Chapter:
6/7
Color:
Indigo
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in.DIG.o
The evening had just fallen, painting the once cheerful sky a melancholy indigo dye. Seeing the dark color did nothing to help Satoshi's mood.
In fact, it kept him thinking. The indigo color faded to an ominous black, swallowing him up in its darkness and he could do nothing but surrender himself to the sinister thoughts that swarmed in his head.
They were thoughts that belittled his self worth. They were thoughts that made him doubt his relationship with Daisuke. They were thoughts that killed him inside. They were thoughts that wouldn't leave him.
He couldn't even hold Daisuke anymore. He couldn't bear to look at his loving, sweet, smiling redhead, for fear that the thoughts would resurface and drown him in the customary waves of sadness and self hate.
He didn't know why the thoughts came, and he didn't know why the sadness wouldn't leave him. He also didn't know how to banish them all away.
Satoshi spared one somber glance at the sleeping redhead on the bed behind him, not even feeling the spark of love he used to feel when Daisuke was in his thoughts.
The sorrowful indigo waves that crushed him under their power multiplied tenfold. What hurt the most was the fact that he was hurting Daisuke. It wasn't Daisuke's fault that for some reason, the depression had taken away his soul.
Satoshi…
Satoshi was just so tired. Tired of what, he didn't quite know.
depression
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Wow… This one really sucked… But I had to rush in order to finish this before my trip to Yosemite. So please forgive me. Please. Dx
I'm gonna finish this series of drabbles for my birthday, so that means this'll be updated on the 18th. I sweeeeaaaaarrrrrr. I'll try to do more for you guys following my other fics…like update a story… But this is the most I can make due with until I can get myself off the writer's block list of doom. Please bear with me. ;3