AN:
Holly shit I finnaly updated gasps from everyone
I'm not going to load you all down with a bunch of crap about my comp dieing(which happened.. Like 6 times) or school and exams….. Because really…. I'm betting every one of you hate me with a passion…. Am I right? Yup I am lol
I am really sorry it took me SSSSOOOOOOOOO long to update.
I promise another update tomoro (if my comp doesn't crash or my internet doesn't get shut off…. Again.) I'll also be updating all of the rest of my stories.. Or at lease the ones I have ideas for lol I will update the others soon though
SUMMARY:
' Zim has vowed to help dib, and dib has excepted the help. But when Gaz finds out about their 'relationship' and Dib's problems, she tells the whole school. Now dib is in counseling, on the edge of loosing it, and Zim…well, Zim is doing everything that he can to keep dib alive all awhile dealing with his own newly found depression(he found out about the tallest). Through their ridicule and abuse…both mental and physical…by the homophobic community, they are falling into darkness. And they both doubt that they'll make it.
Warnings, this fic will include cutting, suicidal themes, violence, language, abusive or violent themes, sexual themes, mild to moderate psychosis, self hatred, and other violent or S.I., themes and SLASH
A loud bang in the 'kitchen' instantly interrupted Zim's conversation with the tallest.
"wait here my tallest…. I….SHAL RETURN" he shouted running off humming to himself
"GIR!" he screamed looking at the mess the robot had created. His face softened before twisting into worry as he saw what Gir had made the mess with. Laying limply on the floor was Dib's body, only clad in his pajama bottoms and the bloodstained sheet from his bed.
The sheet wasn't the only thing stained…if it weren't for the fact that Zim knew that it was dib amongst the blood and blood soaked cloth(s) he would have never guessed that the mass of blood, had once been human.
Inwardly his many Irken hearts raced. Tears formed in his eyes and he rushed in to action.
….----in Zim's lab----….
Panicking, he rushed around, typing in codes and keywords. Dib's cold unconscious (a fraction from death) body laid on the (autopsy) table as Zim searched the massive Irken base for healing agents.
The tallest Oooooooh ing and Ahhhhhhh ing. At the mangled boys body As they ate popcorn and cake. "that's what I call entertaining" tallest purple exclaimed as Dib's body convulsed and he coughed up blood. Tallest red looked suspicious. "and why Zim is this…… while entertaining… worthless human so important to you ?" he asked suspiciously, shoving a pooptart into his mouth (yes pooptart).
"uuummm… he…. He is the filthy human I was telling you about… the one who I will use to … take over the earth….the usles stink being…who… I shall dispose of…..when needed" he said rather distractedly while looking for the suplies listed on the "how to save an earthling" tutorial on deviant art.
Zim mumbled to himself,
"step one 1. Spray on clotting agent
Step 2. Heal wound with laser
Step 3. Why the fck do you wana save a human again?"
As the laser worked it's magic the tallest watched in amazement, arguing yet again over lasers and fog machines.
Zim laughed . Smiling at the tallest
"you know Zim…… now that the….." tallest red looked at Dib's motionless body "thing… has stopped twitching… you're really no fun anymore…. So…" "we'll see ya later" tallest purple said, attempting to end transition.
"can you belive that guy? It's been like what… 6-7 years since we sent him there and he STILL thinks he's on an 'actual mission" purple laughed, munching on a snack cake. "yeah, I mean. how stupid can ya get. We never even really gave him a mission." red said laughing with purple. "oh oh oh remember that one time he called us dressed in meat? " purple asked laughing uncontrollably." " oh and he called back an hour later screaming because it had fused to his skin and was eating him alive?" red asked laughing herder with every word.. "peeled of half his skin" red laughed. "too bad he didn't die… we'd never have to worry about his idiotic calls again" purple laughed. "I… feel like getting one of thos… what're they called.. Taquitoes… you know the ones the crazie junk heap we gave zim is always asking for?" "OOOOOOO, I call dibs on the crunchie ones" red finished, running after purple and leaving the screen unattended.
Zim stared in horror… all those years…. What everyone kept telling him… it was true…… it was all a setup.
Anger swelled into Zim's eyes. Those bastards would pay….. Fuck earth… he'd take over Irk.
He walked out of the room unaware that dib's eyes were roaming around, tears running down his face. 'so…. He was just using me' he thought his heart breaking. ''' that's right dib…. I told you… no one could ever love you''' the tiny voice echoed laughing harshly