'm driving.
Natsuki bit her lips—the woman was always catching her off guard. Shizuru could be sweet as an innocent child and an alluring seductress at the same time and that stirred a lot of scary emotions out of her.
Shizuru could feel a steady throbbing pain in her temple as she sipped her tea slowly. Her staffs offered her breakfast but she refused—she was not really in the mood to eat anything. After seeing those horrible tweets, comments and articles from strangers about her personal life drained her.
She felt naive at how she confidently declared her willingness to go out publicly with Natsuki. Shizuru let her team and Yukino handle the scandal—she couldn't even think straight. Shizuru released a sigh, and she wondered how a single photo could damage everything in overnight.
"Are you okay with that Miss Fujino?" A carrot-haired woman wearing a glasses cut off her musings.
"Huh? I'm sorry... I'm spacing out..." Shizuru said weakly. A hand covered hers and Shizuru trembled under it.
"We suggest that you and Natsuki should keep it a secret first. Let things settle down before letting the public know that you two are actually dating. Break off slowly from hanging out with Kanzaki." Yukino explained in a soft voice.
Shizuru glanced at the rock star in front of her. She tried to read Natsuki's reaction at their PR's reasoning but she came up with nothing. The rock star was oddly submissive with their managers. Seeing that everyone was waiting for her answer—Shizuru nodded.
"What about you, Natsuki?" Mai, her handler asked her. Shizuru saw her clenched her hands, and she instantly knew that Natsuki wasn't happy about it.
"It's all right, I'm kinda used to it." Shizuru's eyebrow crunched with confusion. What did Natsuki mean?
Before she could react, Natsuki excused herself and Shizuru helplessly watched her walk away. "Excuse me..." Before anyone could protest, Shizuru stood up and followed her.
"Natsuki wait..." Shizuru caught up her and she pulled Natsuki's jacket to stop her.
"I was just going to the bathroom..." Natsuki looked away—the rock star wanted to protest at the decision made by their handlers but seeing how much the sudden scandal affected Shizuru stopped her. Will Natsuki be selfish enough to request the supermodel to risk everything when the woman itself was not even sure what her sexuality was?
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault please don't get mad..." Shizuru said softly. Shizuru's accent was barely visible in her gloomy voice and it made Natsuki's heartache.
"I'm not mad..." Natsuki pocketed her hands inside the pocket of her hoodie to hide the sudden coldness of it. She was truly not mad but she was scared witless. They were so happy last night, everything was just perfect then this happened. What if Shizuru suddenly decided that the pain was not worth it? What if Shizuru suddenly goes back to being straight?
"I'm just frustrated by this... We were perfectly happy last night then..." Natsuki frustratingly ran her right hand through her hair and she grunted.
"Me too..." Shizuru gripped Natsuki's jacket—she was suddenly afraid that the woman would finally bolt away from her. She knew that it was still too early but her attachment to the woman in front of her was staggering and it was freaking her out. Big time.
Shizuru cleared her throat—she needed to stomp her fear down. "But that doesn't change the fact that I wanted to be with you..." Shizuru breathed in. "You still want the same thing...right?"
Hating the sudden insecurity from Shizuru's voice, Natsuki gathered the woman in her arms and like a puzzle—they quickly fit together. Both women released a sigh of relief—comforted but each other's presence.
"I want that too. I'm sorry if I showed you otherwise..." Natsuki murmured. She wanted to tell Shizuru the truth why she was afraid of their situation that it was too early. Their relationship was still vulnerable—it doesn't have any solid foundation. Yet. Natsuki breathed in the familiar scent of the supermodel and she relished the moment of peace they found together in each other's arms.
"So? How do we do this?" Shizuru's voice was muffled.
"Hmmm… What do you mean?" Natsuki gently tugged away Shizuru's hair that tickling her nose.
Shizuru pulled away as she gazed at the rock star. "I mean, how do we spend time with these…restrictions?"
Natsuki snickered. "We hang out, spend time with each other, talk about things that we want. It's not like they want us to break up, our handlers just wanted us to lie low for a while." Her forehead creased with confusion. "I thought you used to hook up with someone?"
Shizuru looked uncomfortable at the sudden question. "Well…not regularly" Shizuru watched Natsuki grimaced and she felt ashamed. "What's wrong, Natsuki? Are you uncomfortable at the thought of me hooking up? I thought—"
Her next words died when Natsuki raised her right hand to stop her. "When was the last time you had sex?"
Irritation flared at her chest. Shizuru didn't find it relevant when was the last time she got laid. "Wow, so this is how a conversation should be done in a lesbian date,"
"I'm not trying to insult you Shizuru," I was trying to protect myself, Natsuki said to herself as she frustratingly ran a right hand to her hair. "Could you please answer me?
Shizuru gritted her teeth, and she blushed. "I—I can't remember okay?"
"How's that possible?" Her eyes widened. "I thought people hook up for sex, right?"
"Well, duh," Shizuru rolled her eyes and she pushed herself away from the woman. Annoyed at the stunned reaction of the rock star, Shizuru huffed and she began to walk away.
"Where are you going?" Natsuki snapped from her daze and followed her.
"Home," Shizuru answered curtly. Natsuki's reaction irritated the hell out of her. She was annoyed and embarrassed. Shizuru can't understand what Natsuki wants from her. When she was about to tell her that she's still a freaking virgin, Natsuki was completely horrified. Horrified to the point—Shizuru used her long-time defense mechanism to push irritating admirers away from her. Now, when she told Natsuki that she's open to sex, the woman acted like she was sleeping her way around the city like a fucking slut and it hurt. It hurt her a lot.
Shizuru was in this situation because she chose to be with Natsuki—now everybody was against her, judging her even though they didn't know the whole truth. Even Natsuki. Her chest clenched at the pain that stricken her. She needed her time alone—to think, to reflect what unexpectedly made her clingy to the woman. Shizuru was supposed to be an independent woman—so why was she so desperate for Natsuki to like her? To be with her? To the point, she'll even tell Natsuki what she wanted to hear? Frustrated with the sudden turn of her thoughts, the supermodel clenched her teeth and started to walk away.
"What? Why?" Natsuki fumbled and followed the woman.
"Well, if you'll keep twisting your face like that, I don't know how long I can stop myself from hitting you so I might as well go home, alone." Shizuru snapped at her. The thought of her snapping shocked Shizuru. She rarely loses her temper but this woman made her snap—and it infuriated her more.
"What the hell did I said?" Natsuki said in an astonished voice.
Shizuru whirled around—her crimson eyes burning with hurt and rage, she lashed out. "You didn't have to say anything—in fact, I can clearly see it in your face. You don't even have to say it straight to my face that you too, same as every other person in this country see me as a whore. Thank you for giving me a benefit of a doubt." Shizuru bit her lips and her eyes stung with unshed tears when she saw how guilty the rock star was.
"But you told me you don't do long term dating—"Natsuki said weakly but Shizuru snapped back.
"Have you forgotten what I told you before? You are the first person who made me feel this way!" Shizuru hissed at the shocked woman in front of her.
"You mean you're still—"Shizuru's cold gazed stopped her words and she felt her face burn with embarrassment.
"When I was trying to tell you I'm still inexperienced you gave me that revolting face and when I told you I do hook ups, you still give me the same reaction. Where do you want me to be, Natsuki? And why every person that I dated was so appalled at the thought that I'm still a virgin?" Shizuru said incredulously.
Natsuki was rendered speechless. The woman was literally and figuratively a virgin and that made her…relieved and terrified at the same time. The woman was too sweet—too good to be true.
"Shiz—" Natsuki flinched when the supermodel jutted her chin and gave her a cold stare.
"Save it. I need to sort something out to myself." And Shizuru turned and walk away ignoring the hushed voice of the people when she opened the door.
The whole room was silent even after the supermodel left—and she saw Yukino adjusting her glasses. The mousy-haired woman appraised her—ashamed of their sudden spat, Natsuki pulled her hoodie to hide her face. She wasn't expecting Shizuru to react badly—in fact, she wasn't even expecting Shizuru's revelation. Natsuki cursed to herself, and she too decided to let off some steam.
"Natsuki?" Yukino startled her. She almost told the woman that she needed to be alone but the sincerity behind those eyes hushed whatever she wanted to say.
"Yeah?" Natsuki stopped walking when Shizuru's handler took a hold to the right sleeve of her hoodie.
"Can we talk?" Yukino asked in a clear voice. Natsuki only nodded—suddenly aware that the crowd was still watching her for reaction. Natsuki gestured towards the garden just across the glass door and she walked ahead of Yukino.
Both women breathe in the crisp air of autumn. A few birds could be heard and the rustling of leaves made the scenery more complete. Natsuki walked towards the bench and she sank—all of a sudden finding herself tired. She was completely aware when Yukino sat a few inches away from her. Natsuki waited for Yukino to scold her but she was caught off guard when the woman asked her.
"What happened?" Yukino said delicately—as if she was really aware of what transpired between her and Shizuru.
Natsuki found herself running her fingers through her hair. "Honestly? I don't know…"
"Was it because of we wanted you to keep it a secret?" Yukino said. Natsuki didn't answer her. It was one of the issues but that wasn't what triggered their argument. She doesn't really know how to say it so she remained silent. Natsuki was startled when a hand covered her hand. She trembled and she released a sigh.
"At first I was kinda pissed when you guys suggested that but that was probably for the best." Natsuki's stare dropped down to her clasped hands.
"I understand your feelings…after what happened between you and Anh…" Yukino said in a quiet voice.
Natsuki stiffened and the familiar surged of pain crashed on her chest. "How did…?"
"Well, for one—we're lesbians. My girlfriend and I pieced it together when the two of you became close then the rumors started to spread around and suddenly both of you were ignoring each other. We all know what's behind those cycles." Yukino adjusted her glasses before continuing. "And finally, Anh is one ours. Chrysant Agency is handling her as well."
Natsuki clenched her hands together—she hated being vulnerable, she hated to remember her past but everything that was happening to her and Shizuru was a blast from the past. Well, except for Shizuru's virginity. Remembering their previous argument, Natsuki rubbed her face with her two hands.
"You're her first…" Yukino said tenderly—watching Natsuki blushed, Yukino smiled at her.
"But…" Natsuki faltered for a second. "But she told me that she does hook ups…"
"Oh, Shizuru…" Yukino said in disbelief. For a while, Natsuki watched the woman took off her glasses and pinched the bridge of her nose. The handler shook her head as if she can't believe what transpired between them.
"What actually happened? Please tell me what really happened…" Natsuki was reluctant to tell her but Yukino squeezed her arm. In the end, Natsuki gave in. Natsuki told her their conversation last night and just a little while ago.
"How did you react when she's trying to tell you that you're her first?" Yukino asked her.
"Well, I was completely shocked! She's a twenty-four-year-old woman a-and she's—," Natsuki released a ragged breath and she ran her fingers through her hair.
"She took it as if her virginity scared you…" Yukino said weakly. "I can't believe this…"
"I'm not scared! Well, maybe I look horrified there for a minute but her complete naiveté was unexpected for someone so—so gorgeous…" Natsuki finished feebly.
"And her complete naivete in sex supported the uncertainty of her sexuality solidified your fears? That maybe she's like Anh?" Yukino's words cut through her and twisted her in the ugliest way. Hearing it casually being justified was painful—as if other people understand what her fear was.
"I know that it was dumb but Anh and I—we started the same way. I was her first woman…and in the end, it wounded me in the worst possible way." Natsuki cleared her throat. "Shizuru was too good to be true…"
"She's not…" The certainty of Yukino's voice surprised Natsuki. "You haven't noticed it yet but just like you, Shizuru has her own issues to deal with." Yukino's words hung in the air—making her pensive and she wondered how can someone gorgeous as Shizuru has her own demons to quell.
"I know that I shouldn't tell you this but knowing Shizuru's stubbornness to admit what's happening to both of you terrified her, I wanted to help. Shizuru's scared of being attached to someone because she's afraid of losing someone important to her." Yukino grasped her trembling hand and stared at her full of determination. "Her father died because of cancer but Shizuru watched her father die slowly and painfully."
A tear escaped Yukino's eyes and released her hands to wipe it. "I watched her suffer, Natsuki. She stood by his side for two years. Shizuru took care of him every time he would heave out his stomach contents because of his painful chemotherapy, she quit her job to be with him in the hospital, she stopped her life for him, she stayed with him until his death and I saw her slowly dying too. Shizuru was watching the only person she loved being snuffed out of life slowly, and when he finally died we were so afraid for her because she told us that she wish she had died with him." Yukino sobbed and Natsuki felt her own tears lingering behind her lashes.
"Christ..." Natsuki felt incredibly stupid. Shizuru's grew up in a broken family and she lost her father to cancer—and her she was, whining because a women cheated on her. She felt like a complete shit.
"I think when she saw you panicking at her virginity, she too—panicked, that her virginity would turn you off and she said the worst thing that she'll ever say to you." Yukino chuckled at the irony of their situation.
Natsuki shook her head, disbelief was written on her face. "But why hook ups? She could have said that she's dated someone before."
"Oh, that? She usually says that to her unwanted suitors. You know, to push them away." Yukino wiped her tear-streaked face and she put her glasses back. "When all she wanted was for you to stay, she actually said the one thing that would make you run away."
Yukino regarded her with interest. "But I wonder why didn't you run away from her?"
Natsuki cleared her throat and she stared ahead at the peaceful scenery in front of them. ''Shizuru told me to trust her and I did. Without any safety net, with the knowledge that she hooks up and even she's still uncertain of her sexuality. I blindly trusted her because I have faith in her. I don't know why but she…keeps me grounded."
Yukino smiled softly at Natsuki's faith to her friend. "I'm glad…"
Both women became quiet as they savor the pleasant weather outside. Falling in her own thoughts, Natsuki remembered the first time she saw Shizuru. Natsuki shivered at the memory—the first time she saw those intense crimson eyes, it sent an icy chill running down her spine. Shizuru was exactly as she saw her in those fashion advertisements but, she was probably more gorgeous in person. Devastating crimson eyes, ash-blonde soft straight hair, full pinkish mouth, angular porcelain face, endless shapely legs, graceful body and that insanely delicious accent. That night, she knew that Shizuru captured her interest and maybe—maybe something deeper.
"Give her time, she'll come around." Yukino's voice reeled her back in the present.
Natsuki thought about her suggestion but now that she knew Shizuru's fears, maybe giving her space wasn't the answer. Fear makes people do stupid decisions and Shizuru might suddenly decide that what they have wasn't worth it. Natsuki found herself shaking her head—she glanced at Yukino and grinned. "But that doesn't mean I'll leave her alone. Check my website around four in the afternoon for my live streaming." Natsuki stood up and took off the hood of her hoodie in her head.
Yukino almost swooned at Natsuki but remembering what they talked about earlier made her straightened herself. "Natsuki, you need to lie low. It'll—" But the rock star just winked at her.
"Don't worry—I won't say anything to implicate our relationship." She adjusted her hoodie to her liking. "But I just wanted to say something—to make her see that we're in this together." Natsuki could almost imagine what Shizuru must be thinking. She must be scared and torn with her feelings—being left alone with nothing but a broken soul and a broken heart. That feeling when she wanted to reach out to someone but being stopped by her fear. Natsuki knew it very well and she wanted to let Shizuru know that they are in this together.
Natsuki remembered the song that she wrote last night and realized that it must be the right song for her. She fished out her phone and dialed the number of one of her most trusted friend. After a few rings, the person on the other line answered her.
"Hey, wanna jam together?" Her smile widened. "I have this one great song and I really wanted to sing this in a live stream. So?"
Yukino watched her suspiciously and it seemed that the person from the other line agreed with the rock star. Watching the enthusiastic rock star nodding and planning her mini concert online made her happy for her friend. When Natsuki pocketed her phone, the rock star threw her a dazzling grin.
"I've got a secret to tell you," Natsuki's emerald eyes were twinkling with mischief.
Her right eyebrow rose playfully at the animated woman. "Yes?"
"X chromosome band will have its mini live stream this afternoon. So," That emerald orbs winked at her once more and Yukino almost swooned. "As our number one fan, I'm personally inviting you to watch it later."
Yukino bit her lower lip—her favorite band will once again be reunited for the sake of her friend. For a hardcore fan like her—that must be one of the sweetest things Natsuki will do for Shizuru. Yukino impishly smiled at her and she shook her head. "Count me in, Kuga."
Shizuru woke up in a disheveled state. She watched the afternoon light as it filtered its way towards her bedroom and she could feel an ache pounding in her head as she cried herself to exhaustion. A sob rose in her throat when she remembered her predicament—her career was in shambles, fans of Reito and Natsuki were chanting to crucify her and Natsuki. Shizuru buried her head in her pillow to muffle her cries. Of all people who would jump to conclusion, she wasn't expecting Natsuki to join the bandwagon of Shizuru's-a-slut-club.
Shizuru, baka ne. You wouldn't have this problem in the first place if you have been honest with her from the start. She chided herself. A sudden weight settled on her back and she felt the engine of purr from her cat but she was too spent to push the cat away from her. Shizuru didn't know how long she buried herself in her pillow when she heard a message notification from her phone.
She wanted to turn off her phone but a part of her was hoping that a certain emerald eye beauty would call her. She used an app to screen all of her calls except Natsuki's and she felt like an idiot for doing it. Shizuru specifically told her to leave her alone but she was waiting for her like a fool. Another notification rang from her phone and reluctantly, she reached for it.
She typed her password and her eyes widened when she saw Natsuki's name pop out. Her heart raced as she opened the rock star's first message.
I know you're mad at me but please, there's something I need to tell you.
She nervously opened the next message from Natsuki.
Could you please watch my live streaming from my website? I wrote something for you. Please…
Her heart doubled its heart rate as she realized what Natsuki was trying to say. Was Natsuki going to declare their relationship despite their meeting this morning? Shizuru could feel herself being pleased about it but she was afraid what would happen once they came out. Still nervous from the probable consequences of the rock star's action, Shizuru pushed herself up from her bed. She swayed a little from the sudden dizziness and she remembered that she haven't eaten anything yet.
After regaining her balance, she slowly walked towards the table and turned on her laptop. She quickly googled Natsuki's website and after a few clicks, she found herself waiting for the live streaming of the rock star. Her phone rang again, and she popped the message open.
Please watch it. I won't start the live stream unless you texted me back. You wouldn't want to disappoint the ShizNat fans right? :'(
Shizuru bit the inside of her cheeks to stop herself from smiling but she could feel her cheeks heating up. The woman was seriously a charmer and she found herself texting back to the rock star.
I'm watching but I'm only doing it for our fandom, not because I forgive you.
Shizuru pressed the send button and she waited. After a few seconds, the screen from her laptop flickered to life and she saw one of Natsuki's band mates fixing the camera. Her eyes automatically zoomed at Natsuki. She could see the rock star smiling on her phone while typing. Her heart warmed at Natsuki's smiling face. Was she always smiling like this every time Natsuki think of her?
Her phone rang again and she opened it. Shizuru found herself giggling at Natsuki's reply.
Oh... I thought you're doing this because I'm gorgeous and you can't resist my charming self. Bummer :'(
The woman she saw last night spoke to the camera. "Hello guys, This is X chromosome band live," And the woman glanced behind her to address Natsuki. "Hey, mate. Get your arse in here. You're the one who arranged this in the first place."
Shizuru found herself smiling while she watched Natsuki confidently strode in front of the camera. ''Hello guys, it's been a while since the last time I did this so thank you for taking your time to watch this.'' The rock star raised her right thumb to point out her band mates. "This is my friends, Chie our lead guitarist. This is Aoi our bassist, and behind us," She pointed a petite green-haired woman behind them. "Is Akira our drummer. This I'm my former band, X chromosome."
Natsuki smiled at the camera as she adjusted her microphone. "I know most of you are wondering why the sudden live stream. Well, I wrote a new song and I'm excited to share this one with everyone. This song is close to my heart and I wanted to dedicate this to the one who is afraid as I am." Shizuru felt goosebumps ran through her arms and she went rigid. She stared at the woman inside the screen—wondering if she heard her right. Was Natsuki afraid as she was?
As per cue, Akira the drummer held the sticks in the air and bumped it together for three times and she kicked the bass twice and the band suddenly sprang music together. Shizuru was hypnotized how Natsuki's left fingers softly worked the strings along the neck of her electric guitar while her right hand strummed the same chords. The rock star was slightly tapping her right foot as if dancing to the beat of the song and her vocals followed.
She sits at home with the lights out
Seeing life in different colors
I think it's time that we wake up
So let me take you away
Natsuki's husky voice covered Shizuru's consciousness and felt herself being drawn by the words. Is this what Natsuki was trying to tell her? That they can take on the world? That she'll pick up her broken pieces? Shizuru felt her tears prickling her eyelashes and she found herself crying again. Is she strong enough to let herself get attach to another person again? The air in her lungs suddenly left her and she found herself panicking. What if the woman suddenly got bored with her? What if Natsuki wanted sex and she's still not ready for it? Baka! Shizuru silently cursed her sudden fear. They were just starting to date, so no need getting herself so worked up with worry.
It took so long to convince you
I knew I had to show my colors
You never wanted to be rescued
But now we're drifting away
We can run down the street
With the stars in our eyes
We can tear down this town
In the dark of the night
Just open the door
We've got time on our side
We can make it out alive
Hey we're taking on the world
I'll take you where you wanna go
Pick you up if you fall to pieces
Let me be the one to save you
Break the plans we had before
Let's be unpredictable
Pick you up if you fall to pieces
Let me be the one to save you
Shizuru hugged her knees and she placed her chin on it. She could see why Natsuki love her old band. The way they move in synchronized precision—and she could clearly see how much they were enjoying how they play together. Every time Natsuki would sing, her emerald eyes were twinkling with emotion—as if reaching everyone with every lyric that spouting in her lips. This is her calling, Natsuki was meant to be a singer.
So let go!
Till' we've lost control
And we'll stumble through it all
Let's do something new and unpredictable
As soon as the song was finished the band stopped playing and meaning of the song hung in the air. Slightly panting, Natsuki looked back at the camera. "Well, that's it. Tell us what you think through twitter and see you for my upcoming gig and concerts. Thank you for listening." The rest of the band wave at the screen as Natsuki took off her guitar and placed it in the case near them. The rock star took the phone and she watched in anticipation as Natsuki shoot another message to her.
What do you think? :)
Shizuru automatically smiled. Even before the rock star finished her song for her, Shizuru knew her answer. She typed her response and she sent it in a flash. She broke into a grin when she saw Natsuki threw her head laughing at what she texted. Shizuru glanced at her text and once again and she felt the surge of bravery that Natsuki made her feel.
Let's do something new and unpredictable ;)
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Different colors = Rainbow/Pride symbol
We're taking on the world = She'll be with her despite the hate
NatsukiKuga totally wrote that song for FujinoShiz and I'm having a fan girl moment! Gosh! People are so hateful towards this two when they didn't even know the whole story :/ I'll be with these two lovely ladies till the end XOXO
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To be continued...
A/N:
There is only one thing that I wanted to say to my readers here in CF. Have a little faith in me.
I'm still writing RS and I'll update it next. See yah!