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Chapter 7: What did I do…?

Marissa could feel his breath upon her neck; she could feel his hands upon her bare stomach. His teeth biting her shoulder, while his tongue licked her shoulder. She could feel every little detail everything she didn't want to feel. She had stopped screaming but she was still struggling. Her back hurt so much and she could feel the trickle of blood that was pouring down the side of her face. Her hands ached because of the fighting and her bare legs felt like they were broken from all the kicks and the weight that was upon her. The goose bumps were constant and they didn't go away. She saw his face it was filled with lust, greed and pleasure. Things that Marissa didn't want to give him, but somehow she did; she didn't know why and didn't want to but she gave him just that.

Feeling the huge man shift his weight a little to push down his white boxer he smiled slyly at Marissa and all Marissa could do was close her eyes. She was almost completely naked. Her new lingerie which she had bought to surprise Ryan once they were in their hotel room was the only thing covering her bruised and battered slim body. Images of Trey kept flowing through her mind, she never thought it would happen again but here she was lying helplessly on the floor and everything was happening again.

'Yeah because you're Ryan's brother…'

'No no I'm more then that'

'Trey…what are you doing…stop it let go of me…stop it please'

'Just one night no one needs to know'

'Me…what about Ryan…he loves you he's your brother!'

'Wow sorry I didn't mean to scare you, are you okay?'

'Huh yeah I'm fine just not used to the whole PD in school.'

This was not happening not to her, it just simply wasn't going to happen. Ryan took a step to the door and opened it slowly. When he entered his heart skipped a beat, on the floor lay Marissa with her eyes closed tight and her hands trying to push the man off. Marissa opened her eyes for a brief second and when she saw who was standing behind the man she relaxed immediately; why, she didn't know she wasn't exactly in a position to relax but she did and she knew she had to pretend he wasn't there she had to keep struggling. Ryan looked for the knife which was close by the man's reach but Ryan was going to do everything he could to get this b.astard of off his girlfriend, and so he did.

Ryan grabbed him by his neck and walked, practically ran out of the closet the other way around still having a firm grip around this man's neck.

'You son of a bitch…you're going to wish you were never born' Ryan screamed and with that he launched his fist in the man's face. Fist after fist after fist until the man fell down on the floor. Ryan kicked him in his stomach repeatedly, and yelled at him. Tears were now streaming down Ryan's face tears he had been trying to hold back.

Marissa ran out of the room with only her underwear on she saw Luke, Seth, Emily and Summer all stand in a group watching Ryan practically beat this guy to death. Summer saw Marissa and immediately ran over to her the girls cried in each other's shoulders, Seth walked up to them and hugged them too. He pulled of his own sweater vest and gave it to Marissa.

'Ryan man…you're going to kill him…' Luke said.

Ryan didn't hear him Ryan didn't hear anyone except a screaming Marissa, screaming his name over and over again. The only thing he saw was his girlfriend lying on the floor helplessly. The man looked Ryan in the eyes he was still conscious, and with the little strength he had left he punched Ryan in his face. It was a good punch because for a few moments Ryan was not lying on his body anymore, Ryan had stopped punching him or kicking him.

Ryan held his jaw and laughed bitterly, was that all he could do, did he really think he was going to win this fight. Ryan walked over to the man he looked at him and caught a glimpse of a crying Marissa and that face made him angrier then he had ever been. He looked at the man and spit in his face. The man was still lying on the floor petrified more then ever the young man's eyes were dark filled with rage and it scared him.

'You're dead…' Ryan said in a calm voice and with that he pulled the man up by his neck and threw him at the wall. The man landed on the floor. All of this was rage, nothing more just rage. Ryan didn't think rationally he didn't know what he was doing it was as if in this second in this moment he wasn't himself he was watching some other guy beat the crap out of a man. His mind was yelling telling him to stop but his body was not listening to that responsible voice anymore.

Seth looked at his brother and he had never seen him like that before he scared the crap out of him right now and he wanted to stop him but he knew that if he so much as tried to stop him he was going to end up just like that man. Summer looked at Ryan she had never in her life seen him this blind with rage, sure she had seen him fight but nothing could ever describe this, she was afraid of him right now she was actually scared of Ryan…Ryan for god sakes the brother of her boyfriend, one of her best friends.

Luke watched the entire scene and maybe he had always thought he was stronger then Ryan that night at the beach when they fought and Luke eventually won. He had always thought he was stronger but looking at Ryan now, throwing punch after punch after punch he knew he was not stronger he was scared of him he was literally shaking, just because he didn't know what was going to come…so he just stayed back and held Emily close to him. Emily looked at Ryan she had only known him for a few hours and he seemed so quiet and not the one to get into trouble type of guy but seeing him right now made her hold onto Luke for her dear life.

Marissa saw Ryan's face she had a glimpse of it and he was crying while beating the crap out of this man and in all honesty she was no longer afraid anymore. She felt safe, she didn't feel anything towards this man accept hatred and seeing Ryan spit in his face was the thing she wanted to do. Seeing Ryan kick him over and over again until he couldn't breathe made her feel safe and she felt like she lived her anger through Ryan. She had never seen Ryan like this not even with Trey had she seen him this scared…if that was the right word. He seemed scared and desperate, and he was far beyond anger and rage it was something more something that she could not describe she just saw it in his eyes. His now very dark blue eyes.

Ryan could feel the man go limp after his last punch, his eyes were closed and he could feel he wasn't struggling anymore, but that was not enough. So Ryan kept punching him and kept kicking him his hands were now deep red a mixture of his blood and a mixture of the blood of the man that was now not able to be recognized. Ryan brought his arm up again one last time and punched him so hard the man's had dangled with the punch and his neck moved in a way it should not have moved. The man's head hit the floor like a brick and Ryan got up and looked at him.

Suddenly the old Ryan was back the one that was thinking rational the one with responsibility. He looked at the man that was lying on the floor lifelessly lying there and Ryan silently hoped he would move if it was only his finger…a few minutes past and the man did not move and did not moan or groan. Everything in the room was silent the only sound that could be heard was their breathing.

Marissa looked at the man and then at Ryan and then back at the man who had… raped her…he had come into her and then out and he had moved her tong back on and maybe he didn't stay too long in her but he had definitely been into her, and she hated the man for that it was beyond hate she wished him dead, but now that there was a possibility she was scared.

Ryan bent down to feel the man's heartbeat but he couldn't find one he didn't breathe and his heart was not beating. Suddenly the realization hit him like he had just been run over by a mail truck…he had killed a man…actually killed someone…taken someone's life someone who might have a family…with his bear hands he had killed someone cold bloodily killed someone…regardless off whether the man was a rapist and a murderer he was still a man and Ryan had killed that man.

Ryan stumbled back and leaned against the wall and before he knew what happened Marissa was in his arms crying on his shoulder while he held her close and looked at the other two couples who were looking at him in shock then he looked back at the man and closed his eyes.

'What did I do…what did I do…what did I do…what did I do?'

Okay so that was it…angst yes you could say so! I hope you liked it! Let me know!! Love Noor