A/N: This is Jean's perspective on her love triangel with Scott and Logan. Enjoy
As I lie in bed with his arms wrapped tightly yet gently around me, I hear your bike starting up and drive away.
I breath a heavy sigh and try not to cry as I wonder why you halve left me one more time.
Then I remeber.
Your a loner by nature. Always running from someone or something.
You stay in one place long enough to make friends, be on a team but when you fall in love and get too close, your off again.
I know you love me but what am I suppose to do when you leave?
If you do love me, and I know you do, then why do you leave?
Stupid question, Jean.
You leave because I am all ready spoken for.
You leave because you can't stand the sight of me in his arms or my lips and his touching as you wish our lips would touch.
You leave because you don't want to accept that I am unattainable.
You think that if you leave you will forget the mansion, him and even me but you won't.
You can't because I am one of the only women you've ever loved and for you love doesn't come easy.
You've never told me about the other two women you've loved and part of me thinks you can't remember entierly.
On nights like this, when I lay awake lost in my own thoughts, I reach out in to your mind to try and understand why you are the way you are but because you've been through so much, your mind is jumbled to the point where I can hardly read it.
Yet I don't have to read your mind to know your feelings for me.
Everyone knows because it is plain as day in your eyes but no one, not even my husband, knows how hard it is for me to see you leave.
I love you, Logan.
I will always love you
But when worst comes to worst, when I need you by my side your not there.
Thats why I chose him instead of you
A/N: Please review. Scott's point of view will follow this one.