-Very worried about Brother and Winry. I heard her crying again in Ed's room last night, but when I poked my head in she denied it and Ed was sleeping. I heard them talking a little earlier when Granny was checking on him. I wonder if Ed blames me for the pain he is currently in? I hope not, but I wouldn't blame him if he was.
-His stitches ripped yesterday. I heard him throwing up later, too. I wish I had spoken up and talked him out of this surgery. I want my body back, but he doesn't seem to be getting any better. It's really hard to believe in someone, even Ed, when they can't control their bladder. Or scream behind closed doors. Or sometimes have more bandages at night than they woke up with in the morning. Or yells at Winry.
-And Winry is different. She and Ed have always been close, but now they are even more so. They communicate in just looks sometimes; things I can't decode. And they argue more, but if I try to stop it they both turn and yell at me. Then they both get the same horrible guilty expression on their faces and mutter apologies. And then of course I see Winry's tired eyes and there is more blood on the sheets and I feel bad. That's when Winry cries the most. I think once I get my body back, after hugging her tight, I'm just going to cry one minute for every day that I can't now.