Hey! Sorry it's been a while since I was last able to write. I have been so busy with school, band, and cross country and finding new things to read and watch. Here's what I have for you until I get a chance to purplish more!

"I just have to thank Rue and Thresh for my being here today. I would have been dead a long time ago without them. Rue healed my wounds from the burns I received. Thresh killed a girl to save me and repay me for being there when Rue died. I just wanted to say thank you. Although they are not here now they will live on in our memories. As a thank you I would like to donate a quarter of my victors my pay to the families of both Rue and Thresh." I conclude tears in the corners of my eyes. My voice begins to sound shaky by the end but I made it through. I wipe my sweaty hands off on my dress. This dress is one of my favorites. It feels safe. It feels like Cinna is next to me giving me confidence. I can almost feel Peeta next to me, his spirit giving me confidence. I hear a sound from the crowd, a whistle, the one me and Rue used to know where the other was. Then I see the hand go up. Three fingers held high above the crowd. Within a second I am jerked into the building and the man is dragged onto the stage and shot in the head. Once inside I collapse onto the ground. This is my fault. I shouldn't have given the families the money. None of this would have happened.