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Yea... I don't speak Spanish, but that's not important. First of all, I'd like to make it clear that this IS rated M. The first little section in italics is kind of sexually explicit. Idk what came over me to write it but I have no intention of deleting it because I am lame like that. It probably is nothing if you read other M-rated fiction… because other people tend to get a lot more detailed than this but BUT if you don't like sex-describing stuff… the best suggestion is… don't read it. It's basically a scene where Tayuya lost her virginity to Sakon when she was still in the Sound Five, before it became the Sound Four. She was still… I guess mildly innocent back then… Idk I think I'm drunk…
Tayuya could not do anything else but stare at him as he inched toward her, making the space between them smaller and smaller. Could it be that… Was she thinking the wrong things? Was she maybe just a little paranoid? Sakon was just Sakon… They've been in the same team ever since… a long ago and there was really nothing between them except arguing and brief moments of teamwork to complete certain missions. Never in her life was he this close. Never in her life did he look at her this way. Never in her life she thought he would want her this way.
"My little potty-mouth Tayuya," Sakon hissed in Tayuya's ear, making Tayuya feel like she was a wax melting by the heat of his breath.
"Sakon, you're making an ass out of yourself," She said, but she really made no attempt to stop him.
Sakon didn't listen to her. "Shh," He said, he said gently, as his finger slowly slid down her neck, leaving a trail of invisible fire that burned vigorously.
Tayuya thought she couldn't breathe anymore. The heat was too much for her to bear. It was killing her. But she knew that she wanted more. The fire burned but she didn't want the fire only to linger on her neck. She wanted her body, her soul, and her heart all burn with Sakon's touch. She wanted to be… touched? Oh god… what is this feeling? One part of her screamed at Sakon's every movement, his every touch to get away from her; yet, a bigger part of her yearned for his hands to be exploring her everywhere. "Sakon… I… this is fucked up… we can't-"
He grinned evilly. "Your words and actions don't match," He said as his fingers brushed to her lips just before it reached her swelling breasts.
Tayuya didn't know what to say. Normally she would have said Get off, of me, you shithead! But this was somehow different. Her voice stayed frozen in her throat and came out in soft moans as fire of Sakon's tongue scorched away at it.
"Be a good little girl for once," He said, loosening her belt, as he kissed her roughly.
Tayuya's belt fell to the floor.
He stopped his kiss and looked at Tayuya who stood there, more vulnerable than she had ever been. "I don't like your clothes. They cover up too much of you. Especially without that belt, you just look fat," he joked. "I guess there is no choice, then," He said, grinning mischievously. He tugged her tan little uniform she wore downwards, revealing more of her shoulders.
Tayuya felt a little cold as her shoulders were revealed, and the cold was replaced by sweltering heat as Sakon did something with his lips or tongue or whatever. As he did this, he was still pulling at it, revealing more and more of her.
Thiscan't be happening… Kimimaro will kill us if he finds out about this… but… I-
Her thoughts were interrupted by Sakon shoving her away. She landed on something plushy enough to call a bed. Before she could wonder why he even did that, Sakon climbed on her, more impatiently. "I'm sorry," He said, his eyes insane with lust, and grinning savagely. "I am getting a little impatient. I was going to take it slow and gentle, but I change my mind. I want to fuck you till you can't scream anymore."
With that, he reached into her shirt that was pulled down just above her breasts. His rough hands caressed her at first but his touch soon almost began to hurt after a tender second.
Tayuya knew that by strength alone, she could never win Sakon – after all, he was a man, and her a girl. Whether she fought or not, he would have his way.
A soft moan broke out of her lips both in pain and unexplainable… pleasure? How could this pain feel good?
Sakon savored that moment for a little longer before completely tearing down her clothes completely, before flinging his own clothes off like a worthless piece of trash.
Tayuya wanted to scream, but she kept her mouth closed.
"You like this more than you should, don't you?" He asked mockingly. Before Tayuya could any protest, one of his fingers slid into her gently.
Oh my god, what is he doing?
"You're more innocent than I thought, little whore," He said. "I never would have guessed that this would be your first time if I didn't know you enough," He intentionally moved his finger side to side rather roughly.
"Ngh," Tayuya cried, unable to help herself.
Clearly, Sakon was amused by this because he did it again to get the same reaction. "You like that, don't you?" He said, laughing.
Well what the hell do you think, dipshit?
"I want to break it…"
"Don't…" Tayuya moaned out. "I'll kill you if you-"
"Too bad."
He slid his finger out, leaving her feeling rather cold. He bent her knees and took her legs apart.
There was no point of arguing. He will always win in a physical battle, and it seemed that he had waited for this moment for quite a while. "Let's see who screams first," He said quickly before he slowly inserted his more than ready self into her.
Tayuya felt as if her flesh beneath caught fire. When he reached deep enough to make it especially painful, a whimper was escaping her. Shit, when was it going to break? Knowing Sakon, he won't break it fast, he will savor every moment of her pain.
"Does it hurt?" He asked.
Of course it does you fucking monster! Her pain made her dumb. All she could do was scream. The searing pain burned in her, as her hands gripped the sheets so hard that her nails dug in her palm nonetheless.
He didn't stop. He pushed ever so slowly into her, grinning like a kid who just won a hundred lollipops. He seemed to have no intention of ever pulling out. He was enjoying this, Tayuya was very sure. It didn't help that his thing was bigger than what she would have imagined.
Of fucking shit, when will it end! She screamed inside her head.
"My, my Tayuya. You seem to be in pain. Try breathing."
"You… fucking piece of scum! Agh!"
"What's wrong? I thought you were enjoying this. Don't worry. This is the only time that it will ever hurt like this. The next time, it'll be a lot more fun for you, I'm sure."
"There… is no next time!" Tayuya yelled.
Sakon laughed. "Whatever."
Then the pain became more bearable.
Sakon pulled out and Tayuya felt as if she could breathe better now. "It's the first time I've ever seen you in such… pain, Tayuya. Usually, you're invincible on the battlefield."
That's what every men do to women. No matter what, they create some sort of pain. Usually that pain in the body and then the emotional I guess… Tayuya thought. "Shut up, asshole. If you're gonna do anything to me next time, do it right," Tayuya said, her voice clearly raspy and shaky.
Sakon shrugged.
"Yeah, yeah, just don't get clingy like the other fifty billion women in this lifetime… not that I expect that from someone like you anyway," He said and left.
Men think they know women but here is the truth. They know one thing and they don't know jack about the other. Sakon knew that women tend to get clingy and he acknowledged that Tayuya was a woman. That was the one thing he did know. The other, he never would have guessed unless he had some jutsu that had the power to look through the barriers that she had built around her heart. Nor did he even care. After all, it was all fun and games right?
Right.
Tayuya opened her eyes. For a moment, she thought she was in her bed, and then realized that she was… kind of not in her bed. Her back was uncomfortable, and what was beneath her was far from a squishy mattress. What supported her head was a pillow that smelled of someone else other than herself. Not an unpleasant smell, but just the fact that it smelled like someone else was enough to make her jerk awake.
Unfamiliar yet familiar surrounding made her wonder if she was drunk again but suddenly she remembered as her gaze turned to the piles of books that covered the floor.
Oh shit…
And Oh shit was exactly right.
She clearly remembered some unfinished business from last night – her punishment that is – and probably will be charged with some other punishment today. Wow… two bad days in a row… now that almost guarantees her two bad months in a row that she will have to put up with. Fucking punishments…
"Are you awake?" A voice loathed by Tayuya called.
Tayuya didn't answer right away. Should I pretend to be sick? He'd probably know anyway… Tayuya was not good at – scratch that – she sucked at acting. After all, if Tayuya was good at acting at all, she wouldn't have become a ninja. She wouldn't have met Orochimaru… She wouldn't be assisting a great copy ninja who was as irresponsible as a drunken koala. She would have been a famous movie star loved by many. However, childish dreams rarely came true and here she was in a small village of Konoha instead of a big city, assisting a strange person instead of having an assistant, and getting ready to train stupid genin kids that hated her instead of getting ready for a shoot for fans that loved her.
Her past didn't really matter to Kakashi who burst in, with a spoon and a frying pan to create hellish sounds unbearable to one's ears, thus almost causing her ear to bleed internally. He stopped eventually, but not because he was afraid of Tayuya's temper, but rather, he couldn't handle the sounds himself after a while. Completely oblivious to Tayuya's glare that clearly thirsted for his blood, he smiled and said, "Oh, you're awake."
"You'd have to be a fucking deaf-ass to not wake up from that!" Tayuya yelled.
"I'm glad you're not deaf. Anyway, it's morning."
"Yea… Since I'm not blind either, I can see that."
"Since I'm not blind either, I can see that you didn't really finish cleaning here."
Shit.
Before Tayuya had any time to make up an excuse, he spoke. "Not that I asked you to finish it by today either but…"
"Wait, I didn't have to do this by today?" Tayuya sparked up, relief washing over her. Then anger. "Why the hell didn't you say so! I could have stayed up all night doing this damn piece of shit!"
"I doubt that," Kakashi answered simply, his eye obviously indicating herself who was still sitting there, under the blanket.
For the first time in her life, Tayuya realized that she couldn't come up with a comeback. In fact, she should thank him for his kindness for letting her sleep warmly. However, her pride would be slaughtered if she uttered any part of the words "Thank you."
Kakashi didn't seem to care… as if he cared about anything at all… "Well, I guess you can take your time. And since you're a terrible teacher, I'll stick around today," He suddenly grinned. "You get to see my lovely face all day."
She could have punched him. "First of all (you shithead), I can't even see your face, and second, I don't want to."
"Don't say that," he said, as if he was saddened.
"Ugly asshole…" Tayuya muttered, grinning.
"Well, "Ugly Asshole" was nice enough to not let you freeze to death. I think you should head home and get ready to train our subordinates again."
Tayuya sighed. "Damn…"
As expected of an elite jonin who was fast enough to cut through lightening, Kakashi appeared on the training ground at least two hours later than Tayuya did.
"Yo."
"God dammit, why aren't you ever here on time!" Tayuya screamed.
"Sorry. I was distracted by a dragonfly who lost its way, so I helped the little thing out. It's not easy trying to find the right mother of a dragonfly, you know. They all look alike."
Okay. First of all, how can anyone tell if a fucking dragonfly was lost on its way, looking for its mother? If the first part doesn't make any sense, then every part after was bullshit. In other words, Kakashi's excuse was bullshit. And as expected of a person, if one of his excuses was bullshit, then every other excuse they give are…. You guessed it… BULLSHIT.
"You are a freakin liar, sensei!" Honda yelled.
Kakashi ignored his comment and glanced over to Tayuya. "Continue the chakra training."
Tayuya groaned. So he isn't staying today either…
"I guess I'll stay and watch what you are doing wrong," He said.
Oh… so he is staying…
"It's your students; you train them," Tayuya said.
"Tayuya, you have to remember that I'm in charge here. You have to get serious or a consequence will follow. If you can't even do this, I'll be sure to ask Hokage-sama to knock you back down to chuunin and observe next to Iruka."
A chuunin? HELL NO
With a fuck you glare, she asked him. "What the fuck do you want me to do?"
"Well… I want to see exactly what you told them to do."
Tayuya turned to the three genins that looked at her warily. "Uhh… yea… concentrate your chakra into your feet… Do exactly what I told you the other day."
As expected of them, they were soaked in a matter of seconds with little success following them. Oh come on… it wasn't really that hard… these little kids were freaking stupid… Or was it her that was explaining something wrong? That can't be. How else would she explain this? She caught a glimpse of her "instructor" and he failed to meet her expectation. Instead of watching her and the genins, he wa idly flipping through… some Make-out Violence.
Stay and watch my ass… Tayuya thought. There was little difference from yesterday, when he completely ditched her but what will this help? He was still just ignoring her.
Good for Tayuya though, by the end of the day, the genins were making a progress. Honda could last at least a minute and Haruko a little longer. To Tayuya's astonishment, Masato almost completely mastered it. Tayuya swore that she could have freakin cried. When she turned her wary gaze to Kakashi, he was staring at the direction of the three genins and her.
"You three are dismissed," He said to the three genins that cheered and raced home. "I'm not quite dome with you. After all, you are a mission, not a subordinate. You're stuck with me until I'm done with you."
"I kind of figured…" Tayuya said.
He shrugged. Then he dug his hands around his pocket, searching for something.
Only god knows what he's planning next. He was completely unreadable.
He made a little noise of triumph – which Tayuya caught herself almost giggling at – as he happily took his hand out again and opened up his palm. On his palm, was a little piece of candy that was a peach flavor.
Uh… huh?
"Eat it or something," He said.
"What?"
"Unless you don't want it… I bought it this morning while you were waiting with the kids."
Tayuya picked the candy out of his palm. When her fingers brushed against his palm, she thought that his hands were… manly? Rough? Gentle? How the fuck should she know? She thought his hands were a perfect size to hold her own and- "Thanks… I guess," She quickly dismissed the unnecessary thought.
To her surprise, he actually smiled a genuine smile. "There are punishments but also rewards. Every time you succeed, I will reward you with small things. I guess that's only fair."
"A candy is my reward?" Tayuya asked, laughing. To her own surprise, she was not angry or anything, she was… amused.
"Yup that's your reward," He said.
Tayuya melted the candy in her mouth. Sweet flavor of peach swirled in her mouth, and that was enough to brighten her day. When she looked up to Kakashi, suddenly he looked a lot different than a stupid fucking lazy slacker that only read porn books. His eye, although slanted in a lazy way, contained unfathomable emotion and hollow barrier that seemed to conceal something behind it. She could see the outlines of his face beneath the black mask, sharp and flawless.
If only… I could pull that mask down just a bit… "Why do you hide your face?" She asked.
He shrugged in his usual way. "I have good reasons. Don't forget to stop by to continue your punishment. I don't have anything to add on to that at this point," He said. Then… as he always did, he left.
The moment he disappeared from her view, Tayuya almost choked on her candy. What was wrong with her? Since when did she care about his stupid face? What was she charmed because he gave her a damn piece of candy? Did he mix some drug in the candy that made her think that he was anything more than an instructor? She had no fucking clue so she ran to her house where she rested until it wsa time to serve her punishment again in a hell hole called Kakashi's Library.
A door knocked softly as Kakashi answered it.
Tayuya really didn't care who the hell it was, so she kept on working. After all, if she didn't get this done, it just meant that she would have to come back until she did get it done.
There were voices of a teenage girl and occasional responses from Kakashi, but all Tayuya could hear was "mission" and "Sound Four."
So of course, she busted out the door. "What did you say?" Tayuya yelled.
Outside, stood Kakashi, and the girl training under the Hokage, known as Sakura or something.
"Tayuya, you weren't supposed to be peeping on us," Kakashi said, but his voice was not in the usual jocular tone. His voice was stern and low.
"I wasn't peeping, god dammit! What did you say! I heard Sound Four!"
"You heard wrong," Sakura said, smiling.
"Shut up, you bitch! What the hell did you say? I need to know!" Tayuya demanded. Sound Four… Tayuya was once a member of Sound Four, being the second strongest next to Sakon.
"Calm down, Tayuya," Kakashi said
Tayuya glared. "What the hell is this I'm hearing of Sound Four!"
"I have a mission and Sakura was briefly telling me about it-"
"And it has something to do with the Sound Four?"
"Tayuya," Kakashi said. "This is my mission and you will not interfere. It doesn't concern you anymore."
"That's easy for you to fucking say! I want to know what the hell is going on!"
"I haven't heard the details. I have to go to Hokage-sama. Anyway, you should be busy cleaning up my library anyway. Don't be a fool and cling onto things that don't matter to you right now."
Tayuya felt her rage exploding onto Kakashi. She moved her hair behind her and yanked her collar down to reveal her slender neck and a black seal imprinted onto the pale flesh. "Tell me it doesn't fucking matter… If they're active again, I am not safe and neither is Anko or that Uchiha kid," She said, her voice shaking with the effort to strain her anger.
Sakura flinched at the mention of the last name.
Kakashi looked at her sympathetically, then it turned icy. "No, it doesn't matter," He said, and disappeared with a puff of smoke. Sakura did the same, leaving only Tayuya to burn in anger and confusion.
They were alive? Or did they get replaced?
Oh no… She thought as her seal began to burn. This wasn't good… at all.
Sakon… was Sakon a live? Shit… what if he was a live? It can't matter to her right? She doesn't matter much to him so… Fuck fuck fuck fuck god fucking damn it! She screamed inside of her head. What did this mean? She wanted Sakon to be dead, but she also wanted him alive.
To put it in simple words, for the good of Konoha and the rest of the world, Sakon needed to be dead, but for her own desire and the core of her heart, he needed to be alive.