Wow I feel really bad now. Its been forever. Okay so I'm back. And I have a bit of writers block so if I suck, dont kill me. I don't really know how long this is going to be because I'm just going with the flow. So if its short, its the best I have. But I'm going to try really hard to make it good.
Chapter Three
The next morning at breakfast, David sat at the Gryffindor table next to Lily. David got along with everyone in their little section. Everyone except for James. Lily didn't realize how much David's arm around her waist was bothering him. Or how much it made him want to strangle him. James didnt want to accept the fact that he had a thing for Lily, no matter how much his subconcious was haunting him. No matter how much he thought about her. No matter how much he yearned to hold her in his arms and snog her silly, he wouldn't accept it. Not yet.
The first Hogsmeade date was upon them quickly. The Marauders, Lily and David all went together and hung out until Lily and David left to look around the small town. Lily and David strolled around holding hands, enjoying the warmth of one of the last days of summer. They soon found themselves at the cliff overlooking the shrieking shack.
"There's always been something about that place..." Lily trailed off. "I don't know. It just has this aura about it that makes me curious,"
"Do you wanna get a closer look?" David asked, with a mischeivous glint in his eye.
"I don't know..."
"Come on. You just said you were curious,"
"I know but..."
"Come on, I won't let anything happen to you,"
"Okay, but only for a minute," Lily agreed reluctantly. David grinned and grabbed her hand. They jogged down the hill towards the old house. When they got to it, David pushed open the creaky door. Lily looked around the place. It had a musty smell of mothballs and old people. David pulled her into the dusty living room and looked around.
"I've always wanted to come into this place." He sat down on the ratty sofa causing dust to fly upward. He patted the place next to him for Lily to sit down. She sat down on the dusty old couch next to him. He put his arm around her shoulder and leaned in to kiss her. She kissed him back for a little while. He pushed her down on the couch and got on top of her and started kissing her in a way she wasn't sure she liked but she let him continue. But then he started to unbutton her jeans. She turned her head away from him.
"David, stop," she said trying to push him off of her.
"Come on, you know you want to,"
"No I don't David. Please stop," David slowly got off of her with a disappointed look on his face.
"Maybe another time?"
"Maybe," Lily said, but she didn't sound too convincing.
meanwhile
James and the rest of the Marauders went into the Three Broomsticks after Lily and David left. James sat there with his best friends for a little while, trying to enjoy himself. But he couldn't stop thinking about Lily. He excused himself and left the pub before they even got their drinks. He wandered around Hogsmeade for about 10 minutes before he caught sight of Lily and David holding hands at the cliff overlooking the shrieking shack. He watched from a distance for a little while, but then they started running down the hill towards the old building. James furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. 'What are they doing?' he asked himself. He went over to where Lily and David stood just a few moments before just in time to see David and Lily entering the building. James waited a minute and then ran down the hill towards the building. He peeked through the window and saw David on top of Lily kissing her senseless. Jealously raged through his veins at what he saw next. David reached down to unbutton her jeans. James turned away and ran back up the hill. He didn't need to see anymore.
Later that night in the heads common room
"Hey James," Lily greeted him as he walked into the common room. He grunted a reply and kept walking towards his room. Lily frowned in confusion. She jumped up from her place on the couch and chased him. "What's wrong?" she asked.
"Nothing," he grumbled.
"There's obviously something wrong," Lily reasoned. James didn't reply. He turned and walked into his bedroom but left the door open for her. She followed him into the room and sat on his bed. "James please talk to me," she pleaded. "You've been so distant ever since school started. I miss my best friend." James' face softened from the hard expression he wore seconds before.
"I'm sorry Lily," he told her before hugging her. "I'm okay now. It's just that ever since you started dating that guy, what's his face? Darryl?"
"David," she corrected.
"Whatever. Well ever since you started dating him, you've been distant,"
"Really? Wow, I didn't notice. I'm sorry. Next Hogsmeade trip, I'll tell David that I'm going to hang out with you."
"Thanks Lily," James felt slightly better but he was still a bit perturbed about what he had seen earlier that day, but he didn't show it to Lily.
"You will never guess what happened to me today," Lily said changing the subject.
"What?" James asked. He had the feeling it had something to do with what he saw that after noon.
"David and I were down in the shrieking shack, his idea not mine, and he tried to unbutton my pants,"
"Really?" James said, feigning shock. "What happened?" he asked, dreading the answer.
"I pushed him off and told him I wasn't ready. It wasn't a big deal, but I was shocked that he even tried. Anyway, I'm going to bed. Good night James," She kissed him on the cheek and left the room. After she was gone, James touched the spot where she had kissed him. 'That was new,' James thought happily.
What just happened? Why did I kiss him? I've never even thought of doing that before. What's wrong with me? All these thoughts were running through Lily's head after she left his room. I can't have feelings for James, I'm with David. DAVID!
A/N: I'm so proud of myself! I made a long chapter. I don't know if its good so review and tell me!
