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These Unknown Feelings
"Oh thank god you waited!" Sora cried happily and ran over.
"We should get going." Roxas smiled and rubbed Sora's head teasingly as they ran to the car.
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I sighed as I reached the school. My head hurt like crazy. Maybe the medicine had not work yet? Ugh, either way. I couldn't miss school, I needed to study for the final exams for this semester.
Roxas' hair was so fun to look at sometimes.
I waved bye to Roxas and ran to my class, I almost forgot I was late.
RIINNNGG.
Crap. I ran to my locker and quickly opened it, I was reaching for my books when someone slammed the locker before me. No.. Please don't let it be-.
"Seifer!" his stupid friends came running towards the blond standing before me. He motioned them to wait a bit, turning back to me.
"Hey Sora. Guess what I saw last night?"
I sighed, "I dunno, yourself? You ignorant, Bastard."
"Oh.. You didn't just say that." He chuckled and pinned me against the wall. Dammit, I'm in for it again..
"I'm joking Seifer! You know I wouldn't disrespect someone so great as you." I winced at the thought. How could I be so stupid as to give up my reputation in order to not get hurt? I must be so weak.. I don't care if I'm popular or anything, but.. I shouldn't give up my dignity..
He lifted my chin a little and leaned close, I closed my eyes tightly, I knew what was going to happen. It happens every week, every time he's mad, or every time he just needs someone to pound.
Nothing. I opened my eyes and noticed he was grinning. "Seifer..?" I asked, he lent down and softly whispered in my ear. I shivered, not because it felt good, but because I was disgusted.
"I saw you making out with Riku in the car."
Riku...
SHIT.
It all came back to me. How could I have forgotten? Holy Shit. Shit. Shit. Oh my fucking.. Oh.. God.. I pushed him off.
"What the hell are you talking about you Dirty Pervert!"
"Sora, I live a fucking cross the street remember? I was watching TV when randomly someone parks outside your door at like 2 in the morning. I looked and there you were. Sitting on top of the poor guys lap."
His friends turned to watch, shocked and laughing them selves off.
"That's a lie! How can you say something like that!?" I was a horrible liar, maybe he wouldn't notice.. I had to try my best.
He laughed, his friends joining in.
"Look at the little Gay boy! What's wrong Sora?"
"Haha! Look! He's BLUSHING!"
"HAHA! OH MY GOD HE IS!"
"What an IDIOT!"
They all started laughing, louder and louder. I was shaking a little. Those bastards. I can't control my anger sometimes, when someone's hurting my friends or someone I care about.. I don't know why I was so mad now.. But.. I couldn't take it anymore.
"Shut up Seifer!" I ran over to him and punched him across the face as hard as I could. I missed his nose and got his cheek instead. Dammit, I should've hit the Jaw.
He wiped his face, making sure nothing spilled. Looking at me, he immediately threw a punch into my stomach before knocking me down and spitting on me.
"You child. Don't you dare touch me again or you won't be able to get up anymore." he kicked me again and walked off with his friends. They were laughing and I swear the last thing I heard him say was "Just wait until everyone hears about this!" before I dozed off
Gahh. The bell woke me up, I must've been really tired sleeping through three classes in the hall. I can't believe no one bothered to wake me up. I got up and headed to lunch. I hope they have some yummy stuff. Maybe I could buy a popsicle if Seif-... Seifer... Crap..
I felt my stomach, it was aching badly. I hope no one ends up finding out. But Seifer.. He wouldn't tell would he? Yes he would. He hates me ever since that day with Kairi.
I ran to the cafeteria, maybe Roxas can help out. I got there, everything stayed the same. I looked for my table. I forgot where we sat..
There it is!
I ran over before almost tripping on some empty chair. "Owww.." I groaned.
"You okay?"
My heart froze. Please not right now.. I blushed as I turned to see those beautiful Jade Eyes.
"Y-Yeah.." I rubbed my head. What happened that night? I made out with him.. I know that.. But.. Why..?
He smiled at me and laughed. "You're Sora, right?"
"..Yes, why?"
He laughed again. "I just remember that you were stripping at the Party."
I blushed, dammit he had to mention it. He placed his hand on my chin and softly lifted it, until our eyes had met.
"Wh-What?" I said, moving his hand aside.
"I prefer people to look at me when I talk to them." He softly messed my hair and walked off to his table with some people. No one familiar to me really, maybe just the guy with red hair. Although.. I don't really remember who he was.
Oh! The table!
I walked over and sat next to Kairi. I hugged her. It must've been tight too because I think I heard and Ow in there.
"Sora.. What's wrong?" Roxas asked, sitting on the other seat beside me. I groaned and shook my head, Kairi wrapped her arms around me trying to sooth me. She knew I must've been really hurt or something if I hugged her. She knew I didn't feel anything for her and I never would. She smelled so good though.. Like candy.
I let go and yawned then rested my head on the table. "Listen Roxas.. If I tell you this.. Will you promise that you won't freak out?"
He laughed, "Is it about last night?"
I shot up. "How'd you know?!"
"Well.. I didn't.. But after I saw you two before I left, it was kinda obvious something would happen."
Kairi scoot a little closer. "Them.. Two?" Their was sadness in her voice.
I'm sorry Kairi, I can't love you.
Roxas smiled and nodded. "Sora was with someone at the Party last night when you had gotten drunk, apparently Sora did too."
She laughed. "Wow! SORA!? I still remember last time! Namine couldn't stop talking about it!"
I nodded and lent near Roxas' ear, Kairi knew she shouldn't bud in so she scooted away again and sat beside the other four.
"Well.. Riku and I... I don't remember well, but.. We ended up making out and.. Seifer saw.."
"He WHAT?!" Roxas shot out, he was very protective of his twin, as was the older towards him.
I nodded, sighing. "Do you remember what happened?"
"Well.. When I left you and him were dancing, he said you were drunk so he took care of you for me."
My eyes widened. It all came back. The room, the bed, the... Oh god. Oh God. No.. Why... No.. No no no!!
I banged my fist against the table. "SHIT! FUCKING BASTARD!"
Everyone at my table turned. They'd never really heard me cussed, everyone was just as shocked as I was. I shook my head and rested my head on the table, they all tried to change the subject with each other as Roxas' and I kept talking.
"What was that about?"
"Oh Roxas, if I told you things would really changed." I shook my head and sighed. "Ugh.."
He frowned, he knew well what I meant. "I'm sorry.." was all he could think of.
The bell rang and lunch ended, I waved by to everyone and gave Kairi a hug, I told her not to worry and patted her head. She blushed and laughed. She nodded and told me that she would be there if I needed her and walked off. I headed the other direction. I didn't want to go to class. I walked outside the school, choosing to walk home.
Someone was smoking, it smelled weird, it made me cough. The person heard and turned back.
"SORA!" He yelled.
Crap...
I blushed and walked over to the older boy standing in front of me.
"Riku, why didn't you tell me?"
Riku smiled and leant against the wall. "Sora, if I told you during school, then you would freak out and go."
"Well that worked out well didn't it? But.. What are you doing here?"
He laughed and softly messed my hair. "I didn't feel like being in class either."
"Why?"
"I've had my share of girls.. But.. Never a guy.. And.. Well.. I never really went so far as to.. Actually do something sexual."
I blushed at the though. Riku was really hot, that was obvious, in a way.. I wish it would happen again.
"Well," he sighed. "As long as no one finds out what happened, then.. Things should be okay right?"
I sighed and looked away. "Oh Riku.." I felt my eyes watering a little. I didn't want him to see although I think he might've heard my voice crack since he suddenly stopped smoking and threw the cigarette away. "Seifer.. He knows.. He saw us kiss.. And.. He's probably telling everyone already.. Everyone will know sooner or later.."
"What a Bastard." He sighed and lifted my chin, placing a gently kiss on my lips.
I blushed. His lips were so soft and warm. Why was he kissing me? Wasn't it just a one night thing..?
He pulled away and licked my lips a little, I licked his tongue back. "Mmm..", a soft moan escaped my lips and he quickly noticed what was happening. He pulled away quickly and wiped my lips.
"I'm sorry.. I don't want to cause you more trouble then what's been caused."
I blushed and shook my head. He smirked and softly pinned me against the wall. He forced his lips against mine, shoving his tongue into my mouth. I moaned, he was pressing against me. If felt so good, his tongue was amazing, I couldn't help but moan as mine met with him. I felt up his soft chest, it was firm and well toned. He pulled away slowly, breathing against my forehead before unpinning and pulling away. He looked around to make sure no one was near and then turned back to me.
"Don't worry, if he says it, it won't bother me, but.. If it bothers you. I can keep him from talking." He grinned at me.
I laughed. I didn't want him to tell.. But.. I didn't want Riku to think that I wouldn't want to be with him. If I had a chance with him, I didn't want to change it.
"It's okay Riku. I don't think he'll tell."
Riku leant back against the wall. I blushed at the thought of what happened.. Things were coming back so clearly.. Riku was so.. I shook the thought off. I was probably read as hell.
"Well. I'm going. See you later, Kid." Riku turned and held out a hand, as If waving.
"I'm not a Kid!" I yelled back, glaring at Riku.
He turned his head back, grinning. "Oh, that's right. Kid's are virgins, aren't they Sora?"
I blushed red. He was already around the corner. I slapped myself and ran home. School was probably going to be horrible tomorrow.. But if for Riku.. If I can see him and maybe get closer to him, things will work out...
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