(DISCLAIMER: I OWN NOTHING OF HARRY POTTER. ALL RIGHT BELONGS TO J. K. ROWLING)

A/N: Includes suicidal thoughts and death.

Everyone was smiling. Laughing. Hugging. Kissing. And most of all, living.

When I was around, they frowned. Sobbed. Abandoned. And most of all, died

Laughter permeated the air on a daily basis.

Cries of agony permeate the air on a daily basis when I was around.

Warmth and love spread like wild fire.

Pain spread like wild fire when I was around.

The sweet inky darkness; the comforting embrace of ignorance.

It was so simple to let them live.

It was so simple to end it.

Even though I had no one, at least I could see Lily and James Potter again.

My wonderful parents who gave up everything.