A/N: This was a chapter that I was trying to avoid for the longest time cause I couldn't figure out how to get into Scott's head. I finally figured it out today at school. So I hope you enjoy
I walk back into the house and sit in the living room in the dark.

I am not the same man I once was.

I was the leader of the X-men.

I was Xavier's first student

I was your husband but I have seen my eveil side and what I am capable of doing. I am not entierly sure that I am on the side of the angels anymore. I've done some evil things since he took over me and even though he's gone, I still think about it everytime I'm around you. I am reminded of what I have done and that I do not deserve you anymore.

You are too good to me.

You love me with all that you are even thought I don't know who I am anymore. I never wanted to hurt you but I needed to get away. I, sometimes, feel like I can still hear him in my hear. Taughnting me to give into my evil side, that seems to be growing with each passing day. I know if I told you this, you'd say something like, "Just ignore it. Fight it. It will go away." but I can't ignore it all the time.

But for your sake I should at least try.

What would happen if I can't ignore he urges of evil?
What would happen should I give, completly, into the urges of evil?

I don't want to hurt you but I know I am.

Suddenly the lights come on and she wraps hr arms around my neck and whispers something into my ear.

I love her.

The side of me that I try to surpress but have given into for now, loves her.

I, Scott Summers, the man you married three years ago still and will always love you.

You are my wife.

You are the mother of my unborn child

Those are reason enough to try and make things right between us. I know what I have to do.

I pull away from her grasp and head ot the room where my pants are and return ot the living room, dressed and begin to search for my shoes.

She becomes angry.

She knows Logan was here. She always knows

In that way, she's alot like you but she'll never be you. She can never be you. As hard as she may try, she will never measuer up to the woman I truly love.

I tell her this and head for the door. I want to leave for I should never have come but suddenly I can't move.

Its her doing this to me. She doesn't want you to win.

I try to fight her but all too suddenly I forget why I was leaving and simply go back to be with her arms around me.

A/N: Please review