Chapter 4
wondering why
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Jeanette's Pov
Simon stares at the moon and as he was doing that, he asks me "um which personality is better in your opinion, me or Simone?" I was a bit astonished by his sudden question so, I take a deep breath and tells him "well, I'll be honest with you, Simone was awesome a great gentleman very confident but, I would rather the old Simon, the old Simon that I met not long ago, the old Simon that is like my other half, the old Simon that understands the fun about science" Simon chuckles and thanks me. Now we were silent and both of us were looking in to our and I notice him slowly approach his face to m which I was not expecting and Yup his lips touched mines. As he was kissing me, I didn't feel anything inside me like I didn't feel like I was enjoying his kiss so, I gently push him away. "I I'm sorry Jean, I didn't know what came over me" he was about to leave therefore, I grabbed his hand and explain "no wait it's ok, I was just surprised by you doing that" Simon smiles a little bit and then says "we should go back to bed" I nodded and while we were heading back inside, there was silence between us which made me feel awkward also, I noticed that the door was slightly opened which got me a bit curious because I remember closing it.
We got to our room and went to our own beds but, now I couldn't sleep anymore. my head was filled with questions like why did I not kiss Simon back? Why did I reject his kiss? And why didn't I feel any enjoy inside me like Imagined since almost the first time we met. as I was thinking, another question pops in mind, "why was I sorrowed when Brittany said that she was going to ask out Alvin on his birthday. I should be happy for my sister but, for some reason I'm not which confuses me even more and hope that soon I'll get some answers. Tears were running down my cheek and then I looked at my alarm clock that was on the wall and it was 2:43am and I was bored by not being able to sleep and just laying down. I decided to go to the kitchen and get a glass of milk which might help me fall asleep so, I was getting out of bed and made my way to the door.
Alvin's Pov
Why, why am I so hurt that I caught her kissing with Simon and why did I feel angry inside as well. I was in the basement crying and I don't know why I reacted like this when I saw them kissing. "I need some advice and I know who can help me. I dried my tears with my pajama sleeves and then I made my way out of the basement. I got out and was heading to Dave's room but suddenly I bumped in to someone because of the dark hallway that I could barely see where I was going. "Sorry, I didn't mean to-" I was interrupted by he or she saying "it's cool Alvin" I froze when I heard that voice. The lights turn on and there in front of me was Jeanette holding a glass of milk and I noticed that she had some on her pajamas which was probably because of me when I bumped in to her. I wanted to apologize again but, now that I know who is in front of me, I couldn't speak. "Alvin, are you alright?" asks Jeanette as she looks in to my eyes. I noticed that she her eyes were red and was acting a bit nervous but still, I decided to not say anything. "I I uh got to go" I responded as I went around her and made my way to Dave's room and as I was walking, I felt that her eyes were on me and soon I was inside Dave's room.
I jump from the floor to his bed and found him sleeping with his mouth open. "Dave, um please wake up" I whisper as I slapped him gently then He stirs and then slowly opens his eyes. "What's wrong Alvin?" he asks as he rubs his eyes. "um Dave I have something to ask you but first, please tell that you won't tell anyone" Dave gives me a curious look and answers "Well, it depends on what is it" I sigh and say "when me, my brother and the Chipette's were on island, I have been feeling strange every time I'm around Jeanette like it's weird because, I remember I felt like this when I met Brittany. I would feel nervous and a I would have a funny feeling on my stomach and this strange feeling has gotten stronger every time that I'm around her and every time that we talk also, I noticed that the this feeling that I'm having for Jeanette, I don't have any more for Brittany which concerns me because she loves me and I don't know if I still love her" Dave gave me an astonished look and responds "well, I know why are you feeling like this Alvin but, there's a problem behind that" he rubs my hair and continues "Alvin, your falling in love which Jeanette but, you're not the only one who has an eye on her. Simon loves her as well and I know this because of the way he acts around her and he even told me on the night the Chipette's moved in to our house. On that night, he came to my room and tells me almost the exact same thing you just told me. He loves her and I don't think Jeanette knows and he also told me that he thinks that she loves him as well and if that is true then, I'm sorry Alvin but she was meant to be Simon's girlfriend" I felt like I was punched on my chest when he said that. All this time, I have been in love with Jeanette and I'm barely knowing it. "Alvin, does Brittany know that you don't love her and instead you love her sister" asks Dave as he gave me a sympathetic look. I shake my head and then I say "she'll find out sooner or later and when she does, I just hope that she doesn't take it so hard" Dave kisses my forehead and tells me "I'll tell you what, tomorrow I'll have a talk with Jeanette about if she loves Simon alright?" I felt a little better when he said that I nodded.
I didn't tell Dave about me catching her kissing with Simon because, the memory of that happening brings me pain again. I told him good night and I went back to my shared room and as I was walking, I was thinking. Jeanette love's Simon because I caught them kissing so, I doubt that she'll tell Dave that she doesn't love him.
Jeanette's Pov
I went was making my way back to the room after I changed my shirt because some milk got on me. I was about to enter but then I saw Alvin coming so, I stopped in my tracks and say "Hey, is everything ok?" he gives me a small smile and then says "um, sure" but I could tell that he was lying to me so, I get between him and the door which causes him to give me a puzzled look. "Alvin, you can tell me anything, please tell me if something is wrong" he covers his eyes and breaks down. I was sorrow and a bit surprised to see him crying but, I grabbed his hand and I put my hand on his back. "Alvin please, let's go to the living room and there you can tell me what's wrong" he nods and we make our way there.
Alvin's Pov
I couldn't hold it anymore, I had to tell her why I'm acting like this but, I didn't want her to know that I love her yet because it might ruin our friendship so, I decided to tell her half of the truth. We made it to the living room and we sat on the couch and she was so warmly nice with me because she dried my tears with her fingers and hugs me. About a minute later she lets me go and tells me "now, please tell me what's wrong" I cover my face with my hands and I answer, "I uh don't love Brittany anymore" after I told her that, there was silence so, I looked at her face and saw a blank expression.
Jeanette's Pov
Did I just hear him correctly? Did he just say that he doesn't love my sister anymore? I didn't know what to tell Alvin and he was staring at me confusingly. Now for some reason, I was feeling joyful inside which confused me because, how could I be happy of him not loving Brittany anymore. "Jean" he calls and then I tell him "I'm sorry to hear that Alvin and does she know?" Alvin gives me a disapproving look so, I could tell that she doesn't know. "don't Alvin, you'll find the right girl soon" I mention as I lift his chin with my finger. He slightly smiles and says, "thanks for being there for me Jean, Simon is sure lucky to awesome girl like you that love's him back" It shocked me when he those words came out of his mouth because I could tell that he was trying to tell me something.
I was about to ask Alvin something but, he quickly gets up and leaves. Now I was alone on the couch wondering what Alvin was trying to say when he said that Simon was lucky to have a girl that loves him back. "Why would he think that, I mean me and Simon have never hold hands, kissed or anything so, why would he think that. Unless if He saw, OH NO, if he saw what I think he saw, it wasn't not what he thinks.