Disclaimer: Totally don't own Twilight, if I did well Edward would have been kicked in the nuts a lot.
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So I'm in need of new femslash stories to read, so tell me some of your favourite couples, from some of your favourite stories, obviously doesn't need to be just Twilight, it can be any story, just need some new stuff to read, I'll be totally grateful if you do.
And now on with the story!
Bella
Pulling back from Rosalie's embrace, Bella turned back to the mirror and ran her hand across her stomach once more before turning to exit the bathroom, with Rosalie following close behind her, flopping down on to her bed on her back, she stared up at the ceiling in silence, feeling the bed dip beside her, instead of turning to the blonde vampire she continued to just look up at the ceiling.
"I can't believe this is happening" she whispered finally breaking the silence, "Why is it that I can never just have something in my life that's normal?, my boyfriend a vampire, and not just a vampire, an emo vampire, that hated himself, and insisted on saving my soul, my supposedly best friend, a wolf, and now my pregnancy the one thing I expected to be like every other woman's, messed up, and everything but normal at the moment, its like my life is just a place where everything non-normal gets dumped, my life is like some sick joke" she finished shaking her head, a harsh chuckle escaping her mouth.
"Your best friend is a wolf ?" Rosalie asked.
Turning her head to look at the blonde, Bella raised an incredulous eyebrow, "Out of everything I just said, that's what you question me about really ?" She asked staring at the blonde.
"Yes" Rosalie said, "That seemed like an important part, because I assume you're talking about the mutts down at La Push ?" She asked quirking a blonde brow.
Before Bella could reply, the sound of her phone ringing caught her attention, reaching for it she glanced at the screen, to see the name 'Jessica' flashing at her, answering it she brought the phone up to her ear, "Hello?" She answered.
"Bella where the hell are you ?" Jessica asked, cutting straight to the chase, "I rang your house phone to find out why you haven't come to school, only for your dad to tell me that you don't live there anymore, what the hell is going on ?" She demanded.
"Calm down Jess" Bella chuckled, "Yeah I'm not living with my dad anymore, why do you sound so surprised, you know how things have been between us lately" she stated.
"Yes I do, but I didn't think things where that messed up, like what happened did he kick you out ?, cause I know you mentioned that he said he would if you didn't stop coming to parties with us" Jessica asked.
"No Jess he didn't kick me out, I left, he was being difficult, so I packed my shit and walked out" She explained ignoring the look on Rosalie's face, when Jessica spoke of her going to parties.
"Oh, so like where are you now then?" Jessica gasped.
"I'm in Port Angeles" the brunette lied, knowing that she couldn't tell the truth, for so many different reasons.
"I'm not even going to bother asking where, because I know you won't tell me" Jessica laughed.
"You know me so well" Bella laughed, "But I'm not telling anyone so don't worry, oh and I'm not coming to school anytime soon, I'm going to phone and ask to do my work online" the thought had literally only just occurred to her, but as she said it, she knew that's what she was going to do.
"What, why ?" Jessica asked, shocked.
"I'm trying to sort things out, I don't have time to be actually going to school, and its too far" she explained.
"Oh right, look Bella I gotta go, my free lesson's over, but I'll phone you later or something alright, love you, bye" Jessica rushed out, cutting the phone off before Bella could even make a sound.
Shaking her head, Bella dropped the phone next to her stretched out form, on the bed, watching as it bounced once, then turned her head to once more face Rosalie, looking at the blonde, she watched as emotion after emotion flickered in her amber eyes, before the blondes face went blank, back to the emotionless mask that Bella was used to seeing on her face, back before the Cullens left.
"Do you plan on telling Jessica about your pregnancy?" Rosalie questioned, Bella's lips pursed slightly, in what she knew the blonde vampire would think was contemplation, but was actually what Bella had taught herself to do instead of frowning, knowing that an actual frown gave away so much of a persons thoughts.
"No" She answered shaking her head, "while Jessica is a very good friend" she continued, ignoring the look on Rosalie's face at her admission of Jessica's status as a friend, "considering what's already happening with the way the baby is growing, I think it's best that I don't tell her, because we don't know what to expect at the moment" she explained, to which Rosalie nodded at.
"Understandable, right so come down stairs, and I'll make you some lunch" although Bella knew the blonde meant it as a statement, it sounded more like a question, so she nodded her head, swung her legs off the bed, and made to follow her out of the room.
She watched as Rosalie took a few steps before turning back to her, "You should put some socks on your feet Bella, I might not feel the cold but I've heard the wooden flooring is supposed to be cold" she stated before turning and continuing out of the room.
Bella's mouth twitched slightly into an amused smile, she wasn't actually sure what it was exactly that she was smiling at, so she just shook her head, and did as the blonde suggested, picking out a pair of socks that she knew always kept her feet warm, then left the room, heading in the direction of the kitchen, where she knew Rosalie was waiting.
"So what do you feel for Bella ?" Rosalie asked, as Bella entered the kitchen.
"Erm, how about a peanut butter and jelly sandwich, and some orange juice please" she requested, to which the blonde nodded to.
After eating and washing both her cup and plate, Bella made her way up to the room that was her art studio, making her way across the room, she opened the window, and then sat down on the soft fluffy rug that was on floor in front of the bottom half of the all glass wall, sitting cross-legged, the brunette closed her eyes and took calming deep breaths, allowing her self to just focus on all the sounds around her.
This was a technique that she had actually learnt from her art teacher, after she began expressing her feeling though her artwork, her teacher Miss Renalds, had asked for her to stay behind one day at the end of class, because she felt that her artwork "had a dark aura", those were her exact words, she had expressed her concern, then had asked for Bella to explain to her what she thought or felt while she lost herself in her work, and surprisingly, Bella had actually felt herself opening up to her teacher, there was something about her that just made Bella feel comfortable, comfortable enough to actually express her inner most thoughts and feelings, Miss Renalds had told her she understood, and then had offered to teach her a way to clear her mind of thoughts and block out her emotions, so that when she felt like doing any sort of work, her mind would be clear, and she would be able to focus, and have different types of inspiration from things around her, instead of just the things inside of her.
She had accepted her teachers offer, and every lunchtime for over a month, had gone to Miss Renalds office, where her teacher taught her how to do that form of meditation, they had found that it did work, and that Bella was able to actually create pieces that didn't have the so-called 'dark aura', that her teacher had first commented on, so now she always meditated before doing any work.
Taking one last deep breath, the brunette stood up and made her way to the sofa on the other side of the room, sitting down she reached over picked up a sketch pad and pencil, settling back into the chair, she opened the pad, and just allowed her hand to glide the pencil across the page, loosing herself in the motions, and the peaceful calm she always felt when drawing.
A light rapping on the door caught her attention, telling Rosalie to enter, she glanced down at the sketch pad, to see that she had sketched what appeared to be, at first glance because of the long hair a woman, but as she focused on it, she realised that it was most definitely a man, cocking her head to the side she stared, feeling like she should be feeling something in relation to the picture, the sound of Rosalie unnecessarily clearing her throat broke her concentration.
"Yes?" She asked lifting her head to stare at the blonde vampire, while closing the pad, placing it and the pencil back on the table next to the sofa.
"I cooked you some spaghetti, I could hear your stomach rumbling from downstairs" Rosalie explained when Bella raised a questioning eyebrow.
"Oh right, I didn't even notice I was hungry to be honest" Bella explained, and as if to back that up, her stomach growled, cause the two women to laugh.
"Lead the way then Rosalie", she said with a smile, following the blonde out of the room.
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Someone pointed out Bella already ate breakfast, so I've changed it to lunch, I'm not going to lie, I never read the last chapter before I wrote this one, but I'll remember to do it next time.