Clary and jace were together, They had been for a while. They had broken it off many times but it was pointless. They were so different but it worked so well. They had tried to be apart but it wasn't worth it. but then somehow it happened again.

Flashback

Jace leaned back on the sofa and sighed 'Why did she do it' He was upset. Clary had been so happy and so had he and they had gone out for a drive and the mood and went hey wire and all of a sudden they hadn't been so happy. Clary had looked over and asked "Are you happy?" jace had looked over and said "not at the moment" clary had reached over and held his hand and said "Can i help with anything?" Jace shook his head and said "I think we should take a break?" Clary had started at him for a minute and then looked down at her lap and asked "Did I do something?" jace shook his head and said "No i just think it's time" Clary nodded and said "I'm just gonna go" Jace leaned over and kissed her cheek and said "See you around" clary had rushed away. He hadn't seen her tears but he knew they were there. Because he himself was crying

End of flashback

His mom came home and smiled at him and asked "I would have thought you'd be out or at least that clary was around" Jace winced and said "we aren't a thing anymore" his mother frowned and asked "May i ask why because everything was going well as far as i know" jace shrugged and said "I don't even know" she tilted her head to the side and asked "Did you ask her why she broke it off" jace sighed leaning forward his elbows on the knees and said "I broke it off, The mood was just really sad and we hadn't been talking because this girl at school was teasing clary about not putting out, and i said I didn't care but it was bothering her and she wouldn't tell me why" His mother placed a hand on his shoulder and said "you should go to her, I bet she's sad" Jace sighed and grabbed his keys and said "I'm so stupid" she smiled as he rushed out.

Clary was sat outside her house on the lawn by the tree. She had been so sad since he broke up with her. She hadn't told her father why she told her brother and swore his to secrecy as well as her mother, They had agreed and left her alone. Because she liked it that way. The only person she wanted was jace and he was the reason for her being so upset. She had been sketching away not really looking at the lines. She looked down at the page to see his name spelled out in cursive writing. She flipped the page and closed the book. Clary didn't like crying but when she was angry or upset it always seemed to happen.

A car pulled up by her house and she didn't even glance until she noticed that it stopped. She looked to the side to see jace step out of the car. She wiped at her eyes and got to her feet standing up as he waked over. Clary crossed her arms over her chest as he stopped in front of her and asked "How are you?" clary let her tears fall and asked "Why do you do this?" JAce shook his head and said "I don't know, I don't want you to have to deal with me and then i miss you and it's horrible" clary nodded and said "It's horrible" jace reached forward and wiped his thumb under her eyes dissolving her tears. Clary didn't want to push him away he promised herself that she would if he did this again but she couldn't.

Jace leaned forward pulling her against him hugging her softly and said "I'm so stupid" clary nodded and said "you are stupid" jace kissed her head and said "I love you" clary nodded and said "I know you do, I love you too" Jace smiled and asked "but that's not enough" clary smiled sadly and said "I love you so much, you know how much i love you. I would do anything for you. And if you asked me to get into that car and pretend this never happened i would. But then i don't want you to because this hurts jace" jace nodded and said "I know it hurts, I'm so sorry" Clary leaned up and kissed his cheek and said "I'm yours I've always been yours but you can't keep doing this to me, Because one day i might not be your. I don't want you to break my heart" jace nodded and said "I'm sorry" clary nodded wrapping her eyes around his waist and said "I know"

But then he didn't ask her to come with him but she did anyways and she packed a bag because she wasn't coming home at the end of the day. They got back and jace pulled clary upstairs and set her bag down in his room and went and changed. Clary pulled her shoes off and changed into one off his shirts. She climbed into bed and replied to her brothers texts saying she was staying with jace.

Jace came back in a shirt and sweatpants. He sat down beside her and asked "Movie?" clary nodded and said "pick whatever you know i won't watch" Jace nodded and clicked on some movie and clary laid her head on his shoulder and asked "Why is this so hard" jace sighed and said "life isn't supposed to be easy" clary sighed and said "but this has been hard enough" jace wrapped an arm around her waist and said "Then let's say this 'No more breakups, no more breaks just me and you forever' How does that sound" Clary smiled and said "perfect" jace kissed her head and said "Why is it you're so cold" clary smiled and shrugged snugging into his side.

They sat in his room like that cuddled up their legs tangled together, Clary was hurt he knew that but then she didn't want to ignore him because it hurt even more. His mother came by and said "Clary are you staying for dinner?" clary nodded and said "if im allowed" he smiled and said "yes of course" Jace pulled her up and said "you don't have to stay if you're still mad with me i can drive you home" clary shook her head and said "I want to stay" Jace nodded and kissed her head.

They walked down and sat down at the table. Jace's parents smiled as they saw clary and said "it's so nice to see you" clary smiled and sat down in her usual place and crossed her legs. They ate and chatted. Jace got up and cleared the table. When he left his mother turned to her and asked "Did he apologize" clary nodded and she smiled and asked "I'm guessing you're going to drag it out?" clary smiled and said "I'm just not jumping straight it, He knows what he did he doesn't have to suffer" His parents smiled and his father said "He's lucky to have you" clary smiled and said "I'm lucky to have him, goes both ways" Jace came back and held his hand out pulling clary up and pushing her chair back in.

They walked back upstairs and clary said "I'm going to go change" jace nodded and hopped into bed wishing the main light off and flicking the beside on on. He usually slept with his swars pants and so shirt but he decides to leave it on for now. Clary hovered in the bathroom. She wasn't scared to face him she was just nervous because it had been 2 weeks since they had even had a nap together. She brushed her teeth and exchanged jeans for sleeping short and walked back in. She grabbed her phone to see her mom had texted her a heart and wrote 'Whatever makes you happy' clary switched it off and lifted the covers crawled in. Jace laid down held the covers up and clary scooted closer and wrapped one arm over his chest. Jace leaned his head on top of hers and asked "Do you just want to go to sleep" Clary nodded and said "Right after you brush your teeth" jace chuckled and and got up. Clary moved the pillows to the middle instead of two differed sides.

Jace came back and lifted the covers and clary said "your shirt?" jace pulled it off and said "I thought you might want me to keep it on" clary shook her head and pulled herself closer to him wrapping one leg over his. Jace wrapped his arms around her. they laid like that neither sleeping just laying there cuddled up. Jace kissed her head and said "I feel like you're mad or upset" clary nodded and said "it hurts, I'm not mad at you i don't think i could be mad at you. I'm mad it happened I'm mad I listened to the bitch. I'm upset i let it get to me and i'm sad that you felt the need to break it off because the mood was so horrible" jace turned her head and said "I'm mad that she even talked to you, I don't care clary we haven't talked about it and we shouldn't have to, If you don't want to then we don't have to. Im fine with holding you like this and kissing you because honestly i don't think i could feel something better then the feeling i get when we kiss" clary kissed his chest and said "I don't know what i want, I know you've done it and yes i do think about it because i'm a girl I overthink a lot" jace nodded and kissed her forehead and said "I'm not like that anymore" clary nodded and said "I know that, I know that but jace your hot and sexy and I can't help but think that you want more" jace cut her off by kissing the corner off her mouth and whispered and said "Of course i do I'm a 17 year old boy I want to do a lot of thing, but with you. and i want you to want to do them when you feel comfortable" Clary barely heard what he said.

He was so close. His lips were so close. She was thankful it was dark because she was positive her cheeks were the shade of her hair. Clary released a shaky breath and asked in a whisper "What do you want to do?" jace was caught off guard. What was he asking?. He stuttered and asked "I'm gonna need a bit more" clary placed a hand on his cheek and looked him dead in the eyes and said in a whisper "I want you to tell me what you want to do? as a 17 year old buy what do you want to do with me" jace swallowed the dry lump in his throat and asked "I've never felt so stupid" clary chuckled and he was yet again caught my surprise her voice was so silky not light and soft like normal. Clary smiled sweetly and pressed her lips to his jawline and said "all those thoughts you have tell me, and maybe i want to do the same" Jace was stunned. She wanted him to talk dirty. Jace nodded and said "I want to kiss you" clary smirked and said "Exciting" jace grinned and said "I want to kiss all of you, your lips your jaw, every inch of your neck. and i want to make sure you remember i was there. I wanna kiss over your shoulders and down your back" clary closed her eyes her cheeks flamed up again. "I want to kiss down your chest over these" he ran his hand over her boobs and clary nodded telling him to keep going. "I want to kiss over your stomach over your hips down your thighs, every inch of your skin" Clary gasped out her hand sliding into jace's hair and said "I would let you" jace nodded and said "I had a feeling you would"

Jace smiled down and stared at her. Clary glanced up and frowned and asked "What?" jace grinned and asked "your go?" clary stared back at him and said "you don't mean that" jace grinned and said "Well before no but since you implied that you do have thoughts i would love to know them" Clary rolled over to face him and opened her mouth and then closed it. Jace smiled and looked at her and in the end clary caved and said "I can't" jace smiled and kissed her head and said "No you can you just don't want to say it out loud" Clary sighed and said "I'm not sure what i want" jace smiled tucking her hair behind her ear and said "you don't need to know" Clary smiled and leaned up kissing him fully on the lips. Jace smiled and just as she pulled back slightly he pushed back smiling widely.

There was just something about clary that made jace's entire body fill up with joy. Clary smiled back chuckling as they tried to kiss both smiling. All it let to was their teeth clashing. Clary giggled laying back down pressing her head into the pillows. Jace smiled and did the same they were as before very close. Clary smiled and said "What is it about you?" jace smiled and said "I love you, that must be it" clary nodded a lazy grin on her face as she said "Must be"

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