"Dean, honey could you go and get me a few things from the store?" Missouri asked him.
"Yeah sure. You okay Sammy?"
"I'll be fine Dean."
"Do you have a pain, honey?" Missouri asked as soon as Dean was down the street.
"Just in my soul." Sam weep-ed.
"Oh honey, what happened?"
"When I got back to the motel, I found Dean in bed with some blond bitch from the bar." Sam sobbed.
"I'm so sorry baby. I shouldn't have made you come alone."
"It's not your fa..." Sam was cut of by a sharp pain, just as Dean walked back into the door.
'What the hell I've only been go for like twenty minutes!' Dean thought to himself as he ran over to Sam's side "Sammy, whats wrong. Please baby just talk to me."
"Dean give the poor kid some space." Missouri spoke very calmly. "Sam take deep breathes."
"I can't... I can't lose this baby. I've already lost to much. AHHHHHHHHHH" Sam screamed out he was rocketed with another sharp pain.
"Sam honey, no body is losing anything. Now just breath."
"No. It's to late. I can feel it. I've already lost it." Sam sobbed out in pain.
"Dean take him up to the bedroom." Missouri instructed.
"No, I can do it myself." Sam insisted, the last thing he wanted was Deans hand on his body.
"Sammy, please just let me help you." Dean begged, he actually wholeheartedly begged.
"Fuck, I may not want your help. But for fuck sakes a do need it. Now help me off this fucking coach!" Sam screamed.
"Missouri what the hell is going on?" Dean demanded after they had left a sleeping Sam.
"Boy, you've messed this one way up. I don't think that boy will ever forgive you for this one." She commented as she sat at the kitchen table.
"Look I now about the baby. I mean Sammy didn't tel me, one of his doctors did." Dean took a deep breath "Did he lose the baby?"
"Yes. I'm afraid so. The poor soul. He'll never be whole again."
"It's my fault. You were talking about what I did, weren't you when it all started?"
"Yes. And if I didn't know you where going to have an emotional breakdown I would whack you with a spoon, about a billion times. But I know that your taking this just as hard as that poor boy up stairs is."
"What the hell have I done?" Dean sobbed into his hands. "I cheated on the only person that matters to me, the only person who gives a fuck what happens to me. And I cause him to lose our baby! I'm a total utter screw up."
"Dean, we need to talk." Sam spoke from the door way. Face stained with tears.
I feel really bad now. Need some ice cream, cause that was just Of-ell of me! Cries