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Warning: Yaoi! First Person POV! Rated M for a reason people! SasuNaru! -evil fan girls!
I sat there fidgeting with the hem of my dark orange under shirt, a white dress shirt laid unbuttoned on top. I had on a pair of decent black pants with my own creation of a black leather studded belt that was hooked on my right side. I was used to dressing up when I went out to dinner with Itachi and Deidara, only because Itachi insisted that they go to a normal restaurant and not so fast food place. But I never thought he would be here with us also. I couldn't help the blush that rose to my face when he smirked at me from across the table. It was one of the square oak tables with only one chair on each side. Sasuke and I sat on opposite sides while Itachi and Deidara did the same.
Sasuke's had on a white dress shirt as well, but his was buttoned half way up revealing a deep blue shirt underneath. He had on a pair of dark blue jeans with a brown belt. He didn't seem to mind being here, although it made me extremely uncomfortable sitting across from the guy that had kissed me in the school library only a few hours ago. I was seriously debating on running like fire out of there, dealing with Itachi's punishment's later. I couldn't care less if Itachi took away my ramen for a week as he had threatened, okay I lied that was the whole reason I was even in this mess!
--------Flash Back!-------------------
"Naruto get out here!" Itachi yelled from behind the door of my room. I quickly pulled the pants on before grabbing my brown boots and shoving my socked feet in. I was already in a hurry since I forgot to set anything to wake me. I hadn't really planned on sleeping that long anyways, but fate decided other wise. Great now I'm talking like Neji, EW maybe I should see someone about that. I pulled the door open and walked out, my Ipod shoved deep within my pant pockets. It was the only thing that got me through the ride there and back, Itachi and Deidara were always going on and on about something that didn't hold my attention. I walked into the living room only to stare at who was sitting peacefully on my couch, no one else around. I looked; Itachi and Deidara seemed to be still in their room. I scowled.
"What are you doing here?" I sneered through clenched teeth. I had promised myself I'd get him back, but I thought I would have more time to… plan my advances on the prick. Sasuke smirked at me as I walked further into my living room.
"Itachi invited me dobe." Sasuke said back not even seeming to care about the earlier incident. I scowled before looking around for them once again and something sharp to hit the stoic boy with.
"Where is your brother anyways?" I asked and Sasuke stood.
"He's in your brother's room." Sasuke said and began to walk towards me. I grinned shyly before backing up.
"Okay." I said and took off towards the room. I bust in without even knocking, not that it mattered since Deidara was only pulling his hair up into a high ponytail. I glared at Itachi who just smiled slyly at me.
"Why'd you invite him?" I asked in a low and dangerous voice. Itachi and Deidara shared a look before smiling.
"Thought it would be nice to have Sasuke over." Itachi answered and I glared harder.
"Nice? Do you want me to get raped?" I nearly shouted but remembered I had an uninvited but invited guest in the other room. Itachi sighed.
"You're not going to get raped Naruto, stop being a drama queen." Itachi said before standing. I glared.
"I'm not going tonight. I'm going back to my room and sleeping." I stated and turned to walk out.
"Ah, but Naruto if you don't go tonight, I'll just take away you're ramen for a week." He said in a sing song voice. I froze with the door already open and staring into onyx eyes, who just looked slightly confused at this. I glared, a week without ramen was like the end of the world, I can't not go without ramen it's my own drug.
"Fine." I bit out before slamming the door behind me and stalking to the couch. I fell into the cushions fully ignoring Sasuke who sat beside me. I could feel his eyes on me, but I didn't care. It was just one night, I could get through one night and I'd have my ramen for the rest of the week.
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I glared at Sasuke who still had that smug look on his perfect face. I love my ramen but if he doesn't stop staring at me and giving me that look, you know the one where they think they know something, but want to keep if from you so they put on the stupid smile; yeah, that's the one, just move the smile to a smirk and you got the face Sasuke was giving me, I'm going to beat his face in. Itachi and Deidara were giving each other stupid lovey dovey looks again, so I tend to keep my eyes moving to them, so now I have to avoid looking forward as well. This is so god damn annoying, I just want to go home; maybe Kiba will call me or something. Oh god what the hell is rubbing up my leg! I glared at Sasuke who just smirked at me, his foot sliding up and down my leg. I give a good kick in his shin and see the pained look cross his face before he composed himself and glared back at me.
'Bastard.' I mouth before taking a sip of the water that was placed in front of me. Sasuke looked to Deidara.
"So Deidara, what exactly do you do?" He asked and I gulped the water quickly to glare harder at Sasuke. He didn't need to talk, just sit there and eat, why the hell he had to ask the worst question ever! Deidara's eyes widened and he stared at Sasuke with an anxious look, Itachi sighed deeply while muttering something about stupid little brother, and I couldn't help but agree.
"Oh well I do art, anything in art. I love art, it's amazing, and I can't ever get enough of it. I do everything from drawing to blowing things up, because the real art is a blast!" Deidara said and went on, and on, and on saying about the same thing, but wording it differently. I sighed through dinner but couldn't help the snicker because I knew Sasuke was having problems, and would probably not come back to dinner with us again. I laughed slightly but covered it up by shoving my food in my mouth as I saw his eye start to twitch half way through the conversation. Sasuke glared at me but nodded as Deidara kept going on about his work at an art shop. They make all kinds of art, I've only been there once and never will go again, that place is full of people even weirder then Dei!
"Deidara, baby why don't you stop for now, I'm going to pay, so why don't you guys head outside and into the car." Itachi said sweetly and I noticed that Sasuke rolled his eyes at the baby part before quickly standing. Deidara shot an apologetic look towards me but I merely grinned, partly glad that Sasuke had asked that question. The dinner seemed to go faster that way; it was pretty funny to watch Sasuke suffer through that. I did get a few snap shots off my camera phone of Sasuke; they will sell for a few bucks on the fan-girl-Sasuke-picture-website. I stood and walked out after Sasuke, Deidara stayed behind with Itachi as he paid, I wanted to pull Deidara along with me afraid of being alone with the bastard. I also knew that Itachi and the girl at the counter will get in a conversation, they go to the same college, each time we get here they talk, and Deidara usually ends up brought into it as well. Leaving me alone with Sasuke for that much longer, I sighed I couldn't get out of it now. So I walked out and slid into Itachi's car, right next to Sasuke.
"I think I'm going to have nightmares tonight." Sasuke whispered but I couldn't help but laugh at that. I relaxed in the back seat as we laughed at his joke; the fact that Sasuke had actually said a joke was surprising.
"Yeah, he's a little … something." I said after I had stopped laughing. Sasuke looked at me like I was crazy.
"Something? I'm glad you're not that hyper." Sasuke said and I glared at him, already he was turning into a bastard again.
"He's not hyper, just excited about his work." I said and Sasuke nodded. I stared at him for a few seconds before looking away and out the window. I could see Itachi and Deidara talking to Ayame at the counter, it didn't even seem like Itachi had paid yet. I sighed softly; it was going to be awhile, what the hell is Itachi thinking, leaving me alone with his brother in the car, and worse its dark!
"Naruto." Sasuke whispered, he sounded closer than before, yet defiantly closer. I jumped feeling his warm breath on my neck and turned to see him right next to me, already invading my personal space. I pressed myself against the door as he leaned forward a smirk on his face.
"W-what?" I mentally slapped myself for stuttering. His smirk widened and I knew it would after my little stutter moment. He put his hands on my hips and pushed down; I could feel my body sliding down and towards him. My eyes widened and I went to push him away, but then smirked and moved forward. Sasuke's eyes slightly widened before I pressed my lips against his, thinking that he would back off and freak or laugh at me. Not that I would care, I hate this guy, I don't like him, I couldn't. But then why is he kissing me back? And why am I still kissing him! I felt his lips move against mine before his hand came up behind my neck and deepened the kiss.
My hand came up and tangled into his hair pushing our mouths together as his tongue traced my lower lip. My mouth opened up while I screamed at my body to stop and right now, I wasn't getting any response. No my body cut my mind off the moment our tongues intertwined together. How long we sat there making out was beyond me, all I know was the fact that I screwed the thought of stopping at the moment, what I was screaming at my body was to BREATHE! I whimpered finally and Sasuke broke, both of us panting while I knew I had a large blush on my face. He was just smirking but I swear I saw a smile there. My mind and body connected again and I pushed Sasuke away from me.
"What the hell." I said, I meant to shout but it wouldn't come out right. Sasuke glared.
"If I remember correctly, you're the one who kissed me." Sasuke said and I couldn't help but blush even more.
"I-It wasn't like that." I stuttered again, and once again I smacked myself mentally.
"Oh and what was it Nar-u-to." Sasuke whispered before leaning into me again, I blushed again before pushing him away again.
"I was just trying to freak you out." I said and mentally patted my back for not stuttering this time. Sasuke frowned before pulling fully away and staring at me with a confused face.
"Why would you kissing me freak me out?" He asked me and I stared dumbly at him. Then relation crossed his face and Sasuke sighed in annoyance.
"I knew you were dense Naruto, but this dense? Come on." Sasuke said as he ran a hand through his hair. I glared.
"I'm not dense." I argued for my defense. Sasuke shook his head before straighten himself out and leaning against the other door. Before I could talk again the front door's opened, Itachi and Deidara slid in.
"Sorry that took so long guys." Itachi said before starting the car.
"It's okay." I said before looking out the window. Itachi and Deidara glanced at each other before shrugging and Itachi slid out of the parking lot. The ride back to the apartment was quick, but I couldn't help feel a little left out of something. Had I missed something? I must have because why would Sasuke kiss me twice for no reason? If he wasn't messing with me then what? I climbed out of the car and headed straight into the lobby, but I could faintly hear Itachi telling Dei that he was taking Sasuke home and then would be back later tonight. They were going to some concert at ten, the sun had just set an hour ago, which meant it was only eight something. But I didn't care I just ran up to the apartment and into my home. I pulled my shoes off before heading to my room, I faintly heard the front door open but paid no mind as I landed on my bed and shoving the ear phones into my ears before hitting the play button.
Did I like that kiss? I must have since I didn't want to stop, and we probably would have continued if it hadn't been for the fact that I had forgotten to breath! What the hell does that mean then? Was I really dense? I needed to ask someone but Kiba would freak out so that left me with Shino. I picked my cell out of my pocket before pulling my ear phones out and hit in a number and talk. I wasn't sure what pressed me into calling him, but he and I were on somewhat good terms and I wasn't sure how Shino would react.
"What?" Came the annoyed voice from the other end. I swallowed before answering.
"Did I call at a bad time Gaara?" I asked in a weak voice. There was an annoyed sigh on the other end before a door slammed and I could hear steady breathing and a creak of a bed.
"No you just got me out of a fight with Kank. What's up Uzumaki?" Gaara asked his voice less cold then before or at school.
"Umm… Just wanted to talk I guess." I said, it was awkward I had no clue how to ask this. Gaara sighed.
"Naruto, your lying something wrong what's up?" Gaara said his voice already demanding. I cringed slightly, how he knew I was lying I had no clue.
"Well I umm… I don't know how to put it." I admitted. Gaara sighed again.
"What happened Naruto or I'm hanging up." Gaara said. I cringed again.
"Please don't, I can't talk to anyone else about this." I said.
"Go on."
"I… kinda kissed someone." My blush already returning but darker.
"Good job Uzumaki you finally got your first kiss." He mocked and I growled.
"Gaara, it's not like that… it was kind of a guy. Someone I thought I hated but now I'm not too sure. I thought the bastard was just messing with me, but he said I was dense so I have no clue what's going on." I rambled off my blush never dieing. Gaara was silent for a while and I was getting slightly nervous, hoping maybe I hadn't called the wrong person. Gaara was a 'king' but he was also somewhat my friend. It happened when he confessed to me about his problems with his father.
"So Sasuke finally kissed you." Gaara voice came so suddenly I jumped before gapping at his response.
"What do you mean finally, and I swear Gaara if this is just some way to mess with me I will kick all your asses." I threatened. Gaara chuckled and I felt my blood run cold, the guy was amused was it from the fact that I had admitted it was Sasuke, or was the fact that I threatened him.
"You really are dense Naruto." Gaara said with a sigh.
"Why do people keep saying that?!" I explained. Gaara chuckled again.
"Naruto I will say this as simple as I can, Sasuke likes you." Gaara said with an amused voice. I gapped once again for a minute before my brain started to work again; it seemed Gaara was being patient today.
"Then why the hell has he picked on me for the last three freaking years!" I shouted. Gaara hissed into the phone.
"It hasn't been that bad, and he has made different attempts but you noticed before. Naruto you are dense, but Sasuke's an idiot, I guess he just have had enough and finally wanted to show you." Gaara answered.
"Isn't picking on someone because you like them a little fifth grade?" I asked starting to come back from the suddenness of the conversation. Gaara chuckled again and once again I felt my blood freeze, it was never a good thing when he laughed. Then his chuckled died and I heard in the distant a yell and Gaara sighed.
"Listen Sasuke's a little emotional retarded give him credit on trying. It's not like you guy's couldn't be in the same room without punching each other, most of the time anyways. But I have to go, father just got home so I really go." Gaara said with another sigh.
"Right, be careful. Remember door's always open." I said.
"Right, I might just take your offer sometime. Bye Uzumaki."
"Bye." And the line clicked off and I shut the phone and tossed it onto the bedside table. Sasuke liked me, what the hell had I been doing that I didn't notice! Tomorrow I was going to do something; I was going to talk to Sasuke. Wait, what? What was I going to talk to him about? My eyes widened, I had no clue. What would I say to him? Hey Sasuke I like you too, let's go out or something. Wait, when did I like him too? My hand hit my forehead, when the hell had I sunk so deep into denial? I knew I liked him, I thought he was a prick yes, but he had never really gone too far. He knew when I was in a bad mood and usually would leave me the hell alone! He knew me a lot more then some of the other guys; I just put my like for him into hate. I sighed and put my ear phones back in, I had never turned it off in the first place. I would talk to him Monday, unless he came over, which I doubted since I pretty much screwed it over.
---------------Time Skip---------------
The weekend went by oddly quickly; it was like fate was telling me to go to school faster. God again now I'm sounding like Neji, must see counselor about that. I was now being dropped off by Itachi; Sasuke was getting a ride by Neji. That made a small pang of jealousy when I thought about Sasuke and Neji. Itachi crawled to a stop in front of the school where the fan girls waited, I laughed when I heard the disappointed groans from them when I got out of the sleek black car. Some of them giving me nasty looks, I heard Itachi chuckle in his driver's seat.
"Later Itachi." I said. I watched him nod back to me before I slammed the door shut and around the car. I scowled at the stupid fan girls who stepped back without a second thought. They didn't like me any more then I liked them. I was half way to the school door when I felt someone pull me away and behind a car. I looked up and glared.
"What the hell do you two want?" I sneered at the two girls in front of me. Ino and Sakura the two captain's of the Sasuke-Fan-Club. Sakura was a pink haired witch with her best friend and I swear girlfriend Ino the blonde haired queen.
"How come you got a ride from Sasuke-kun?" Sakura said her hands coming to her hips. Ino nodded along with her, I sighed the idiocies of these two was amazing.
"Itachi is Sasuke's brother, Itachi is dating my roommate. You're Sasuke-kun is getting a ride from Neji-kun, and Itachi was at my house and wanted to make sure I got to school on time. So there you two go, now leave me the hell alone." I sneered at them before walking away, only to be bombarded by them again.
"Itachi's dating your roommate? What's she like? What's Itachi like? How long have they been dating?" I have no clue who asked, they both sound the same to me really. Both annoying and high pitched voices, I stopped and heard them stop behind me.
"My roommate's a guy." I stated simply and continued walking. I peeked back to see them gapping with their mouths held open. I laughed as I entered the school building, Kiba and Shino waiting by our lockers. I had called each of them this morning that I was getting a ride to school.
"Sup guys." I said my greetings. Kiba grinned and shut his locker as I dialed my combination. Kiba leaned against his locker.
"So Itachi gave you a ride? How was that?" Kiba asked. I shrugged.
"Not a big deal, I was just running late and he was there. If I had walked I would have been late." I answered. Kiba nodded as I shut my locker, my books in hand. We walked quietly to first period, waving to Shino as he went by. I looked around and frowned, Sasuke wasn't in his seat. Kiba grinned and slouched into his seat as I went to mine.
"So Sasuke went to dinner with you guys Friday?" Kiba asked as he turned to face me. I nodded as I let my head fall to the desk, as much as I wanted to see Sasuke today; I still had no clue what to tell him. And the fact that Itachi and Deidara were going at it last night and I didn't charge my Ipod so I had nothing to block it out! So I didn't get a lot of sleep last night.
"You okay dude?" Kiba asked. I sleepily looked at him.
"Tired, you don't want to know." I replied, Kiba shuddered.
"You're probably right." Kiba said back. I nodded with a sly grin and Kiba shuddered again. I knew Kiba wouldn't like the fact that I wasn't attracted to girls, since he had such a hard time getting over Itachi and Deidara. I looked up in time to see Sasuke walk in, he didn't look over but fell into the front desk, I frowned. Neji looked at him before sliding in the desk beside him. I narrowed my eyes as Neji looked back with a knowing smirk. That guy truly pisses me off, him and all his high and mighty fate.
"Whoa, Sasuke just gave you the cold shoulder. Just what happened between you two?" Kiba asked. I looked at him before shrugging.
"I don't know, not like I care." I said and laid my head back down closing my eyes. God I felt like crap, why did they have to keep me up so late last night? I know Kiba frowned before turning around. Sasuke was avoiding me it was so obvious, and Neji knew something that I'm sure I don't even want to know of. Kakashi walked in and took attendance before assigning a few more pages in our book. I got up, not wanting to be there anymore and walked right past Sasuke and Neji. I could feel a few eyes on me but didn't care at the moment. Kakashi looked up at me with bored eyes.
"Yes Naruto?" Kakashi asked. I weakly smiled.
"Can I go to the nurse?" I asked. Kakashi frowned.
"Naruto." Kakashi said.
"Iruka." I whispered and Kakashi narrowed his eyes before sighing and nodding. He wrote me a pass before waving me off. I walked out, catching Sasuke's eyes quickly before looking away and slipping out of the room. I made it down to the nurse's office; she just waved me off and let me lay in the cot for the rest of the periods. I heard the first period bell ring in my brink of sleeping.
"Naruto, you can stay one more period. I have to go to a meeting so leave before I get back." She said sweetly, I nodded sleepily and heard her quickly leave. I shut my eyes for a few minutes before I heard the nurse's door open again. I frowned and peeked over to the door and frowned.
"What?" I questioned. He stayed silent as he walked over to the bed and sat on the end. I raised an eyebrow at him. "What?"
"Naruto." His voice was softer and I already knew what was coming. I sat up and pushed back my hair from my face.
"No, listen I always thought you hated me Sasuke. Hell the first words out of your mouth was an insult! How the hell should I have known that you like me? If I knew I would have told you I liked you as well." I whispered a blush coming. Sasuke reach out and ran his hair through my hair.
"Gaara talked to you huh?" Sasuke asked I blushed.
"I called him." I said Sasuke sighed slightly.
"I'm sorry Naruto… I thought… man I'm stupid." Sasuke said and pulled away from me like I was burning up. My eyes dropped to the bed sheets.
"Neji." I whispered my voice becoming cold, I saw him flinch.
"I'm sorry." He whispered before standing. "I really am." I nodded slowly and watched him leave out of the room. My fists tightened together with the fabric and my jaw hardened as I glared down. Man did I hate Neji, that bastard was so freaking annoying.
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