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Chapter Four
Sesshoumaru hesitated while looking at his obsession. What if she hates me after this? What if she doesn't want to comeback? He thought scared for once in his life. He wanted her back yet he wanted her happy. What should he do? He drew Tenseiga. The sword pulsed knowing its master wanted this girl back.
"Kagome do you want to come back?" he whispered. He swung the sword and closed his eyes. Afraid of it not working. When they opened Kagome was stirring. He felt his heart start beating again. Though he didn't remember it stopping. He wanted to pull her close and hold her.
"Kagome why did you want to die? Why did you think you were ever a burden on us?" asked the demon slayer. She had stolen the words from his mouth. What had gone through her mind to think that?
"Well you all have someone to call your own. Not that Shippo isn't enough a Father would do wonders for the young him. I don't think any of you will have time with your new life. I would just get in the way." She said crying in front of them. Sesshoumaru was confused.
"Why would you be in the way if you never were before?" Asked Miroku. Everyone was stealing his questions. Kagome looked and saw that everyone was standing near her but the one person she needed to talk to.
"I was to I always needed to be saved. The only things I could do were cook and find shards. Even then I was in the way trying to help. I would just get in the way. So that was why I ended it and took care of the problems. Killed Naraku and got me out of the way." She said trying not to cry but failing.
Sesshoumaru came forward and held her. She was shocked. Midoriko was right. He did want me around but for what as Rin's caretaker. She thought sadly. Until he did the unexpected. He kissed her again. He was putting all the love he held for her in it.
"I love you Kagome. I don't care if the others hear me they should know of this." He said then kissed her again.
"But…how…you hate humans." She said confused. He just did the impossible he laughed. It was a sincere laugh a true laugh.
"If I did I could not have my ward around. Or even respect you at all." He said with a genuine smile. Everyone was now completely confused. Had he just confessed his love to her?
"I guess your right. Well I will have a lot to think about. For now though I have to look after Miss Rin. Shippo Rin let's get going." She said and walked over to them. Rin and Shippo tackled her to the ground.
"Mama was it our fault you wanted to die. We love you so much." Said Shippo crying very hard.
"No I just felt left out like everyone had someone to love them. Someone to lean on. I don't I am alone. Not that I don't love you my son." She said holding him.
"What about me Kagome? I love you to I want a mom." Said a teary eyed Rin.
"I would have to get back to you on that. But if it makes you feel better you can call me mom." She said hugging both children.
Sesshoumaru watched as the children were talking to their mother. He was thinking about it and smiled. She would make a wonderful mother to our pups. I would love any child that comes from her. Hanyou or not. I want her happy. Rin you are making me way to soft. He heard a scream and look to find the children overwhelming the poor girl.
"Attack of the killer children! Run for your lives." She said and started to play run letting the children catch her. Laughing and tickling them. Shippo picked a fine woman to call mo was all he could think of.
Inu Yasha was at a loss she had just died now she was playing with over active children. Then he noticed Kikyo crying behind him.
"What's wrong Kikyo?" He asked confused. She was kneeling and in tears.
"How can she be so happy and act like nothing happened? She just killed Naraku and herself and now she is playing like it was nothing." She said and then Sesshoumaru answered.
"She is trying to forget her pain. Ignore it because that would remind her of what she has lost. She was in love with Inu Yasha and he chose you as a clay pot. She wanted to be normal in her own time yet she had to come here to save us. So now she has no future in her time. She had friends that said they cared yet never confronted her when she seemed depressed just acted like they didn't notice. The only one who has ever been there was her son. All she ever wanted was to be loved and she never got it." He said and walked off. He was going to take them home.
"Sango Miroku I have to go I will miss you." She said and hugged them good bye. Well hugged Sango and shook Miroku's hand. She didn't trust him yet. But he pulled her close and hugged her.
"I will miss you as well Lady Kagome. I would never do that with a protective Demon Lord here. One named Sesshoumaru especially." He said and smiled.
"Bye Inu Yasha Bye Kikyo." She said and left with Sesshoumaru to his castle. Sesshoumaru smiled. He was happy now he can work his way into her heart and stay there.
"How far do we have to go Sesshoumaru? I am tired." She asked. And was dozing off.
"Not far. Come and lay on me you can sleep till we get there." He said and grabbed her and rested her against his chest. To keep her warm he wrapped his tail around her. Sleep peacefully my Kagome. I will make you mine. I love you to much to lose you now. He thought watching her sleep. He wanted her to rest for she would have a long day tomorrow.
They approached the castle and he started to wake her. His sleeping angel. He knew she would want to see it.
"Kagome we are here you might want to wake up." He said watching her stir.
"Wow is this your castle?" He smiled and nodded. It sat atop a hill with a view of the ocean on the back side. It was about five stories high and had at least a few hundred rooms. Ivy grew on the castle so you knew it was old. The building was a somewhat western design. It had some influence of the Japanese. The roof was red with a Japanese style to it. A balcony was on the third and fifth floor. She was shocked you could see a garden in the front. With a giant Sakura tree near the middle of the front yard. The blossoms were white. It added a very nice touch to the home.
"Yes it is you like it?" he asked already knowing the answer.
"Yes I love it." She said happily. He landed near the tree she got off and looked at it.
"My mother loved this tree. If she was anywhere she was here. My dad wondered what her fascination was with this tree." He said and walked to the entrance. Kagome shocked him with an answer.
"Probably it was calming to her. The scent of the tree and the perfect blossoms. It would sooth her. She could be happy for the rest of the day." She said turned and smiled. Sesshoumaru had a look of shock.
"My mother had told me that the day before she died. That she loved the tree because of the effect it had on her. It could calm her after the worst fight." He said then a memory hit him.
Flash back
A small boy with long silver hair stood next to a woman with black hair. She smiled at her son and patted his head. She was just poisoned and was dieing.
"Sesshoumaru I want to tell you something that I have told no one." She said the boy nodded and looked sadly at his dieing mother.
"That tree in the front you know it calms me every time I stand sit or anything in front of it. It has a wonderful effect on me. That is why I love it so much. I could never tell your father because he wouldn't believe me. If you find someone to love may they be able to tell you what they feel. That way when they die you won't feel like they died with so many things to tell you." She passed away right then.
He started to cry and from then on he pushed every one away.
Flashback
He smiled at her and was amazed she looked to be the same as his mother she found peace in that one tree. His dad was lost as to why his mate loved the tree so much. It was because it could do what he could not cause her to be at peace.
"Come and I will show you to your rooms." Said a very happy Taiyoukai.
"Okay come on Shippo." Said Kagome more then willing to go to her room. When they got to the kids rooms Rin's was simple. It had a bed that was covered in orange velvet. She had a wardrobe and a box of toys. Rin hopped in bed and went to sleep.
Shippo's room was blue with a gorgeous view of the ocean like Rin a bed and a toy box. He had a wardrobe in one corner and a desk in another. He like Rin went straight to bed. He was content in bed. Kagome kissed his head and left him to his dreams.
Kagome followed Sesshoumaru to a room with a design of a giant Sakura tree like the one outside. When she opened the door she gasped.
The room was a mix of blue and black with a hint of violet. The sheets on her queen sized bed were blue with a violet crescent moon. The wood was a black wooden frame that went well with the dark sheets. The carpet was blue and the walls black. The curtains were violet. And there was a door to the balcony that over looked the ocean. She had a wardrobe that had a design of a Sakura tree in the light of a full moon and a white dog in the distance. Her vanity was placed near the balcony. So she could walk out and enjoy the view after the day was over.
"This is a gorgeous room but are you sure you want to give it to me. I mean I am only here to…" He kissed her then. A kiss like no other to tell her he wanted her happy yet he wanted her with him forever.
"A beautiful room for the beauty in my life. I want you to have it. It was all that I could think of. The room fit you so well. I didn't realize how much until today. This was my mothers room she was so like you yet so different. Her heart was pure yet she was demon. A gorgeous demon with midnight black hair. She was a Inu Youkai. I miss still to this day but I know she would approve of you." He said then kissed her one last time before leaving.
"Goodnight Sesshoumaru." She said then went to bed.
"Goodnight Kagome." He said then as he walked down the hall he smiled. Goodnight my Kagome. Mother have you sent her to me as your replacement. No you sent her so I can move on. He said and went to his own room. He placed Tenseiga next Tokijin near his bed. He now had a new respect for the sword it brought back the one he loved. He took off his Haori and slipped into bed for in the morning he would bring his love closer.