Author's :
Nothing to talk in particular. Just that I'm sorry if the story is kinda dull this time. :/ (yea)
Warning : there is a little smut slipped in this chapter.
Just when I was in a fight with my mind suddenly he came,
Yes. That boy, that very black haired boy with those emerald eyes suddenly came behind me and shout for my name. I was't feeling very good in particular now, and seeing him...
It's felt like adding in more of the problems.
Do I love him though?
"Shinoa! They called you to eat with them right now. They are making barbecue you know?" Said yuu excitedly as he came closer to shinoa.
He saw a little notebook and a pen on her lap as he came closer to her.
"What are you doing?" He look exactly at the book and pen on her lap. Shinoa noticed his gaze and quickly acted her way. She was flailing her hands as she hide the book and pen behind her while stuttering on her words with her mouth.
"N-nothing!" She put on a awkward smile on her face.
Yuu on the other hand, doesn't like that she acted all secretive with him. She always does that... He knows.
But this time bothers him more than ever. He wonder why.
"Are you okay?" Yuu asked in concernly as he plop himself in front of her. Making his self comfortable.
"..yes.." Shinoa muttered while gazing her eyes on her lap. Not wanting to make an eye contact with him, she got the feel that she couldn't hold it back if she look at his eyes directly. She was gripping her skirt as she wait for you to said anything.
Yuu looked at her hand and admiring at how small her hands is, it's feel like he can fitted her hand through his wholely. A sudden desire to touch her come again and he quickly tried to discard it from his mine as he shaking his head hard.
The sudden moved by yuu, shocked shinoa. "Yuu-san, are you okay?.." Called her in panic voice. She tried to look at his ayes to make sure he is okay...
And then, that's where their eyes met. The worried eyes of shinoa had glittering in front of his, it's just a dull chocolate he knows that, but it is still attracting for him,
He thought as he blushed slightly.
"Uh? Uuhh yea..yea.." Yuu tilted his gaze from her's as he scratched his head awkwardly.
Calm down yuichiro!
You just feel like this because you're a boy right? That's what guren told you.
But is that really true?
"Anyway, the others are calling you to come. Plus, I've been searched everywhere to find you you know.."
Yuu turn his gaze back at her and put on his childish angry face. Seeing this, shinoa laugh a little as she put on her apologetic face and apologize.
"Well? What are you waiting for? Let's go! They will finish the meat you know!" Yuu shouted as he could feel shinoa started to loosen up a little from before. He grinned and took her hand in his as he brought her to where the other belong.
Trying to catch up with yuu's pace, shinoa shout,
"W-wait! Calm down a little could you?" As she kept her tiptoe exactly on his beat since they suddenly gotten up from the grass.
"Never! They will finish the meat and it will be your fault!" He shot back while running through the trees.
At the campsite,
"That was very delicious, thank you kimizuki-kun, mitsuba-san" yoichi thanked both of them since they have been working on the food preparation.
"Hey, what about me?" Narumi shot back with annoyed face.
"Ah...I'm sorry. You too, narumi-kun" yoichi nodded his head in apologetic way.
"That was very delicious indeed" shinoa agreed with yoichi statement.
"Yeah" even mitsuba.
But despite all of them positive feedback of the food, there was only one man that isn't very pleased. He was having a very grumpy face since they done eating.
"Why the long face brat" kimizuki shot at yuu. "You look ugly" he continued.
Yuu glared at him "shut up telephone pole" he balled his fist up.
"What did you say brat!?"
"Shut up! It's your fault I don't get enough meat! And now I'm hungry!" Yuu stand up from his seat and standing face to face with kimizuki.
"What!? You're the one who gone for God knows how long and plus, you didn't even finished the job I told you to do!" Kimizuki fought back, grabbing his collar.
Yuu putting on his hand on his face and shout "who cared about that dumb bucket!?" And grabbed kimizuki collar.
"Idiot! Because of you our bucket being swept away by those river flow! Now we can't cook properly anymore!"
They was bickering and and on, that it started to seemed like forever.
The story is simple,
Kimizuki told yuu to take the bucket from the river and putted it back on the campsite before they could enjoy the meal. But since he got back from the observing and after having a little chit chat with mika, he started worried as he didn't see her for a good few minutes. So' he decide to find her and abandoned the bucket on the river as he thought nothing going to happen to the bucket.
There is not like to be a thief bucket isn't it?
But our poor yuu doesn't know that a bucket could be swept away by the river if the water flow is too strong, especially at night.
So the bucket when away with yuu that is gone away. Fleeing finding shinoa that he doesn't know where she goes. As he asked guren he said he don't know and he searched all over the tent totally not missed to asked others too.
He searched and searched for a long time, but he didn't found her at all. Nor her figure or her voice.
Kimizuki realised at how the fucking yuu didn't took the bucket and let the bucket swap away with the water pissed him off. So, he decided to start eating without him and tell others not to worried about the idiot.
When yuu back with shinoa, everyone was looking at him with a mixed expressions. There is other that was smiling with the face saying "I pitied you" and other that was sincerely feel sorry for him.
Shinoa was lucky as she had her equal amount of meat that they saved for her as yuu he only got quarter and now he is feeling really hungry.
Freaking hungry as his stomach make a noise even after he already ate.
Drooling over shinoa's meat as he eating his with a tears came from his eyes. "Damn it" he thought.
And that's when he started to explode as his hunger doesn't went away.
Later on, after they done eating and bickering. Yuu was put on duty cleanig all of the utensils near the river with mitsuba as she volunteer herself to help him.
Kimizuki doesn't approved of this at first, but let it slip as she said she will keep watching after yuu if he thoughts on doing something stupid this time.
So, they went to the river too cleaning the utensils.
Mitsuba saw that yuu didn't washed it properly and mad at him "take more attention on that part idiot!"
And she blabbered on and on about how bad yuu washing skills are. He only knows how to kill vampires, not washing a utensil.
"Really, you should learn more how to washed the things!" She stammered.
"You are not very good at cooking either" yuu muttered.
"WHAT DID YOU SAY!?" mitsuba explode with a very bright tint of red on her face. She was extremely embarrassed when he open that story up. At least she tried okay!?
Yuu realised at how closed they are when she explode at him. And start to think.
Is what I'm feeling is just an ordinary feeling or is it something else?
Curious, yuu took mitsuba hand and put it on his neck quickly.
He think deeply,
Girl's hands surehere soft, but there are something missing. It was that weird tingling feeling he felt when he was with her, shinoa. There was a special vibe he felt when she was there, in front of him. Smiling sincerly at him with those big round eyes of her. She is beautiful he must admit. And everytime he spend with her, he felt his heart fluttering and it felt like he could fly.
He wonder what is this feelings are.
And everytime he thinks of her...he could feels his face blushing hard as his heart beating fast in a symphony.
"W-what the hell do you think you're doing idiot!" Mitusba blushed hard as she took her hand off of him. And with yuu blushing hard too he quickly apologised to her "ah! I'm sorry!" He nodded his a multipletimes.
And in an instant they fall silence as both of them tried to keep a steady beat of their heart.
"...just what the hell you guys think you're doing?.." A manly voice suddenly came from the woods.
"Uwaahh! A loverbirds!" Another voice continued.
"Bastsrd" the other voice came cut short.
Hearing those voice as they tried so hard not to look at them because of embarrassment, they looked anyway. And then, they see there is narumi, ferid, kimizuki and yoichi.
Related to this matter, mitsuba was blushing harder and screamed "we don't do anything okay!?" And shot a glared at yuu with her red tomato face.
Yuu he doesn't really cared about the others, but what he really cared is that little short one that was hidden between those big guys.
It's shinoa.
"Oh my, did we bothered you? We heard mitsuba scremed like a little baby before. So, we thought you're causing another trouble again" shinoa said with a her normal tone of voice. As she had questioning looked on her face.
She seems doesn't shocked with what happen and act normally.
"N..no, you haven't bothered anything" yuu muttered in a ragged voice. He don't know why seeing her reactions hurts him. His heart hurt as she doesn't showed any concern of him and on how she didn't give a piece mind of worried seeing him acting like that with other girl.
He didn't know what he expected anymore.
Mitsuba upon seeing his hurted expression felt hurt aswell as she kept watching over yuu and shinoa over and over again. There was a very confusing looked on her face.
"Oh well, have you guys done with the little jobs?" Shinoa asked with a smirked on her face. Her voice sound cheery.
Mitsuba was waiting for yuu to respond, but he didn't said anything even a little bit of sound of confirmation. So, she took the ruled and coughed "yes, we just already done" and walked past them like nothing has happen.
"I want to rest a bit." she leaved a message before gone through the woods. The others was following her step when the situation has calmed down.
But only shinoa that's left,
She looked at yuu, he won't budge at all. Look exactly like a statue. She called out his name.
"Yuu-san?"
Yuu was startled when she called his name, but he won't turned his gaze away from the ground. He looks like a child that was afraid to look at their parent when they did something wrong.
In a good few seconds passing by, shinoa turned her gazed to the utensils they were cleaning up. It was all clean and shiny but the only problem is, it is still near the river. She has heard the whole story from yoichi and knows about yuu letting the bucket swimming by itself in the river at the night time.
"Yuu-san~ are you there? Hello~" shinoa called him out once again. But he won't budge, still keeping his head down facing the ground.
She tried to meet his gaze but he seems to refuse it, obviously.
She was going forth and backward to find the location where his eyes dropped to, but he always changed it.
Tired, she said shortly.
"Look at me" she demanded.
Yuu shaking his head furiously as he kept his eyes closed tight.
Shinoa was wondering what bother him so much, he seemed scared. Is it about the illusion again?
But she couldn't feel it here. No?
Ah! Could it be-
"There is something beside me!?" Shinoa said that out loud purposely and start tun her body around and around trying to find something that is never been there.
"I-it's not that!" Yuu yelled at her stupid act.
"Then?" She shot quickly. Stop her spun altogether.
She ask him, but he don't know either he should told her 'that'. He's still looking at the ground with a troubled expression.
"Yuu-san" she called out for the third time. With a softer voice, it softened his heart a bit. He want to tell her, he really want to. Especially after she is being nice with him like this. He mustered all of his courage and opened his mouth.
"..are you mad?" He finally spoked.
"Hm? About what?" Shinoa answered childishly with a smile on her face.
"..well,about...that" he tried to be a little bit specific. Come on! He's pretty sure she isn't that dense.
"What that?" She looked at him with a bewildered look. She wondered what kind of that he meant by.
"Oh come on! That thing that happened earlier!" Yuu became desperate when shinoa acting all dumb like she doesn't know anything. Or is she could be actually very dense of this thing?
"Ah! Eating a roasted seasoned deer meat?" She guessed with her goofy attitude.
"Not that!" Yuu shot.
"Then~ about you having a very sentimental brother moment with kimizuki-ssn earlier at the campfire?" She shot another guessed.
"Not that too!" He crossed his arm. And it is not sentimental! For fuck's sake!
"Or...about you rambling about not getting enough foods?" Another wronged guess from her.
"Oh come on! Don't you know that!?" Yuu exploded with a frustrated look.
"I'm sorry yuu-san, but that's the only thing I know" shinoa said seriously.
"What? Then how come you're here? Didn't you saw the whole scene?" Yuu started to questioned her himself. Why shinoa doesn't know about that? Isn't she is here too?
"Ah! About that! I was actually spending time by myself as I suddenly heard a ruckus from the woods, so I decided to came in and find out what happened. I heard kimizuki annoying voice and ferid pleased tone, so I decided to slip through and I saw both of you here."
"So then, why are you saying that?" Yuu questioned her again.
"What? Isn't it normal to said that?" She questioned him back.
"...no, no it's not.." Yuu shakes his head and continue stared at the ground. "What's wrong? Did something actually happen?" Shinoa croaked after seeing him like that.
"Nothing happen" he answered shot. Then turn his gaze on her back again. His heart felt lighter a bit when she said she doesn't saw that 'thing' but it is still worried him if she end up finds out about it.
"Well~ if nothing actually happen, why don't you become my company for a bit?" Shinoa said closering the distance between them in a gentle voice.
He wondered why she asked him that, but he thought maybe he should just go with it as well. He's been wanting to spend time with her a little bit too.
"Why?" Yuu ask short.
"I've something for you, come here" she called him over waving her hand back and forth while she walked toward the direction she wanted to be heading to.
He came following her and find out there was one log and it was near by the river. The trees isn't a lot here, so the sky is very clear right now. The night sky, it is so pretty, he couldn't takes eyes of off it. Especially when they are full of stars tonight.
Shinoa plopped herself in the log and patted the seat beside her. Recognising the signal, yuu came sit down by the log together with her. And then, she spoke.
"Don't you said you're hungry earlier? I've prepared something for you." Shinoa said and taking out something looked like a food from the container. Looking at this, yuu remember at how bad shinoa cooking skills are. And then he shot a terrified look at her. Shinoa with a pissed expression on her face said "excuse me, for your information I'm very talented in a canned food okay" she said while handing it over to yuu.
"...my indigenous skilled on fast food are irresistible" said shinoa proudly.
Yuu accepted the food and let out a bit chuckled of laugh, hearing her ridiculous statement. Really, everyone can do that with a canned food.
Yuu started munch on the food once he get a good hold of it. The food is still hot, he thought. did she heated it up for me?
He eated it hungirly as there was smile on his face. He is very happy that he could eat.
"Did it taste good? You look like you're enjoying it too much" shinoa ask with a little laugh came from her. Entertain by yuu's childish act over a canned food. You can literally got it every where considering you're in the army and how the world is the way it is.
"It is very good!" Yuu said with a happy face. He was grinning.
Shinoa laughed again and then took the food from him. There is s mischive look on her face as she pulled it away from him.
"Wha- shinoa!" Said yuu with a sad tone. He was disappointed as shinoa took the food away from him.
"Ahaha~, you know you should eat properly yuu-san no matter how hungry you're" shinoa smirking. "Manner, it is about manner" she said confidently.
"What...I've never learn one. Guren never teach me that" yuu said bluntly.
"Oh my, no wonder your head became as hard as a rock" shinoa sarcasm.
"My head isn't hard as a rock! And give my food back!" Yuu throw his arms up, protesting.
"Haven't I told you, you need manner. r" shinoa spelled the last word on purpose.
"Like the hell I care!" Yuu shot back. She was fooling hin, he knows that very much.
"Well I care, I'm your squad leader. It's my job to teach my squad what manner is" shinoa said playfully.
"Hah, since when you care" yuu crossed his arm with pout face.
"Since..." Shinoa put on the thinking face "..now!" She shot with excited face. "I realised that how important the manner is after seeing you eating the food" she said with determination. "Value the food!" She said full with spirit. "And don't waste it!".
"Since the world end the food has been hard to claim and it has been categorised as something you must value ythe most. Especially you, hyakuya yuichiro-san. Your reckless act has been made the poor foods lying on the dirty ground uneatable." She continued sadly with her little hand on her chest.
"Fine" said him short.
"Well then, here we go." Shinoa took a spoonful of the food and brought it to him, but stopped mid air when yuu was moving his body closer to the spoon. "Ah, stay where you are" she reminded with a smirk on her face.
"Tch, fine" yuu did what he was told and stayed. Shinoa has so much fun teasing him with the food. She know she shouldn't play with the food, but this is fun!
The spoon came again toward his mouth and when it was time for yuu to bite it, she suddenly pulled it away immediately while leaving yuu biting on the air of nothingness.
"What was that for!?" Yuu explode, he was expecting for the food, but got his teeth instead. It hurt..
Shinoa was laughing and giggling so hard that pissed him of.
"Hahahaha! I'm sorry I'm sorry! It's just your face-" she snorted and laugh again hardly.
Without wasting anytime anymore, and probably because he's so hungry. Yuu took shinoa's hand and shove the food into his mouth.
"My, how bold" shinoa said with a totally overreacting shocked expression from her.
"Shut up" yuu munched on the food.
He started to realised that until now, he is been the only one eating. And he thought about giving a bit of the food to her. "Well, how about we change the roles?" Yuu suggested.
"Changing the roles?" Shinoa ask. "I will feed you this time!" Yuu answer excitedly.
"Uhm,...no thanks?" Shinoa let out an awkward rejection. She doesn't planned for him to feed her though. So it is out of the strategy to tease yuu-san. "Aww! Come on!" Yuu pleaded with his outstanding emerald eyes. Hearing him like that, shinoa could't have another way other than agree to it.
"Geez...fine" shinoa hand over the food to him. Yuu looked so happy and let out a 'yeeeayyy" sound.
Yuu took it and get him a spoonful of the food and redied his self to give it to her. He brought it to shinoa's mouth as she slid her hair back to behind of her ear so that it won't get in the way. She is beautiful he thougt and start admiring her features all over again and again. He didn't realised that he stopped mid air and cause shinoa hard to be reaching the food to her mouth.
"Umm..yuu-san?" Shinoa called as she had a sweat droped her cheek with her eyes half lidded.
"...sorry..." He muttered. And then shove it into shinoa's mouth gently. She touched his hand slight a bit to make sure it went through her mouth properly.
Yuu was blushing as shinoa was saying a simple thank you to him. It entertain her looking him all affectionate with her but it is also because she want to feel something more with him too. They were locking their eyes together and neither one of them one to look away.
As yuu was staring at her intensely he took a firm solution he has made up in his mind and put the food away for a while from them.
He put his hand on her cheek as he gazed at her full of affection. He don't know why he's feeling this way with her. He used to found that he is always lost in her eyes and he can't restraint himself anymore.
Yuu came closer to shortened the distance and he could felt shinoa's hand touching his cheek while her other hand she putted it on his chest and she leaned closer too. With his left hand, yuu warped his arm around shinoa's body and pulled her closer to him. He could feel their body touching each other at how close yuu pulled her off.
It was warm and very comforting,
He could feel his heart beat fast and blood rush to his body, the excitement came again. Before proceed on her lips, yuu decided to when for her cheek, and then to her eyes, nose and he even went all the way to her neck. Succumb on her neck that it felt like it could left a Hickey there. Shinoa let out a small moan as he kissed her jaw through her collarbone multiple times. She was grabbing yuu's shirt tightly as she let out a heavy breath.
They were so close, so close that shinoa doesn't have any escape room from yuu's body that was warped around hers. So tight that there's no space between their body together.
He don't know if he could consider shinoa a family anymore, but would it sad her if he does that.
Everyone deserve to be treated not the case with shinoa. She is just too important to him that he want her to be the happiest the most.
He don't know what he could think off anymore because his mind has been fogged by his desire over her.
Not enough with the kiss, he bit her neck and her ear as he let out a slightest bit of groaning. That probably will leave a mark on her neck later, but he doesn't have anytime to care about since all he could do are doing what his mind told him to do it.
From earlier she, shinoa couldn't stop her self from moaning softly as he non stop kissing and biting over her neck and ear. Her sensitive spot has been touched, that make her so weak. She wondered how yuu could be this good.
It feels good, it really is.
Shinoa found out herself getting drown and drown into yuu's effection toward her and figured how hard it is to keep containing herself without getting distracted.
Yuu pulled shinoa up his lap and start caressing her thigh and went slowly his way to her lips. Shinoa could feel herself quivers and sharp moan when she could felt his warm rough hands on her coldone.
She could feel the demon demanding for her to proceed on, living on her desire. On getting drowning by love and sexual desire as yuu could give her that, but she can't. Not now or never.
Yuu for some reasons were licking the biting mark that he left before straightly went for her lips. She could feel yuu's hand slipped trough under her skirt as she let out another moan when yuu was caresing her lower body part.
There is more reasons for her to be weak. For heaven's sake, why is he so good at this?
With the streght that left and determination, shinoa reached for yuu's face and cupped it between her hand with a trembling hand. Both of them came closer as yuu trying to go depper into her skirt., the moan kept her body jolted that it is pretty hard to reach for her mouth. But he doesn't want to stop either.
Seeing at how weak she is like this, makes him feels good. He want more and more. He want to make her feels good with his toich. He likes it, it made him happy.
Truly on kissing, shinoa put her hands again on his cheeks and she was leaning in too with yuu. But despite touching the lips, shinoa kiss his nose instead.
Shocked yuu looked at her with a bewildered face.
Shinoa caressing her hand on his cheek and said "isn't it is already time for us to be meeting up with other yuu-san?" While her other hand is doing the same.
Shinoa jumped off of yuu and reach for the food, they've eat mostly of it so she decide to throw it away by putting it back in the container to be dumped by the campsite later. Shinoa tried to tidy herself up a little and then she looked back at yuu.
He is still not budging, there was a confuse and protested looks on his face.
"I know that I'm irresistible, but we need to go now yuu-san" she said in a sassy way.
"..tch" he muttered and then walk past her but was stopped half way when shinoa called on him.
"You can't go anywhere looking like that yuu-san" shinoa reminded him.
"I don't see anything wrong with me" yuu extend his arm to show that he's fine.
"Oh no, you not" shinoa came closer and signaled him to lower his body toward her. She is tidying a bit of his messy hair from before and then, move on to his military clothes. after a few momemts, shinoa said.
"There we go! Now that's what I called a gentleman" shinoa smiled, proud with her little work.
And then, they were heading to where the other is to discuss the plan about the angel with the rest of the squad member.
"...I'lll make sure you can't let out another excuse when it happen again.." He muttered under his breath.
"Did you said something? Yuu-san." Shinoa tilted her head toward him with a questionable look on her face.
"..n-nothing" he blushed.
"He~ could it be that, you were saying something dirty?" Shinoa put on a smirk on her face. "Oh! I'll make sure you can't runaway next time shinoa-chan!" She said while hugging her body in an excited way. And laugh dreamily.
"Really? I understand" she continue in an understanding tone and nodded her head a couple of time.
Seeing that, yuu could only look at her in a terified expression with a slight tint of red onchis cheek and quickly he quickly cutted it up with,
"SHUUT UUUUUPPP" he shout. This is too much for him to take, but what could he do. It was true though. For the first time her guess became real.
But still, at the end of the day.
What is this feeling?