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I'm totally sorry that it's taken so long to update, but my life sucks at the moment, and I haven't felt like writing, but I decided to do something today.

Chapter 11

Bella

Shit

Shit, Shit, Shit, Shit, Shit, Shit, Shit, SHIT!

This cannot possibly be happening to me, not again.

Tugging her hair in absolute frustration, Bella paced back and forth in her room, as had become her routine for the past three days, ever since she had gone out with Rosalie, just the thought of the blonde haired vampire caused her to frown.

She was just so confused, Rosalie had been on her mind constantly, and she had to admit to herself that a lot of the thoughts were not exactly innocent. It wasn't the fact that she was having those thoughts that were bothering her and making her confused, she'd had these types of thought about girls before, so thinking about kissing Rosalie's oh so soft looking lips and maybe more, was not in the least bit surprising to her, she'd been living with those kind of thoughts since before coming to Forks. So it wasn't the thoughts that were the problem, it was who they were about that was causing her so much emotional distress.

She just didn't know what to do, back before the Cullens had left she would have just ignored it, because she was so stuck on Edward, but now things were different, she had changed, normally she wouldn't be worried about acting on the various thoughts floating around her head, and had on any different occasions resulting in some amazingly fun times for her and for them.

But this was different, Rosalie was well Rosalie, she was many things, but the one that bothered her was that she was a vampire, and Bella didn't want to deal with the complications of trying to date a vampire, on top of being pregnant and the issues she was having with it, that would be too much stress for her, but at the same time she couldn't deny that the thought of getting to know Rosalie in such an intimate way did appeal to her, thee was always something about Rosalie that she had been drawn to, since the first time she had met her, and it seemed that even now she was still drawn to the beautiful blonde, to the point where now it sometimes felt as if there was an actual physical pull.

She just didn't know what to do, she was just so confused, so frustrated, so stressed, so, so everything, and so she paced up and down, constantly, each day as she tried to work through all of her thoughts, and well, it really wasn't working, she really just needed to talk to someone, but she wouldn't even know where to begin, and who could she talk to that wouldn't ask a lot of questions about what was happening.

Then it hit her "Angela" she whispered, a grin forming on her face, turning she rushed to her studio, snatched up her phone and, and dialled her friend.

"Hello" Angela's voice rang through the line after he fourth ring, "Bella?"she questioned when there was no answer.

"Ange" She breathed into the phone, it felt good to hear her friend's voice, it helped to calm her, it always helped to calm her she realised, whenever she was freaking out about something talking to Angela always helped her calm down and sort her problems.

"Bella, what's wrong?" the question caused her to smile, Angela knew her so well.

"Ugh, Ange everything is wrong, I'm sure Jessica told you I'm not living with Charlie any more?" she asked.

"Yes, I can't say that I was surprised to hear that, at all, each time you talked about him, thing just seemed to have gotten worse. Jess said that you're staying in Port Angeles?" Angela questioned.

"Erm yeah, that's what I told her" Bella stated, she knew she would have to tell Angela the truth, well not the whole truth, but that she was staying with Rosalie, and not in Port Angeles.

"That's what you told her? why do I get the feeling you lied?" she couldn't help but chuckle, Angela always knew exactly what she meant when she spoke.

"Yeah you're right, I'm actually staying at a place just on the outskirts of Forks" taking a deep breath she continued, "With Rosalie" silence, that's all she hears, she can't even her Angela breathe.

"What, did you just say that you're staying-"

"With Rosalie, yes I did" Bella interrupted, "Look it's a long story, but I need to explain it to you first, in order for you to understand why I'm calling" she then went on to explain everything that happened, making sure not to make any sort of mention about her pregnancy.

"So wait, she just did all this stuff to help you for no reason?" Angela inquired, once she had heard everything.

"Yes" Bella answered.

"But why did she do it, it doesn't make sense, she has to have another reason, people don't just change like that" Angela explained.

"I know, but she said she didn't talk to me because she thought I was stupid for letting Edward control my life when we was dating" She lied, well it wasn't really a lie, Rosalie had said something to that extent.

"That's understandable I guess" Angela muttered, "Okay so lets move on to the reason for your call, I'm assuming it has something to do with Rosalie, yes?" she asked.

"Yes, basically we went out the other day, well actually Rosalie took me out, but any ways we went to Seattle to see that new action movie, but we got there a bit early, so we walked around for a bit, until the movie started, then after we went for food. This is part of what's really confusing me, I'm pretty sure we went on a date, even though she never said it was, it seemed like a date to me" Bella explained running her hand through her hair.

"I understand why you're confused, that sounds like a date to me" Angela stated.

"Exactly, but she never said, and I never asked" Bella told her.

"Well what happened on this non-date date, was there hand holding?" Angela questioned.

"No, nothing that obvious, there was none of that blatant stuff, just little things like opening doors, putting her hand on my lower back, things of that nature" she answered.

"Oh, so now you're confused because you liked your non-date date?" Angel asked knowingly.

"Yes!" Bella exclaimed, "And I don't know what to do about it, I mean I swore I would never get involved with the Cullens again, but now I'm living with Rosalie, even if she says she left them, I know she has to miss them, you can't just forget about people that easily" Bella exclaimed.

"True, but Bella did you ever think that maybe she likes you as well?, maybe that's why she left the rest of her family, and took you out on your non-date date, maybe she saw this as a chance, but she is unsure of how to go about telling you" Angela suggested.

"I don't know Angela, I mean say you're right, what do I do about that, what if I tell her I want to you know, date her, and it turns out that she doesn't think of me like that, what then?" Bella questioned weakly.

"Wow Bella, you sound like a whiny little bitch, 'What if she doesn't like me, what if wah wah wah' what happened to the Bella that kissed the life out of me at Lauren's cousins party, who didn't care about the what ifs and just went for it, which resulted in totally amazing sex?, where the hell is she, because this Bella on the phone, this is 'Edwards Bella' not the Bella that I got with" Angela demanded to know.

"She's here" Bella growled out, jaw clenched in anger at Angela's mentioning of Edward.

"Is she really because all of this whining is making me think otherwise" Angela told her.

"No she's here, Rosalie being here is just fucking up my mojo" Bella explained.

"Right, well you need to sort your shit, no more of this 'what if' crap, what if doesn't exist, isn't that what you said?" Angela questioned.

"Yes it was" Bella agreed.

"Exactly, so you need to find out if she is interested or not, and I know you know the best way to do that, seeing as you used it on me"

Chuckling Bella nodded to herself "I have to make her jealous, I think I kind of knew all of this, I just needed this wake up call I guess, thanks Ange" Bella commented, smile quirking her lips.

"No problem, but try and keep your head on straight , I don't think I can deal with you phoning me and whining down the line to me" Angela laughed.

"Yeah, I'll try" Bella laughed, "But know I plan to call you if I don't"

"Fine if you must, but look Bella I've gotta go, my mom's here from work, and hey just because you're stuck in Rosalie land, don't forget who your friends are Bella, call me any time okay, we need to talk more" She stated.

"Don't worry Ange, I'll be phoning all the time now, to give you all the details and shit" Bella promised.

"Yeah make sure you do, I'll talk to you later Bella"

"Alright, Bye Ange"

"Cya" Angela murmured, then hung up.

With a sigh Bella made her way down stairs, turning on the T.V she flopped onto the sofa. Thinking about her conversation with Angela, she had to admit her friend was right, she had been acting like a 'whiny little bitch' lately, she was glad that she had talked to Angela, sometimes it took someone commenting on something for people to admit it to themselves, then do something about it, and the fact that it was Angela who said it, really bought it home for Bella.

Since Rosalie had turned up she had gone back to being how she was before, instead of showing Rosalie who it was that she had now become, but n more, it was time for her to be herself, instead of who she used to be. Smiling to herself she ran up to her room to change out of her house clothes.

Going to her closet she grabbed a pair of black skinny jeans and slipped them on, left her red sweatshirt on, then made her way to her mirror, slipping on her bracelets she grinned at her reflection, this was who she was, and she had never felt so comfortable, at the sound of cars coming up the driveway she grinned.

Rosalie was obviously back from the airport with the Denali's, turning to her door she smirked, it was time to introduce everyone to the new Bella, the Bella she had become when the Cullens left, making her way out her room she chuckled to herself.

Rosalie won't know what hit her she thought.

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